credits to Joji for the instrumental. 
original song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bv-1BnoB75k
ukulele and mixing done by me.

my socials
https://www.instagram.com/starfallxo/
https://twitter.com/starfallxos
kyra's socials
https://www.instagram.com/kyrncl_/
https://twitter.com/kyrncl

lyrics -
there's two of us in this room and nobody can hear us,
i'm wondering maybe, would you be my first
i'm trying too hard to make sure i don't mess up,
i'm falling apart and i can't keep my head up.

speechless.
before i fell in love with you girl,
i never had any weakness.
completeness.
a a a a

i just can't believe you wouldn't try,
after everything i've sacrificed,
for you to catch my fall,
for you to give your all.

speechless.

it's something about the way you move,
it's something about the things you do,
no i don't have anything to lose,
and everything i did, i did it for you.
x2

[ @nclkyr's part ]
ohh
everything i did
was just for u
and all i wanted to is
all i ever did is to

walk alone the streets tonight
just to make u hold me tight
and i cant stop it
i cant stop it

speechless w/ kyra

but in a way i doo :p

lyrics:
Never been the one to just mess up
But in a way I do
Maybe I could die in a wreck
Your memories the ones I lose

Talking shit you hold onto your tongue
Throw a fit yah
Hurting in your lungs
You a misfit
Actin like you dumb
But your making music by self

I want you to mess
Me up
Make me not myself
You been actin strange
Too much
Maybe you can tell

I don’t wanna talk to much
Living in a hell
Just fucking tell
me why
I’m the one who fell

No shit ima talk to you
I got you on my mind
Just like all of yesterday
I don’t know
Why I’m walking through
All of this self made hell
Yeah it’s got the best of me

Dust in my head
Gotta clean it
Thoughts in my texts
I don’t mean it

Homesick
Scared of losing you
But I know it’s ok
I don’t need to know too much

by yourself

my first ever song to release, I really hope you guys enjoy this.
produced by @prodbyjoshwa

lyrics:
I've been really trapped inside for too long now
Cause I've been just stuck up in my own ways
I don't really wanna call and text back
But you're the only I get attached

So don't let go of me
I know its hard
Just know I'm not like him
So please just try tonight

Now I'm thinking that I wanna be yours
But I don't wanna be left alone again

But now I can't decide on who to trust again

Dance with me
Your love is just what I need
Hiding the pain away
I don't wanna be around anyone
But I came here to stay

Run far away
But I'm missing all of your touch right now
I can't explain
Why I'm falling in love for you

Now I can't get sidetracked
Wishing that I'm with you
But I hope you know that
I would never break you
But I hope he's better
Sitting right next to you

So don't let go of me
I know its hard
Just know I'm not like him
So please just try tonight

Dance with me

Your love is just what I need
Hiding the pain away
I don't wanna be around anyone
But I came here to stay

Run far away
But I'm missing all of your touch right now
I can't explain
Why I'm falling in love for you

dance with me (joshwa)

prod. xvn

sadchill amv: youtube.com/watch?v=8rp9l4zyNX4

@zephyrcove

lyrics

@1toge

Baby come on and use your words 
Cause our communication is lacking
How could have we let this happen
Oh la la la uh bby are you in denial
I swear its gon take awhile
So whats the need for these ties

Oh baby im over the edge
I cant feel so low over the edge
Cause i dont wanna feel no more
I dont wanna feel no more
If i come give you my attention
I expect you to catch me if i fall

@riensu

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

I've had enough
Can't do anything right
But I don't wanna be alone
Maybe it's what I deserve
I dont know what you heard
Know I always put you first

And now you put your heart in a vault
You're puttin up all your walls
All your feelings dissolved
Can you still hear me
Terrified
Of what happens tonight

@1toge

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

spotify

oh what a shame w/ riensu

Talk To Me

GO PRESAVE FILTERFREAK ITS SO GOOD ----> https://linktr.ee/c.zephyr_

A smol cover of this unreleased song by zephyr (@heyzeph) that I made the day I found the song lol. I found it from max ruben's ig story, I've been listening to the snippet way too many times ohmygod. My cover doesnt have the same chords; it's reimagined ;w;

FILTERFREAK

FILTERFREAK Snippet (Mirin Cover)

prod clozz 

lyrics:
if you were wrong
would you admit that
i was onto your lil gameplan
i wont judge
because the things you do 
i see myself in your shoes
i wish that we could do better
cuz when im 

by your side
it feels like im losin it 
u wanna be intimate
but i could never
tell u why
i know that your missin him
pretend im oblivious so i can be there

u said we had it all
i know you love to talk
you keep on sayin the same things
ur fuckin up 
u call me say that ur better
baby ur not in love
theres more to life then just tellin me that u wont interupt


not in ur right mind
im not ur lifeline
call when ur drunk
im too scared bout what i might find
wasting my damn time
u know its not right
acting so shady i never seen this in my lifetime

u wanna hurt me so bad
i know much better than that
u said u want something perfect
so why u keep coming back
ur promises always broken
i fuckin hate what we had but when im

by ur side

Forever Christmas

lyrics
[hook]
coulda sworn i told you we were done over,
you worried bout some other girl but i don't even know her
think im obsessed with you, we barely even touched shoulders
hearts getting way colder,
i was just trynna get your love,
you really fucked me over.
x2

[verse]
said you played him, you played me, it was for fun (ohh)
acting like i don't really care but it weighs a ton
cause you never showed me real love,
im on drugs,
just to get the fucking pain away i swear you got me 
(fucked upp!)

[hook]
coulda sworn i told you we were done over,
you worried bout some other girl but i don't even know her
think im obsessed with you, we barely even touched shoulders
hearts getting way colder,
i was just trynna get your love,
you really fucked me over.
x2

[verse 2]
cause i feel like shit now, thinking bout you have done
how you gon switch up on the crew after all we done?
ohhh and it still confuses me.
how the fuck you choose to pick somebody over someone you once said you loved?

[hook]
done over,
you worried bout some other girl but i don't even know her
think im obsessed with you, we barely even touched shoulders
hearts getting way colder,
i was just trynna get your love,
you really fucked me over.
x2

over (prod neko dye + anxious beats)

lyrics🙄

[ hook ]
its been a while since i heard your voice
and i can't even lie i kinda smile when i hear your voice
how i'm feelin down inside, it's kinda wild how you get annoyed
and i'm not one to scream but girl you got me feelin' paranoid
cause i know i'm not the only boy

[verse]
making me feel like i'm stupid,
girl you're acting like you're clueless,
how the fuck could you just do this?
you only used me for amusement,
is that a trend is that the movement?
the way you could be so confusi i i ng
what a waste of time,
had me thinking you were mine,
i must've misread all the signs woah
i don't need you in my life,
you're moving left, i'm moving right
we only ever talk at night woah.
don't need your love if it's temporary
i been through so much it's getting scary
i wish i understood just why you left me,
if we tried then girl we could, you left me empty.

[bridge]
so what the fucks the point in tryin to lie
i hope you open up and realize
that i am not your stupid average guy,
i never thought i'd ever say goodbye.

[ hook ]
its been a while since i heard your voice
and i can't even lie i kinda smile when i hear your voice
how i'm feelin down inside, it's kinda wild how you get annoyed
and i'm not one to scream but girl you got me feelin' paranoid
cause i know i'm not the only boy
x2

goodbye (bloom)

finally starting to make the music i enjoy listening to

prod. by bloom
www.instagram.com/prodbybloom/

lyrics

steady calling on my phone sayin that you need me
i told you that "i hate you" do you even believe me? i don't
trust in no, body but myself cause i'm all alone. (x2)

i know you hate me but i can't help it,
i'm feeling a way cause i'm so selfless.
i'm always getting hurt cause i'm so careless.
wonder if i pass away would you just care then?

frustrated, tryna get it all out,
i got these demons in my chest and they ain't letting me shout!
i wish you understood the, pain you put me through,
you got me contemplating bout my life over you.
i can't, i can't make you smile like your last,
he made you laugh, i can't even do that.
so what's the point in trying, you're always lying,
i can't make up my mind, girl i always end up crying.

your lipstick, stains my neck,
and when you kissed me, i held my breath,
i was under the impression that you might've fell for me,
girl you gave me the perception that i wasn't just the only one
you know you fucked up, you tried to do me wrong,
you know you fucked up, pretending all along,
i'm writing all these songs about you,
you luv breaking my heart that's what i know about you.

steady calling on my phone sayin that you need me
i told you that "i hate you" do you even believe me? i don't
trust in no, body but myself cause i'm all alone. (x2)
frustrated, tryna get it all out,
i got these demons in my chest and they ain't letting me shout,
i wish you understood the, pain you put me through,
you got me contemplating bout my life over you.

u need me (bloom)

starfall