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All production, mixing, and mastering done by me.
cover art designed from a recent hike I went on :)

lyrics:

Not making sense to you
Baby that’s how you’ll learn the truth
Coulda switched up but I won’t be rude
Lookin for something new
I coulda done better
Swear its a straight shot but it never works
Caught in a big knot with the least concern 
Sorry you’re the one that hurts

And ill be there in the morning
Swear to god I won’t be late
And ill be there without warning
A throwback to yesterday
Ill be there not ignoring all the times you called my name 
Let’s go right back where we started I’d rather rewind the tapes

I won’t lie 
I been wanting to see you one more time
So pretty please look through my eyes
feels like im paralyzed 

Don’t even like you
Why do I sit beside you?
Can’t get you out my head
But im doing all of that

And this time
I won’t follow, you
Not anyone 
Has a heart that will last through it all

chorus

something new

Art by @worldwidewilly

Used to be a friend
Now I don't know at all

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

(Starfall)
Its my confession
Don't know without direction
We are losing our connection
I know you crave affection
Cause I know you
Better than anyone else
Yea I know you
Better than you know yourself

(Christian Blair)
Swear you in love
Watchu gon do
This time I aint worried bout you
This my life
I don't lose
Even if you wanna tell the truth
And i'm always there
You been tryna stop and stare
How many times will I not care
But you'll never know
I won't talk to you

(Kaido)
I won't talk to you
This feeling i'm stressed out
I feel like I'm older
It's cold in october
I love you it's over
But how could this happen to me
Too many drinks in hotels I'm ashamed
I'm feeling like Drake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
You did me shady
I couldn't love you
I couldn't hold you
I don't even want you
And it was a mistake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
I'm glad that you love everything that I make
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

Set w/ Starfall, Christian Blair & Kaido (Michael Warren)

@nxrthstar77 
igs: christianblair / nxrthstar77 / joeliouss

ty for listening

lyrics:

im haunted by your touch
ion got time to fall in luv
if i see u wake me up
oh
i’m daydreaming, reminiscing, whatcha call it
i still got ya damn picture in my wallet 
but it dont look the same
oh
dont waste your time
like i wasted mine
we’re both vacant minds

talkin that bullshit you never knew
id really prefer if you told the truth
i'm not available to hear your lies
not sitting here waiting for ya
swear i've tried my best tryna forget
all the times that u called in the morning
i cant believe that u stayed
when u were plannin on walking away
im running out of options
feels like im j falling
and its my heart that you took away 
i cant believe that u stayed
when u were planning on walkin away
i loved u

spotify

haunted w/ nxrthstar

Leslie Parrish - Killing My Love (Twentace Remix)  Initial D  イニシャル D  頭文字D

insecure (hallow + ryo)

mixed by Jane Remover 
[lyrics]
if this our story ill write it
cheap alcohol on an island
cause i was never one for the finer things
(how could you lie to me?)
we're like heartbreak waiting to happen
(its inevitable)
a pair of self destructive habits
(how could i not have known)
i think that you deserve more magic than what ill bring

im no good
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im self obsessed and way too stressed,
no good, for you
(all i want you're all i want)
im no good 
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im one wrong step from a pointless death
no good, for you
(all i want, you're all i want)

(like one two three, like one two three)
i remember that day, i could never unsee
it was real and it hurt and i loved it 
cheap thrills cause we knew we couldnt function
but when i met you, i said i was done with it 
i couldnt afford to lose it all again
the mistakes of a past life now
would she understand if it all came out?
(could i tell you now?)

fall in love, try your best, fall apart 
(stay with me)
broken trust, bottled up, a broken heart
(please dont leave)
and i cant pretend i dont want you
(i want you)
i need you bad, but if i tell the truth
(i want you)
theres just no fucking use
(i want you)

im no good
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im self obsessed and way too stressed,
no good, for you
(all i want you're all i want)
im no good 
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im one wrong step from a pointless death
no good, for you
(all i want, you're all i want)

no good (all i want) [hallow + ryo]

heaven and back - chase atlantic [sped up]

Heartbeat - Childish Gambino (best part + slowed + reverb)

lyrics: 
(and i hold your hand, as you tell me 
ill never see you again)
(i dont understand)

and days become months
and the months become years
you become a stranger 
as i face my fears
you ran out of words
i ran out of chances to act like it hurts
(i never came first)

and i hold your hand 
as you tell me ill never see you again
i dont understand 
how you say you love me then go back to him
so i loved her 
but its over now
i cant trust a word liquor puts in my mouth
my face in the dirt, my head in the clouds 
keep my composure, i find my way out

and days become months
and the months become years
you become a stranger 
as i face my fears
you ran out of words
i ran out of chances to act like it hurts
(i wish you the worst)

i loved her, but its over now
(the weight of the world on me,
i let you down)
i loved her, but its over now
(i cant trust a word liquor puts in my mouth)
i loved her, but its over now
its over now, its over now

hold your hand

hold your hand (ryo)

prod 
@1hallow
@ayyitsryo

thank you guys 4 sticking by me all this time
this is a song off a project im working on called “last year alive” hope u like it ok byeee

mother's child (ryo + hallow)

think i been thru it all stuff it in my bag tho
ion wna talk ik they gon backdoor
constant paranoia think my heads ab2 blow
like fk
man im stressin
n my brodie rly keep tht fkn weapon
on his side
ion wna talk (i say ts 2 much) bitch im flexin 
i might fk rnd n js teach these boys a lesson

had2 count it up 1 2 3 4 bands in my fkn pocket u aint got nun
n im rly w my bros we js havin fun
im w david in the mall we js cop it up
sike btc no i dnt shop@ the mall n shit
my brodie crashed so i had2 take the fall n shit
i dnt wna b responsible for all ts
i dont wna b responsible for none of ur shit

seems im@ the point of no return
i js want my bread back
labels actin fishy told em ima js go head back
im@ the crib finesse racks frm these hoes
think im fna grow
im w dori im w quinn we walk up in the spot they like oh no
shit 
they dk shit
do this4 a livin but i still cnt trust ts
do this4 my family yk this wht it is
do this4 my team btc u alr kno

i ran outta words
ran outta time
ran outta things2 say
ran outta lines
stuck in my head again think i ran outta time
id do like anything js2 go make them mine
n i did
so i got it
walk up in the party i think im the topic
wonder bout my faith why i evr lost it
wonder bout the hate why they always
why they never stoppin

n we cld all put it2 an end
but i dont evn wna b here 
i dont evn wna b here
i dont evn wna b here
i dont evn wna b here
i dont evn wna be here
i dont evn wna be here
(i cant find my strength n i h8 it
i cant find my words n i h8 it)

id rather do it on my own
ima make 2024 mine tho ig

im trying (litothedon)

alone tonight

intentions

For You I'll Die

cigarettes

cruel

bitter

feelings

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prod - @1hallow - twitter.com/1vyxs
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check out the alt version :)

4u (hallow)

s/o to the most genuine ppl i've ever met through music @1kaido @yoshi

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lyrics

[ star's verse ]

am i allowed to speak on the truth?
i think you'd understand my pain if i did what you did, to you
and it's hard, but i'm getting through.
i wish you knew what this shit do to me when you leave so soon.

why can't you stop and listen?
i tried my best but but i'm bout to give in,
i tried to leave but you're my addiction.

what is trust? no idea.
think i'm stupid? oo woa oo woa oo woa

it's just a feeling but i'm feeling intoxicated,
im trynna tell you sum but i just can't really explain it
i wish i had you by my side then i wouldn't have to be crying,
wanna say that i don't love you but then i would just be lying,
gotta let you go, you keep on playing with my heart

wait, where even is it?

you tore that shit apart,
think i'm stupid?
im not.
nah i ain't stupid, you're fucking round with me you're acting like im clueless.

[ @1kaido's verse ]

i had to run away from you
cause you weren’t happy at all
if i was
hiding the truth you couldn’t take it all
and your best friend
she wouldn’t hate me at all
if she knew what i would do
it’s just a feeling but i’m feeling intoxicated
would you feel better if i told you about when we dated
i love you
want you
baby i don’t need you at all
i’m overthinking it all
like just don’t do it all
and your blood is so pretty
you’re feeling my pity
and that’s okay

[ @yoshi's verse ]

tell me when you wake up
you’re so pretty in your makeup, girl
its no problem if you can’t be here
oo- ooooo - oooo

i know its been a while, but we’re falling apart
feels like you stabbed me in my heart
have you been telling me the truth?
well have you, don't lie

you said i was in love with you
you said i’m ready to die for two

ive been running away
yeah im scared of you i
can’t take anymore