It’s been so long since I’ve gotten chills when listening to music. Thank you for this, I love your voice sm

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Runaway

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runaway (feat. jomie & spookybands)

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

Someone remind her she’s doing so well…..


Lyrics:

Her mom passed when she was eight 
And she’s never felt the same
 but that’s okay 
And Her dad turned to the alcohol 
Poor girl living in a broken home
With too much on her plate
Someone remind her she’s doing so well
You’ve come so far should be proud of yourself 
Self harm scars from what you endured 
It’s a sign of your strength love 


I could never resonate with what you had been through 
Rehab didn’t work for him but it could you
I know you feel like the spare missing part
To your favourite jigsaw you used to love 


Yea I know it’s hard for you
 I can’t even fathom what your going through 
Your beautiful inside and out
God I wish I was you 
I wish you could see yourself in my eyes
Your so beautiful to me

Broken Home (twilight blue)

"Watch You Leave (feat. Ivri & Brecken)"
Produced by Ocean

 Thank you all who listen

*lyrics*
It's kind of odd watching you be a person I can't recognize but I'm glad you're okay
And I'm not used to the emotional withdrawal, could i get a hug before you drift away?
The winter season how it loves to mock me, I can't be who you need, it’s written all on your face
If awkward silence and a two word answer is the best you can do it's time we go our own ways

Most days, Most nights, I was walking by myself
You took my side, I knew I wanted nothing else
But the clouds move too quickly, I can't stop the weather
Took my heart just to keep it for yourself

Too many nights without you
My brain lacks all the right screws
Time might well be overdue

Why do I make it worse than it has to be
You could let me try
Or I could watch you leave
I could watch you leave
I could watch you leave, me

Never knew love life could be this bad
Crashed out
Put down
I never knew life could be this sad but
Troubled minds think alike

I'd love to think that it's all in my head,
but that's a lie

I heard that you wanted me dead, blocked now and I know it depends
On how I sin with my friends
Blew clouds, and I'll do it again

Wake up, I don't wanna live another day if I don't change up
I hope I change up

Most days, Most nights, I was walking by myself
You took my side, I knew I wanted nothing else
But the clouds move too quickly, I can't stop the weather
Took my heart just to keep it for yourself

Too many nights without you
My brain lacks all the right screws
Time might well be overdue

Watch You Leave w/ Ivri & Brecken (Prod. Ocean)

cedar street w/ evergarden

lyrics

i spend every waking moment trying to pick myself up cause im falling apart
just to get back into it the very next day but you heal my soul up in the dark
id try to do it myself but i wouldnt know where to start
save me from hurting my heart baby
i want you to love me
i want you to touch me
and whenever im blinded by this shit be my ears and my eyes whenever i cant see
i hope that you need me
i hope you can hear me
i hope you can grab me and pick me off my feet
just to knock me down again

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

could we make the last time count
everything you say everything i hear right now
save me from myself would you take it back somehow
you don't need to worry i just need to come back down
look where weve been cause im closer to death
i see you laugh when youre talking to him
you got your movies and i got my friends
but im tasting salt in the water again
hold me down
hold me still
is this the place where we begin

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

i play you the song that saved my life but you scroll on your phone
and i cant give everything up for this career to just die unkown
unwillingly, willingly killing my body so leave me alone
ill just stay at home
i hope you can find me there

health w/ greenwood (p. jacob vallen)

all instrumental rights belong to @idealismus
(completely non-profit)


legs shaking
sitting down's not enough, still vacant
just erase me
head down when i walk, they gazing
why talk when you know not a word getting through now
i don't wanna
but still gotta
be not a brain rotter

souls may tie
turn cries to weeps
don't try to be so kind to me
be my relief, so kill me now

make it my fault
just enough for the guilt to be wiped off
don't really care what they lied for

three down, feeling tipsed, no staging
falling used to feel amazing
my voice stay shaking
i'm sorry for the drinking

by the morning i mourn some more
throat burnt, puke all on the floor
i swore i used to be more than this
borderless, now i'm losing time
no love could be enough
but you said, "don't close in"
you were meant for me, "stay open"
thought clouds clear up real nice
but it's only for the night (3x)

respite [prod. idealism]

long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play yhe victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

winter cold tells me something thay i dont know
wind chill on my heart sub zero word to homie nick i tried but not a hero 
tried to make a list but i left it up in reno
i don’t know whats gotten into you but i cant help but wonder why you lost our love 
i know im not enough x2

yeah i know its hard x2


long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play the victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

guess i couldn’t be your man
3 years gone now i dont know who i am
but i know its hard
but i know its hard

flesh [sorrow bringer]

'I love you so' by the walters

i tried lol

i love u so (walters) cover

all i want (cover)
enjoy

lyrics:

all I want is nothing more
to hear you knocking at my door
cause if i could see your face once more
i could die a happy man I'm sure

when you said your last goodbye
i died a little bit inside
i lay in tears in bed all night
alone without you by my side

but if you loved me
why’d leave me?
take my body
take my body
all i wanted
and all i needed
to find somebody
i'll find somebody

like you
you
you
you

cause you brought out the best in me
a part of me i'd never seen
you took my soul and wiped it clean
our love was made for movie screens

but if you loved me
why did you leave me?
take my body
take my body
all I want is
and all I need is
to find somebody
i'll find somebody

like you
you
you
you

all i want (cover)

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lyrics:

What a beautiful mistake
Won’t take it back, won’t take it back
Do you got something to say
Before you laugh, before I laugh
And if you wanna dig my grave
All you gotta do is ask
What a character to break
Won’t take it back, won’t take it back
Won’t take it

Your favourite question
So now where will you go
A famous runaway from aches I’ve never known
I told you I’d sell my voice
My air, my notes, my careful words
A sprint towards a world I can’t avoid, no

What a beautiful mistake
Won’t take it back, won’t take it back
Do you got something to say
Before you laugh, before I laugh
And if you wanna dig my grave
All you gotta do is ask
What a character to break
Won’t take it back, won’t take it back
Won’t take it

I told you all my dreams
Living life like a movie
And now your main worry's
Just how small your part would be
And ooh
Thought I'd never leave you
But now it's clear to me
The end of the world
Won't come from a girl
You'd rewrite my lines
Won't take your advice
I'll hold on to what I feel is important to me
'Cause days with no purpose are boring you see
Someone in life's who I want to be
No matter the words said no stopping me

What a beautiful mistake
Won’t take it back, won’t take it back
Do you got something to say
Before you laugh, before I laugh
And if you wanna dig my grave
All you gotta do is ask
What a character to break
Won’t take it back, won’t take it back
Won’t take it

Staying inside all day when there's snow
When you never leave home you don't know
So much out there for you so lets go
Playing it safe you're scared cause it's cold

Don't you know there is a world you can see
Look down to angels look up to white trees
Take a small risk and tomorrow could be
That beautiful winter you always had dreamed

all i want (cover)

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