@ohhellonokia
@oscarhw
cover art by @nneio

nokia2k - pop out ft. oscarhw [p. nokia2k]

Spade - Valour

a lot happened recently, la fleur du cimetière 

jvois les chrysanthemes, c'est comme une peur de faire mieux
tu me fais de la peine mais c'est pas si sérieux
ils ont pris mes ailes depuis ça pourrit de l'intérieur
jvois ce que tu penses à l'intérieur et c'est pas mon thème 

ok
depuis ça j'ai perdu l'appétit 
dans mes souliers ils ont mis des orties 
et c'est pas la tramadol qui va régler tes soucis 
ok
jsais que tout ça c'est + que pathétique 
elle a mis le feu, condamné les sorties 
j'ai perdu des années passées derrière l'ordi
ne me demande même pas si c'est elle 
parce que là j'ai de l'adderall dans mon système
et y'avait personne pour m'assister 
donc stp ne parle pas de nous au pluriel
elle est comme collée à ma semelle
jsuis sous tercian tous les jours de la semaine
boule au ventre dès que le soleil se lève
garde le pour toi si un jour tu m'aimes

ça m'arrive de pleurer quand je dépersonnalise
c'est comme une goute de + dans un torrent de vices
pourquoi l'idée de toi ne veut pas faire ses valises
j'étais au bord du toit, est-ce que je rend service
c'est trop de poids je sais que ça t'épuises 
elle a glissé un xan dans mon hysteric 
jtrouve plus ton nom dans l'historique
et jressens plus rien quand je dépense des briques 
parce que si t'es pas là à quoi bon tout ce frique?
j'étais comme un appat, une proie dans la crique
jme sens moi (même) qu'une fois dans tes griffes

jme sens moi qu'une fois dans tes griffes
reprend moi jsuis seul sur la rive 
j'entend des voix jsais pas ce qui m'arrive 
tramadol pour calmer la pluie
tramadol pour calmer l'avenir
sans toi j'ai peur de l'avenir
t'es comme un mystère jsais pas ce qui m'attire

jvois les chrysanthemes, c'est comme une peur de faire mieux
tu me fais de la peine mais c'est pas si sérieux
ils ont pris mes ailes depuis ça pourrit de l'intérieur
jvois ce que tu penses à l'intérieur et c'est pas mon thème

chrysanthemes @morecalcium

elm tree

i just wanted to make sure that we're still ✦diamond✦

prod. https://soundcloud.com/antropolita
featuring https://soundcloud.com/girlshatesora !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LYRICS:
(stevie_starlight)(written by Wes Quinonez)
she wears your clothes when she falls asleep
but undressed when she's next to me
I am completely awake but half-dreaming
is this really happening?
I'm standing on edge, I'm standing on edge, I'm standing on edge

girl, you look so good, bet you always do
you never thought that I would, get-get into you
listen on the ride home
oh, I'll let you know
listening to my song on the radio

(girlshatesora)
hurts like that, is life that bad?
nothings getting better
things are gettting sadder
it's so bad, and I won't last
tired of this stuff, screaming
hurting my lungs

(stevie_starlight)(written by Wes Quinonez)
she makes the 80's seem so fucking cool
like, you can't wear that, 'cause she worse it last night
she looks so hot, have I told her enough?
she drank too much, she's not in love

(sora)
tryina look pretty, choker on my neck
don't have to say it, I know I'm a mess
never really cared about what y'all said
emotions got screaming woah
feelings so dead
hurts like that
burn my head
don't even feel sorry, don't feel regret

THANK U FOR LISTENING... it's 2010 f o r e v e r .

standing on edge ft. girlshatesora (prod. antropolita)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/maybelmeow
featuring https://soundcloud.com/zeniak673
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/alexich-vseredinu

LYRICS!!!
(zeniak)
everything seems so far away always
boxcutter on my nightstand illuminates the darkness
the darkness of missing you
sometimes I feel like I got nothing to lose, it's true
I'm popping on the Internet, but my life is boring
barely have friends and I'm dying every morning
I live inside my head, and I'm always doing nothing
I'm always at a ledge, always thinking about jumping
IT'S ABOUT TO BE ANOTHER EMPTY NOVEMBER, DECEMBER
NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I'M TRULY AFTER
U DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL WHEN I'M OUT THERE
DESPAIR, SO WEAK, SO POWERLESS

(stevie_starlight)
I'm finding it so hard to do anything at all anymore
I'm finding hope in my distractions,
so c'mon bby give me some action!
nowhere, that's a new direction
ambiguous destination
I'm "On My Way!"

I stayed up late the other night
just reading shit about people's lives

fuck, well I'll never be on Wikipedia...
or spend noteworthy time
doing, really, anything
DOING ANYTHING WITH MY LIFE!!1

powerless ft. zeniak (prod. maybel)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/pvscale we love you forever

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/r1ffey

LYRICS:
(stevie_starlight)
FINALLY SOMEONE WHO CAN DO IT
I NEVER NOTICED BUT I KNEW IT
AND NOW, I'M FALLING WAY TOO DEEP
MY HEART I GAVE TO YOU TO KEEP!!!
BAGGY EYES, AND LONG NIGHTS
LISTENIN' TO SLOWDIVE
*riffey yell!!*
I PUT EVERYTHING I AM INTO THAT ONE KISS
TIME'S NOT FAIR, AND THATS A FACT!
IVE BEEN TO HELL AND BACK
but i wont stop there
UNTIL I GETCHU RIGHT BACK WHERE WE CAN BE SAFE AND HAPPY
YOU MADE THIS BRACELET FOR ME
I THINK OF YOUU WHEN I WEAR IT
DONT YOU... EVER! FORGET IT

everybody knows, everybody knows where we're goin
yeah, we're goin' down 
X2 

take a look n what do u see? 
no one else is better than me
at fucking up endlessly
i tried too hard to be complete
and what do i have to show for it?
A LOT OF NEW SCARS
AND A LOT OF LOST SLEEP
i tried too hard to be complete&I LOST OUT HARD WHEN U RAN FROM ME

everybody knows (prod. pvscale)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/maybelmeow
featuring https://soundcloud.com/zeniak673

LYRICS:
(stevie)
lets go home, whats the worst feeling
that place can manage to hold
& with the screen door slamming I thought u finally caught me
sneaking out through the back gate for no particular reason

(zeniak) 
it's so hard to put in the effort
when it feels like i have no reason to be here
mood swinging from one night to the other
nothing is what i fear
nothingness : what i fear
but i've been living with it now for so many years
sometimes i cant even find comfort in my fantasies
but all that i know how to do now is cling to these dreams

(stevie)
can u ask ur self right now
are u really checking out?
do u think u made the grade?
lived up to what u said?
in the daylight ive been up like all night
dead space in my room
all my shit's come alive
and no matter how far it seems
it's such a short drive

dead space ft. zeniak (prod. maybel)

1. Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girls (Jayden Bloch Bootleg) 2017 REMAKE
2. Justin Bieber - Eenie Meenie ft. Sean Kingston (nightcore)
3. Basshunter - Now You're Gone (Nightcore)
4. p4rkr (osquin) - bad idea [prod.blackwinterwells]
5. TeddyLoyd - ME!ME!ME! ft daoko
6. S3RL - Doof Doof Untz Untz
7. S3RL - Pika Girl
8. Bombs Away & Highup - Big Bad Doof (Dimatik Remix)
9. Hooligan Hefs - No Effect (Sunset Bros Remix)
10. Cascada - Everytime We Touch (B3nte Nightcore)
11. Sigma - Nobody to Love (A-Pocalypse Bootleg)
12. 100 gecs - xXXiwudnvrstopUXXx
13. 100 gecs - hand crushed by a mallet (Shinigami DnB REMIX)
14. lil brince - a year without rain (shinju x northeast lights) selena gomez cover
15. lil brince - tell me that you love me [kaktus] (methwater nightcore)
16. methwater - ripghost #999 (status)
17. Sybyr - Nomads
18. Brennan Savage - Bulletproof (prod. wayste)
19. Spooky Black - welcome to the hell zone (VAGUE003 REMIX)
20. XXXTentacion - I don't wanna do this anymore (Akame Remix)
21. lil brince - Better If I Run! (rosebone x deathw!sh)
22. Full Tac - Where's My Juul feat. Lil Mariko

Sectorfest 2020 Brince Set

Re manic delusions and hard times

Produced by:
https://soundcloud.com/2099cringe-dlphn
https://soundcloud.com/ethantyt
https://soundcloud.com/nevikmusic


Fuck me baby fuck me
do worse than my friends did
Maybe I’ll feel something
Let psychosis claim my head

Snakes in every corner
Or maybe jus paranoia
I Can’t tell anymore
Itchy brain won’t recall

Are you on my side
I’m not trying to hide
Just cutting out toxicity
That seemed to have
surrounded me

Snip snip to my enemies 
Cut cut Edward scissor hands
Exes on my thighs 
Still Remind me of the lies

I think it worthless baby
I’m already ascending 
But Gotta die to comeback
Guess how I’ll end this track

Put the pigs in a blanket
So the blood won’t get us too wet
My other self
Put these shiny horns on my head

Growing stronger with depression
Unless fearlessness s regression
Bleeding, I’m my sacrifice
 дьявол let me roll the dice

Drifting down Slaughter lane
It’s true I do enjoy the pain
Cut a pig or a goat
I control this shit remote 

Cause life for life
Life for life Baby
I was meant to die
Life for life 
Life for life Baby
I’m not gonna cry<3

Life For Life  Prod. Nevik

ruin (takingnone)

it's 2010... forever
@openmicnightnextweekend

powerless ft. zeniak (prod. maybel)

stevie☆starlight

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