🥀🖤 sad but lit pt2 🖤🥀

Made in Japan prod. 1tttruman

BODYBAG EP(Prod. Nedarb)

Ft:
https://soundcloud.com/coldhart
https://twitter.com/Coldh4rt
https://www.instagram.com/coldhart_/

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/nedarbnagrom
twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM
www.instagram.com/nedarbnagrom/

Art: 
roelun.co
twitter.com/roelun
www.instagram.com/roelun/

Bodybag Ft. Coldhart (Prod. nedarb)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6bt08gOCHM

lyrics: 

poppy tears: 

everything is a lie and nothing here is true 
how I feel inside and what meant to you
when I broke my spine I lay inside my room 
tried to take my life before a flower could bloom

where you go when I fell into your heart 
in a galaxy alone I found your star 
she said are you with it, I said if you are 
she be going for my neck like a vampire x 2

my dark red blood drips on your skin 
my heart holds love just deep within x 2

9TAILS:

one side of my pillows always cold 
cant sleep and i thought you should know
summer heat seeps in through the windows
2 o clock and youre still not home 

2 o clock and im still 
heard the ring but i cant find the phone
summer heat seeps in through the windows
3 o clock and youre still not home

4 o clock and im in my zone
fuck out my room can you please not touch me
she said she wanna know how to feel empty
if thats the case then just watch me

they always want me to meet their friends
why would i do that if i dont have any of them
i abandoned everyone i dont wanna start again
im still learning bout myself so i wont let no body in

pour it up
roll it up
smoke it up
drank

fade away
looking like
my eyes
sank

feeling worse
than i look
think i might
faint

feel myself
coming down
roll some more
stank

what you mean you cant see me anymore
slow it down tell me what you yelling for
say to quit i think i might just roll some more
3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

❄︎ ✰ ❄︎ ✰ ❄︎

where you go w/ 9TAILS (prod. YungJZA)[visuals in description]

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

Lie Again Ft. Yesterday & Moonlet (prod. Yung Flex) out on spotify

just something laying around

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

no i'm not fine
don't tell me that it's better this way
i miss your hair, when it falls on my face
you're the right one, shoulda let you in though
i'm in a cycle, flowin like the wind blow
but you missed it now you're all up in my business
hit the right lane now you switched up doin cocaine hung over
she still rockin chokers but my shawty rockin boulders 
ya you don't know her

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay

now i got a gun to my head
i don't really give a fuck 
cause i feel so cold
i got time on my hands 
no blood on my knife
but i feel so cold
and i came thru in a fast pace 
all eyes in the hallway
with a past tense demon 
i feel his teeth sink into my veins
but i feel like i'm a nothing
suffer the name, so stuffy
tell me i'm facing something

my baby so goth got lipstick on my blunt
and now she left me i'm like wtf
i'm so toxic, you could catch me at the mall in hot topic

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

don't enter pt. 2 (prod. pretty boy ron)

fats'e - cut me off

familypet - hurt ur feelings

ft. @steadysuffer & @violeteyezmusic

prod. @mothfries

lyrics:

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me one time
collapsing to the floor and it isn't even lunch time
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

banging my head against the wall
I just don't wanna feel anything at all
I'm getting ready for the fall 
spiking my own drinks with the methyl alcohol
always burdened by my actions
can't stop dwelling on all my past awkward social interactions
convince myself they never happened
memories I try to just pretend that I imagined
this throbbing vein in my temple is making me tremble
it's painful and stressful
I'm up late trying to wrestle with voices
my shoulders have an angel and devil
he's so good at persuasion
but my angel's trying to save me from this hyperventilation 
she gave me a paper bag for respiration
he handed me a plastic one that I could suffocate in

steadysuffer:

ya you told me i was nothing like they said
you told me I was better off dead
now i gotta pull up to the function all red
pull the trigger now i'm dead
(ya ah)

she don't wanna talk no more
pedal to the metal & the suicide doors
got a coper on my ass so i kick it in sport
no breaks just gas cause life is short

i'm sippin lean all day
and my sprite bottle lookin like a goddamn grape
get the fuck up out my way 
don't tell me we're the same
i'm in another state with my shawty on facetime

ya I ain't been on a date in a long time
if I fuck up i'll accuse her
you must think i'm a loser 
if i can't keep a conversation 
i'm sorry

violeteyez:

Where are you? And I'm so sorry
I was too depressed to go to your grad party
And now I watch your new boyfriend 
pick you up on the back of his brand new Harley
Well, Barbie girl, do you miss me?
He's got a chopper and I got a 6 speed
So what is it this week? Who are you kissing?
Am I insane, or could this time be different?

And I know you'll cover it up like you do
You left your morals with your clothes: in my bedroom
And I promise that I didn't take all this-
lightly, though you tried to slip it by me
I just need some time, so sit tight, please
emotions give me anxiety

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me two times
I'm in the ER and it's only half past noontime
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

Stream on Spotify

panic attack ft. steadysuffer & violeteyez (prod. mothfries)

prod.
https://soundcloud.com/judgebeats

Feat.
https://soundcloud.com/coldhart

Barely Breathing feat. Coldhart(Prod. JUDGE)

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

miss you more than a anyone I ever met
I know its so stupid but I gotta let
you know how much you mean
I’m sure it seems so useless
listening to me bitch about what i miss
so much about you
now you’re gone i don’t wanna continue what I do wrong what did we turn into
how can i act like I’m okay
put all my heart ill put everything
into you but you need more than what I’ve got
all i am and its not enough now leave me empty
hollow heavy broken heart
eventually everything falls apart
eventually everything falls apart
I just thought it wasn’t what you’d want

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

carry on why can’t look in my eyes without tears
eyes without fears
too busy running won’t stop discussing
the dark places in our heads
thought we were safe 
thought you would stay
thought id be first to runaway
now im stuck in place and i can’t see straight
now your heart might break
now I’m stuck in place
and I can’t see straight
now your heart my break

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

carryony (feat. goodbyye)[prod. cracken]

Run from you

Feat: https://soundcloud.com/scummusic

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head

Time To Kill (Feat. SCUM )

Produced by Emerson James
Inspired by "Just a Memory" by Lil Lotus

Memory

vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

my palms are sore from the steering wheel w/ 93feetofsmoke

written & recorded by 93FEETOFSMOKE & Shinigami
produced mixed & mastered by 93FEETOFSMOKE
shoutout king christian i love him very much 

℗ PLZGOAWAY

Lyrics:

(shinigami)
I feel like i lost it
honest
i feel like I'm a million miles away
from what i used to be 
there's a couple of substances
in the hole where my heart used to be
maybe I'm a lost cause and ill take that to my grave
maybe i don't wanna talk about it anyway

one step you're close to me 
i just wanna feel wanted
sometimes love is all you need
when you don't wanna feel nothing

(93)
cuz makeup makes me pretty
makes me feel like I'm someone
cuz skin is such a pity
when you're trapped in the wrong one 
cuz makeup makes me pretty
makes me feel like I'm someone
cuz skin is such a pity
when you're trapped in the wrong one 

(shinigami)
I don't wanna run away
why does this always happen to me?
we could live just like the movie
on your screen
don't know if i can last another day
feel like I'm preaching to the choir
wonder why i look so tired all the time?

all the time
i tried to fight
dead or alive
its hard to live a lie
all the time
i try to fight
dead or alive
its hard to live a lie

(93)
yeah you want it you breathe it
never really need it
got my back at the sun but
its still burning my feet
got your life in my hands
but i don't know what it means
no i don't know what it means
can you spell it out for me?
cuz the calendar days
they trip they spiral
haven't spoke in weeks
I guess been a while
If i make my bed
and brush my teeth
will you fill my head
with kerosine?

cuz makeup makes me pretty
makes me feel like I'm someone
cuz skin is such a pity
when you're trapped in the wrong one 
cuz makeup makes me pretty
makes me feel like I'm someone
cuz skin is such a pity
when you're trapped in the wrong one

don't enter pt. 2 (prod. pretty boy ron)

steadysuffer

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