my dick is so sad

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The Upload

i create noises and put them inside of this container

all sprig songs

fifth single from #hyperdrill2
w/ @blackwinterwells & @yurmsauce
prod. me x @redlukeprod x @nightclub

#doublehelix

DOUBLE HELIX ft. BLACKWINTERWELLS & YURMS [prod. POPSTARBILLS x REDLUKE x NIGHTCLUB20XX]

DONT TEMPT ME!

DONT TEMPT ME! w/ lil britneyy x lil ringey [REMIX]

prod meeee
ty 2 @uhohkawasaki + @luisisalreadydead

comfortable w/ saki! + luisisalreadydead

SWAG 💟 (prod. kidtrashpop)

@prodbytoshi @newgarasu
失われたものを忘れる🎋🎋

ヽ(*ﾟдﾟ)ノ

prbly gna remastr dis soons wher i rec a lot of rvrb '(

https://open.spotify.com/album/6pF9eAcG8AIsqej5UlwO8I?si=2yhUf6V6QtiT-AlsaCSRTg&dl_branch=1

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sry bt its nt workn out tht wayy ;//
n iv bn thinkn ab it lik all dayy
if theres nthn tht i cn do than ok
bt it wont b anythn else but this nw alwys (◎ ◎)ゞ	

pls dnt tll me wht i 4gt (シ_ _)シ	
cz it tuk me sm time 
dnt remind me of wht i lost,, cnt subside 
n i cldnt tell u wht this is all4 y ?
its anothr nite tht i cnt close my eyes  ± _ ±

lately hasnt bn tha same
mb i might b2blame,, 
think theres smthn thts beyond tha frame 🐾🐾
nw its fadn i4gt ur name 

blame blame blame blame 🎋🎋
same same same same ☂˚☂˚
same same same same ☂˚☂˚

tll me wht is wrong i cld nvr stop
n its bn way2long so ofc im lost
mb i shld think 2x ab tha cost 🍓🍓
bt i cldnt live wit known,, i cannot stop

tk me bacc2a time wher i didn deal wit it
bt intha end it is how it is,, guess i gta gt a grip
i dnt wna say tht shtt,, i jus wna b in bliss ##
i dnt think i cn 4gt #.# idk wht all dis is !

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ur name ⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚*•̩̩͙✩ 🎋🎋

The Lonesome Knight

produced by @sprr00w + @craves <3
written recorded and mixed by me 

as of making this I'm not doing good

🠟 lyrics 🠟

i wish that i could say
that im at my worst

but i know you’re here too


took my mind to a place
where i can hide my pain

so i can fucking hear you


and when you’re done
i turn my phone off
so i can disappear 

u dont wanna know
the things i do to cope
when ur not here


so don’t you worry your 
little head

im all ears for you 
as i should be

ill keep lying and saying
that im fine

until your problems
eat
away at me



time we get away from here
and see a place that doesn’t rain 

its time to say goodbye to home
cuz all it brought us both was pain 

its time for us to vanish 
in a way where they ask
are we sane ?

its time 

for us to walk alone


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of time


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of your time

i wish i had more to give

prod 2001
i wish you understood what i mean
i wish u rlly felt proud of me
i wish i had a home
let it go
the ppl that i know
never show themselves to me
i’m crying aching see
off a pill bitch i’m stuck in a dream
my head hurts i’m so deep
where do i go now
i can’t put my pants on
i cant do shit now
i feel like a moron
life is a headache
every fucking mistake
is haunting me so bad
wont u come hold me
tell me it’s okay
tell me i’m alright
plz don’t ignore me
i wait till the morning
but you do not text back
i feel so fucking stupid
why won’t u message me please

kill me softly please
when you speak will you speak slowly
do you love me like u say you’ll get me killed if i hurt you
why do you hurt me
please don’t ignore me
i ask you to calm down
you stay for a while
we drink until we pass out
draining me slowly
killing me softly
calm down
why are you shouting
fucking calm down
please just stop your whining
you tell me you’re stressed out
you tell me to calm down
but you are the one that
is causing the problems
why don’t you see that

wish u rlly

ty 3k 0_0
https://twitter.com/lostmyescape

regret

@diligencexs
in the end

https://open.spotify.com/album/6flSgOHm06B7tSvYE2lij2?si=ZNjo5z1sSg64dhohnA-pcg

light

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhuPb84I7ek
MUSIC VID BY @dullgirl

runnin in circlez til im
lozt in da forest
but u still loop in my head wen im
out of storage
wake up evryfuckin dayyy
feelin lik a tourist
i hold myself in my armz
babie no1 ccan hurt uz

uhhh
i i i iuhiiihui i wuz gonna uhhh
drdr i i i uhUh i wuz gona azk 4 directionzzz but
u don look lik u kno where ur goin eithr ;]

a a aAaA aaah aahhh

ku do jesh sot? (where will u b 2nite?)
ne qielli o ne tok? (in da sky or on da ground?)
me ke do jesh sot? (who will u b wid 2nite?)
me mua o me zot? (wid me or wid god?)

lost *MUSIC VID IN DESC*

all production, vocals, mixing and mastering by me!
I've gotten a lot better at mixing in the last 9 months :)
Also, I will be performing this soon at an event called 
"Make America Scene Again" in NYC, at a venue called The Meadows
Thank you for listening!

🠟 lyrics 🠟

too hot
too cold
turn it off
i just needed a break

still want
to give you hope
to show you 
that
it was all for your sake


where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

 
just know that 
i will always
watch
and i carry that weight 

it gave me chills when u said
that for u 
its too late 

i’ve always wondered
on the other-side
of deaths gate

will we cross over to a better life?
and be saved...

or is it
just this

a world on the cusp of melting

catching 
the tail end
nothing is helping 

each day repeating
the world just keeps selling 

poison and sweets to
delay the rebellion

and we fall for it
cuz were made to be
part of all of it
so we can think were free

well i want more than this
and so do many more
but we can only guess
what else the world will have left
when its
all done and over

you're too cold

-
where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

is it just this

is it just this?

ft @ons13 in the middle of the track <3

main production, chorus and outro, mix/master by me
additional production by @2sleepymayne

what u need + ons13

vocals, mix + master, and half of the production by me
other half of production by @rainphase1

14th of February at 4pm EST

This is a teaser track for the acoustic guitar EP I'm currently in the process of finishing <3
Ive been practicing guitar for the past couple months, so everything on the EP will be played or sung by me.

I’m Sorry But I Need To Leave For My Sake
A case of right heart in the wrong place
And in the wrong time
You’re the only reason that I tried to stay
In a place
Where I wouldn’t find rest or light
Just didn’t feel right
Now I’m learning, how to say with my chest
Things I should have said
Or found, on the first day
I didn’t look ahead,
Or expect to reject this place
I promise

In Retrospect
You gave it your all
I gave it my best until the last text I sent
Now we’re trying to mend
Our wounds
Although they are different
I learned a new type of gentleness
From you, in a different sense
I learned a new type of gentleness
From you

This Time
I’m running towards, not from
I can bend my knees
And stand what I’ve done
I’ll dull my teeth so my bites don’t hurt
In my search for home, I’ll arrive unsure
Hoping, wishing, someone cares to
Mend my wings and lock my stare
This time if somebody sees me,
Hopefully, I won’t leave them bleeding

I’m Sorry But I Need To Leave For My Sake
A case of right heart in the wrong place
And in the wrong time
You’re the only reason that I tried to stay
In a place
Where I wouldn’t find rest or light
Just didn’t feel right
Now I’m learning, how to say with my chest
Things I should have said
Or found, on the first day
I didn’t look ahead,
Or expect to reject this place
I promise

im an orchid

This song is really meaningful to me and marks my move from NYC to Denver
Produced by me and @youshowedmewhatloveis 
thank you for the guitar!!

lyrics

[@sprigtek]

There was Peace before…
Can we go back
our world is waning, 
I’ve been feeling trapped
With these memories
Breakfast and tea
Movies we watched
And the way you held me
Everyones leaving
How can one last?
Its awfully uncommon
Given my past

Cranberry oatmeal
Watching you read
Books that I gave you
and books you gave me

Friends you had shown me
Ones ill forget
Biding my time in a half empty bed

In a Forest of trees without leaves
at a corner where we used to meet
at a flower shop, flipping a coin,
at the airport, missing the point.

[@youshowedmewhatloveis]

am i wasting my breath?
it starts to feel like it i guess 
let the words spill out my chest
i wish we could lie here instead
(ooohhh)
it wont be long and u know 
i claw at my skin and it shows 
(just) a break in my step not a fall
though not far from the ground below

i scratched my arms ceaselessly
u blame it on my compulsivity 
but then say something sweet 
and everything disappears around me

[both @sprigtek and @youshowedmewhatloveis]
so ill take some time 
with you to watch the world spin around 
while we still can

end

missing the point + gosha

bladee - Insect

#fr3sh

yhh im feenin4summ,, cuz u tell me im ##nthn
n im tird of runnin,, i js wnt2b stunnin ✰_✰
m i stuk4lyff ? no i dnt wnna tryy !x.Xi
i cnt lie im stopnn,, i gt no mor luvvn <<##33
//
sayy u wnt2tryy2play a partt,, 
gtta start agn,, ik its hardd ;;//
n i try,, ik i do,, but i do it4me n i do it4u ;;*
n im scarrd  tht i mite nt js kno wht2do,, 
im js trynn my best i hv nthn2prov 0.p
//
shuttdwnn tll me tht u ##luvvme
<<##33's ndn sum touchnxx
fls lik iv bn rustnn,, fls lik iv bn rusttnn,,  
yhh,, fls lik iv bn rustnn x_o

prodd @thr6x