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quincytime

i've been hella depressed these past few weeks, so i made this to help myself. i hope you enjoy it.
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/track/22FJ7VIwfhUO6YDesrBNBd?si=UFWzcwlERfeIStfSJJ2a_Q

lyrics:
i really wanna move really far away
i really wanna move really far away
i really wanna move really far away
i really wanna move really far away

every time that we speak i get a sense of greed
and i don't want to feed off the lies that you feed

but i don't wanna think about you anymore
so what i did was the same thing i did before
i opened up my notepad say some shit that made me mad
then opened up audacity and hoped you would be proud of me but no

this shit never works out
that's why i wrote shoutouts & self doubt
that's why i even started music
hopin that i could use it to

vent about whats goin on my life
hiding it in meme songs up till the night
i decided to be honest
and then start what i promised

two hundred ninety monthly listeners on spotify
i really don't know why you came along for the ride
but thank you i guess if that means anything to you
i know i suck at everything but i love you

i know that i ignored you im sorry for that
but can we please move on to the fact
that i'm doing something that i've always loved
shut the fuck up and just listen for once

i know that you're mad at me and i am too
i should've done my chores when you asked me to
but you and i both know that i got some issues
that's why i wrote "i'm sorry, mom" i did this for you.

but i guess, just because it ain't school
you won't ever find it that cool
i guess that's understandable..

prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsNv1WWkMwQurneFDmKgnVA

spotify!

i'm not sorry, mom.

there's times where i feel very very bad about myself and scared that i can't be myself around others, so i wrote a song about it.

there are times where i wish that i could go to the beach
hear the waves, feel the sand, take in the breeze
cuz i like staying home but i love the sun, i wanna go out and have some fun
maybe bring my ukulele, i know that it sounds crazy cuz that instrument is overdone

but at the same time, i don't wanna go outside because dysphoria is killin me
i don't wanna be around other people, if they don't wanna be around me
if all these other people could just leave me be, we could live in perfect harmony
but i'm getting anxious thoughts, and i want them to stop, about everyone harming me

so i will stay inside (i will stay inside)
i will stay inside (but i might still try)
i will stay inside (i'll find a place to hide)
i will stay inside, i will stay inside.

there are times where i wish i could just be me
be myself, no one else, i just wanna be free
maybe wear some comfy clothes and just stay inside because i feel like i need to hide
cuz there's a whole lot of people in this scary world who really want me to die

but at the same time, i don't wanna go outside because dysphoria is killin me
i don't wanna be around other people, if they don't wanna be around me
if all these other people could just leave me be, we could live in perfect harmony
but i'm getting anxious thoughts, and i want them to stop, about everyone harming  me

so i will stay inside (i will stay inside)
i will stay inside (but i might still try)
i will stay inside (i'll find a place to hide)
i will stay inside, i will stay inside.

so i will stay inside (i will stay inside)
i will stay inside (but i might still try)
i will stay inside (i'll find a place to hide)
i will stay inside, i will stay inside. 

so i will stay inside (i will stay inside)
i will stay inside (but i might still try)
i will stay inside (i'll find a place to hide)
i will stay inside, i will stay inside.

spotify

beach! [prod. kazuyo]

original: https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes/ily-prod-lee

you inspire me a lot @lilsadeyes, thank you for making great music.

If the sun didn't rise, I'd still be right by your side
And if you're feelin' less lonely then baby I'm doin' fine
If the moon never glowed, I'd still be right here to hold you
How many times have I told you, I love you, I love you

Don't follow me I'm hard to read, I scare most people away from me
I hurt most people so can't you see, there's no way you're meant for me

I'm really glad I had it wrong cause, most people use me for the commas
I'm gettin' tired of the drama, I'm not one to talk no shit, I keep it honest

So to keep it 150 I'm feelin' drained
The only reason that I sing is cause of pain
Deep inflicted traumas that been pent up in my brain
How I found some happiness with her I feel okay

Will it last? Doesn't matter
If I'm smiling will it keep me from disaster?
Destructive thoughts about a history with patterns
All I care about is her, I'm glad I have her

If the sun didn't rise, I'd still be right by your side
And if you're feelin' less lonely then baby I'm doin' fine
If the moon never glowed, I'd still be right here to hold you
How many times have I told you, I love you, I love you

If the sun didn't rise, I'd still be right by your side
And if you're feelin' less lonely then baby I'm doin' fine
If the moon never glowed, I'd still be right here to hold you
How many times have I told you, I love you, I love you

original

ily [ cover ] (prod. lee)

we're falling again.

prod. https://twitter.com/prodbykhail
cover art: https://twitter.com/sir_blooper

falling again (p. khail)

thank you for sticking with me for so long, josh. i wouldn't be here without you and your constant love and appreciation to me. congratulations on your major album release, this cover is a tribute to you and our friendship. thank you so much, again. i love you. you're my brother. vaf forever. 💖
original: https://soundcloud.com/wolficide/petals-feat-kayden-neal

petals [cover]

thanks for 600 followers n stuff
prod. @louaea

lyrcs

im scrollin through my instagram n all i see is bullshit
all my friends just run away until they feelin worthless
and i don't wanna deal with them, cuz im dealin with myself

cuz people always hate on me n people always hate on them
so i'll be in the middle even tho i know that's really dumb
but i don't wanna deal with this cuz i think it's boring


get the fuck out my dms because i know you are a bitch
dealt with this before, all you gonna do is bait n switch
i don't wanna fuck around with a bitch like you
all you wanna do is use my name on youtube

drinkin aquafina cuz you know i don't got ice
twitter.com, ya my timeline full of lies
super chill, people always thing i'm fuckin high
shut the fuck up and look me in my eyes


i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg

but i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg


yayaya, shut the fuck up, imma be that
ignorin all yo comments sayin that my autotune is wack
im writin every song from the comfort of my bed
i just wanna do this shit until i'm fuckin dead

but all ya mothafuckas seem to never believe me
i'll prove you all wrong and you'll get down on your knees
n fuck a joke song, i'm not tryna be funny
don't care about a title but i feel like a cyberqueen

cuz people always mad at me and i don't even know why
twiddling my fingers in my head because i am shy
people just assume im cis but i am not a guy
you bitches make me wanna die

but as i was just sayin i don't feel like i'm the best
i'm still usin audacity cuz FL is a pest
like sure i can produce, but i feel misunderstood
shoutout to louise, cuz she made this shit sound good


i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg

20%COOLERTHANU (prod. louise)

made an over-dramatic song about several bad situations i've had to deal with in the past year.

produced by me.

lyrics: 

i go offline and all these people want to talk to me
i let them down all the time by not responding
and if they're stressed they just wanna take it out on me
and this time, i won't be sorry

i never got your obsession
remember when you faked depression
i remember it vividly
you said you don't wanna talk to me

i don't get it what the fuck do you mean
fuck with my friends you a fiend
you just used their name for some clout
said "go slit your wrists and bleed out"


i don't understand the drama
i don't even think it's worth it
i just think we all should drop it
if you don't like it you should block it

i understand every bit of anger
but i don't think that we should slander
that would make everything worse
but you should go get stomped in the dirt

you just harass all their friends
you wanna make them meet their end
i hope you know they wont forgive you
if anything they'll just forget you

i know that a lot of us have our regrets
i want you to know that you are one of them
you spread lots of lies on the internet
you talked all your shit what do you get

you lost lots of followers, that was the cost
a taste of your medicine put on the spot
i'm tired of people like you taking off
i hope that you end up getting stomped


i'm not sorry for my actions
you just wanted a reaction

well i guess that you can have this
i hope that you enjoy it
i know that you'll rejoice it
even if you wont admit

that you like lying about all your friends
n giving turst issues to all of them
are you a good person it doesn't depend
exist just to find people to offend

i'm tired of this and i'm tired of you
i did what i felt like i needed to do
you don't got friends you got allies
now get the fuck out of our lives

offline

reminiscing on happiness with @wolficide.
mixed by @nbmusic098.

out on all platforms.

thoughts on a sunday morning [p. bob gnar]

prod @vampscharm
ppl fkin h8 me the dont appreciate me </3

FANG (prod. kai)

intro to my ep, "internet"
https://soundcloud.com/squiblers/sets/internet

disconnecting (intro)

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF

kETAMINE

prod me. @chanelfather
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FREAK ALERT!

#OK #NOW #THIS #IS #EPIC

THIS KID PUSHES LIKE A FUCKING IDIOT DUDE, JESUS CHRIST

prod me @chanelfather

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keepsake ft yungster jack prod mush

the clouds looked pretty today
vaf ++ rf ++ @digitalbunkercc
more music: @fisherdog

disconnecting (intro)

naku