credits to Joji for the instrumental. 
original song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bv-1BnoB75k
ukulele and mixing done by me.

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kyra's socials
https://www.instagram.com/kyrncl_/
https://twitter.com/kyrncl

lyrics -
there's two of us in this room and nobody can hear us,
i'm wondering maybe, would you be my first
i'm trying too hard to make sure i don't mess up,
i'm falling apart and i can't keep my head up.

speechless.
before i fell in love with you girl,
i never had any weakness.
completeness.
a a a a

i just can't believe you wouldn't try,
after everything i've sacrificed,
for you to catch my fall,
for you to give your all.

speechless.

it's something about the way you move,
it's something about the things you do,
no i don't have anything to lose,
and everything i did, i did it for you.
x2

[ @nclkyr's part ]
ohh
everything i did
was just for u
and all i wanted to is
all i ever did is to

walk alone the streets tonight
just to make u hold me tight
and i cant stop it
i cant stop it

speechless w/ kyra

prod joshwa and will rhead love you both <3

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joshwa:
https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
will rhead:
https://www.instagram.com/will_rhead/

lyrics:
I don’t know how I can keep a straight face
Don’t hold onto things I’d always say that we’d do
I’m getting tired of you 
But not the way that you move 
I guess I’m trying to prove it 

I burn through all my time 
And I can’t take it 
Hurt you but I really wanna break your fall 
Curfews but we always gonna fake it
I just wanna talk to you now 

You and me
Feels like I’ll never let you go 
I don’t understand who i'd be cus 
I’ll be too emotional yeah
Not approachable 

I hope that when we always talk you’ll remember me
I hope I’m staying in your thoughts
Just a memory 
Yeah I care whether or not you a remedy
Honestly I’m never getting caught up
Never gonna talk like we just used to do 
Acting like it’s alright
But I’ve been a fool
Love it when we touching
Always comes in two 
Baby yeah it’s alright here
Yeah it’s all right here yeah
 
Bold assumption
I’ve been tryna fuck with a vision 
Had enough of 
All this stupid shit I’ve been living 
What you do that for 
What you do that for 
Yeah
Out of touch 
But I don’t really mind

All this working got me tied up
Calling me a liar
Maybe there’s just something to prove
Said there’s something we desire
But there’s no providers
What you gonna do about it
When you mood watching 
Been a sucker for you

Don’t lie I been actin the same
Treating me so differently 
Don’t know my own name no more
What a shame i'm sure
Oh you
Oh you

You and me
Feels like I’ll never let you go 
I don’t understand who i'd be cus 
I’ll be too emotional yeah
Not approachable 

I hope that when we always talk you’ll remember me
I hope I’m staying in your thoughts
Just a memory 
Yeah I care whether or not you a remedy
Honestly I’m never getting caught up
Never gonna talk like we just used to do 
Acting like it’s alright
But I’ve been a fool
Love it when we touching
Always comes in two 
Baby yeah it’s alright here
Yeah it’s all right here yeah

remedy (joshwa + will rhead)

w/ https://soundcloud.com/1kaido & https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby Prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa & https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Why do leaves fall
After I pick em up
After Hours with sunsets can't get enough
You pushed me off of the swings think I fell in love
But it only ever started cuz of alcohol
I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feel like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

It’s like feeling i can’t get out
It’s like a feeling i can’t get out inside
You and i
i
You moved out of state
There’s no need to run away
I’m thinking it’s better on my own
I’m tryna find my way out of the darkness
Imma be an artist
Imma do it on my own
 
Tell me what's it's like
Does it feel right?
How to feel alive
in the daylight
I don't wanna try
It wasn't too late for us
In my head but it's too late
I see through your lies
Facing back i tried, I can't let go
How could I survive
Falling
I can't stop

I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feels like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

Deep In Love w/ Kaido & Bixby (Joshwa &  Rosesleeves)

<3
prod joshwa and me

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I've been up to nothing but waiting
It's been hard to sleep with the truth
I turn up but I can't ever face it
Gotta maybe start with you
Gotta choose
How to talk the way I did but I don't
Love the way I miss that stupid taste
Woah

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

She's so fine but I can't ever tell her
Ima scroll through one more time
She could be mine but I just never let her
But she knows that I've been dying to let her know it
But I'll be fine act like I never knew or cared at all
Loving's so hard when you can't ever talk about it

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I'm not gonna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you always get the notion
Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I don't wanna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you talk the way you do

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Shoutout Allison for the photo creds :D

last night

prod pieper beats

girl wats going on with u
textin me all damn time oh time like what's going on with u
damn
girl i could see it thru
said that u want me too
but lately it's driving me crazy ik like let me get comfortable damn
like y
is he on ur mind
went thru all the msgs why dont you say you're mine
fuck, u know it too
don't ask to be with me if you don't wanna see that thru

said u wanna try get a little bit closer
oh look me in my eyes when u say tht it's over ik u want it bad
i can't give u any closure
i know i'm on your mind when you feel like a loner yk i got your back

time flies man i missed all day
limelight when i see your face and i
knew it was another game
too cute to be in my way like why
did u need to waste my time
dead
what needed to be said
you said you'd leave
im over it all over and again,
no you said you'd find me
no you dragged me back
but ik, ya i knowowowo

closure

Talk To Me

Lyrics:

Baby can we have a last dance?
‘Cause I know you’re not stayin’ along,
Whole commitment fell off
Oh, darling can we take it all back?
‘Cause I don't wanna see you dancing alone

Oh, I can't recall a time before you,
I’m drinking before the morning,
Got me thinking ‘bout if you’re okay
You’re just talking shit behind me 
Treat me like I’m nobody

But, take your time ‘cause
I don’t mind at all

All the things you did got me feeling drunk
Oh I look so stupid, the way you made me fall
If I was dying now, I know you'd miss that call
I know you'd miss it, I know you dont care at all

No you don't listen I, can't get you out of my head
A simple question love, why'd you fall for him instead?
Darling I can't no more, bipolar up in my head
I mind as well just be dead,

You know I can't recall a time before you,
I’m drinking before the morning,
Got me thinking ‘bout if you’re okay
You’re just talking shit behind me 
Treat me like I’m nobody

But, take your time ‘cause
I don’t mind at all

All the things you did got me feeling drunk
Oh I look so stupid, the way you made me fall
If I was dying now, I know you'd miss that call
I know you'd miss it, I know you dont care at all

nothing i wouldn't do (demo)

don't care

We Used To Fall From The Sky

lyrics
[hook]
coulda sworn i told you we were done over,
you worried bout some other girl but i don't even know her
think im obsessed with you, we barely even touched shoulders
hearts getting way colder,
i was just trynna get your love,
you really fucked me over.
x2

[verse]
said you played him, you played me, it was for fun (ohh)
acting like i don't really care but it weighs a ton
cause you never showed me real love,
im on drugs,
just to get the fucking pain away i swear you got me 
(fucked upp!)

[hook]
coulda sworn i told you we were done over,
you worried bout some other girl but i don't even know her
think im obsessed with you, we barely even touched shoulders
hearts getting way colder,
i was just trynna get your love,
you really fucked me over.
x2

[verse 2]
cause i feel like shit now, thinking bout you have done
how you gon switch up on the crew after all we done?
ohhh and it still confuses me.
how the fuck you choose to pick somebody over someone you once said you loved?

[hook]
done over,
you worried bout some other girl but i don't even know her
think im obsessed with you, we barely even touched shoulders
hearts getting way colder,
i was just trynna get your love,
you really fucked me over.
x2

over (prod neko dye + anxious beats)

finally starting to make the music i enjoy listening to

prod. by bloom
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lyrics

steady calling on my phone sayin that you need me
i told you that "i hate you" do you even believe me? i don't
trust in no, body but myself cause i'm all alone. (x2)

i know you hate me but i can't help it,
i'm feeling a way cause i'm so selfless.
i'm always getting hurt cause i'm so careless.
wonder if i pass away would you just care then?

frustrated, tryna get it all out,
i got these demons in my chest and they ain't letting me shout!
i wish you understood the, pain you put me through,
you got me contemplating bout my life over you.
i can't, i can't make you smile like your last,
he made you laugh, i can't even do that.
so what's the point in trying, you're always lying,
i can't make up my mind, girl i always end up crying.

your lipstick, stains my neck,
and when you kissed me, i held my breath,
i was under the impression that you might've fell for me,
girl you gave me the perception that i wasn't just the only one
you know you fucked up, you tried to do me wrong,
you know you fucked up, pretending all along,
i'm writing all these songs about you,
you luv breaking my heart that's what i know about you.

steady calling on my phone sayin that you need me
i told you that "i hate you" do you even believe me? i don't
trust in no, body but myself cause i'm all alone. (x2)
frustrated, tryna get it all out,
i got these demons in my chest and they ain't letting me shout,
i wish you understood the, pain you put me through,
you got me contemplating bout my life over you.

u need me (bloom)

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lyrics
time goes by way too fast now, i wish that it would last.
nothing can sum it up how, i miss what we had in the past.
i tried to keep you happy but i can't,
i miss the way that you would giggle and you laughed.
i tried my best but you still left and that's what split my heart in half.

i only wanted you, i tried.
i can't accept the fact you lied.
girl you're breaking me down inside.

i'm hiding my emotions, i'll just cope all my own.
the feelings, cant control em, please dont leave me here alone.
my tears create an ocean, and that's forever till i'm stone.
i'm hoping you would text me, always checking on my phooonee

sadly its been a while, i'm standing on the edge.
sometimes i feel alive, and sometimes i feel dead.
x2

girl i tried, 
almost died,
but i never was enough, 
girl i feel like giving up.