:/ lost her when she was all that i needed

this song hurts my heart,, everything will be okay stezzy

stezzy, byelog and xona all posting the same day such a prize

@caves prod 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvd_RRyCsdE&t=6s

i grow my hair
she stop an stare
she want me there
she want me there
i cut my hair
im sorry im here
now u wont stare
feel like im mad
checking my texts
wanting you back
but you never left?
ill treat u right
stay in my bed
but im not ur type
i cut my own hair

im sorry im shite
if im not there
im way too shy:(
cutting on my hair

we talk at night
toooo busy in ur lair
rubbin on ur hair
AND N THIGH 


im sorry im shite
if im not there
im way too shy:(
cutting on my hair

IM REDY to cry
cos u left me there
im sorry im shite

im sorry im shy
forcing myself to get high
im trying my best to get by
another call from him 
an i might cry


im sorry im shite
if im not there
im way too shy:(
cutting on my hair

ill hold onto ur thigh
turn u on ur side
ill give u my best
try not to cry
tears in her glass
cracks on her phone
2years might of passed
how do i feel this hole
she sits in her class
growing w mold
the more that i ask
the less ill know:*

ocean's

itsoctober 31st
 
aceyii

i dont concern u
nothing here menna last when i fall thru
i been bak on this bullshit to cu 
dont worry about me i gtta lot to prove
been of my food all week been of my fukn my phone
these drugs make me feel weak an im always alone
nothing here is meant to last, im gonna roll another one
might even finish another song there all about u its fukn dumb
wen u stop caring im fucking gone, feel so alive now the drugs in my lungs
aint got a conscience cos they fukn won, in my bed im snorrin oh fuck im dumb

i dont concern u
nothing here menna last when i fall thru
i been bak on this bullshit to cu 
dont worry about me i gtta lot to prove
been of my food all week been of my fukn my phone
these drugs make me feel weak an im always alone
livn my life like this when ur in my home
how can u go fuck me then leave me alone
on my journey without you, leaves falling to surround you
ur drinking ur life away, i got drugs in my fucking vveins

i dont concern u
nothing here menna last when i fall thru
i been bak on this bullshit to cu 
dont worry about me i gtta lot to prove
been of my food all week been of my fukn my phone
these drugs make me feel weak an im always alone x2

october

original song
https://soundcloud.com/yunox/walls-feat-heylog

heylog verse only

heylog - walls

happy new years!
hope i can get back to posting weeklys again
i know i keep promising but it's just a cycle of me trying and then getting demotivated, but 2023 new me !

Lyrics:

i'm still alive
i can feel feelings
i'm clinging on with all of my being
i'll fuck u up
just give me a reason
i own the skulls of my demons i slayed
you've got the horns but i smell that ur fake
i've got thirty forms and i'm adding to date
got guts on my boots and its teeth for a necklace
this blood on my hands i'm gon take to the grave

if u put em higher i'll raise u the stakes
the curse is a part of me u cannot take
use me as cover please harvest my arteries
leave me my vocals so still i can hate
bash me n bruise me with chairs like my colleagues
so i can hit back justified by the state
fuck all ur weapons n copters n guns
with my bare hands i could rip up a tank

-
with chiseled abs u still bleed the same
so hurry up i cannot wait
U SAID I COULD TRUST U AND U LIED TO MY FACE
OR I GUESS HIS
CAUSE I KILLED HIM AND I'M WEARING HIS FACE

i think i need to take a few more bodies
this arsenal needs growing
the werewolves declared war today
and man i can't wait
these monsters ain't got shit on me
i'm the reason they're extinct
the passages of the folklore are just archaic not fake

if u put em higher i'll raise u the stakes
the curse is a part of me u cannot take
use me as cover please harvest my arteries
leave me my vocals so still i can hate
bash me n bruise me with chairs like my colleagues
so i can hit back justified by the state
fuck all ur weapons n copters n guns
with my bare hands i could rip up a tank

i'm still alive
i can feel feelings
i'm clinging on with all of my being
i'll fuck u up
just give me a reason
i own the skulls of my demons i slayed
you've got the horns
but i smell that ur fake
i've got thirty forms
and i'm adding to date
got guts on my boots and its teeth for a necklace
this blood on my hands
i'm gon take to the grave

I'M STILL ALIVE
I CAN FEEL FEELINGS
I'M CLINGING ON WITH ALL OF MY BEING
I'LL FUCK U UP
JUST GIVE ME A REASON
I OWN THE SKULLS OF MY DEMONS I SLAYED
YOU'VE GOT THE HORNS BUT I SMELL THAT UR FAKE
I'VE GOT THIRTY FORMS AND I'M ADDING TO DATE
GOT GUTS ON MY BOOTS AND ITS TEETH FOR A NECKLACE
THIS BLOOD ON MY HANDS I'M GON TAKE TO THE GRAVE
IF U PUT EM HIGHER I'LL RAISE U THE STAKES
THE CURSE IS A PART OF ME U CANNOT TAKE
USE ME AS COVER PLEASE HARVEST MY ARTERIES
LEAVE ME MY VOCALS SO STILL I CAN HATE
BASH ME N BRUISE ME WITH CHAIRS LIKE MY COLLEAGUES
SO I CAN HIT BACK JUSTIFIED BY THE STATE
FUCK ALL UR WEAPONS N COPTERS N GUNS
WITH MY BARE HANDS I COULD RIP UP A TANK

i'm still alive
i can feel feelings
i'm clinging on with all of my being
with chiseled abs u still bleed the same
so hurry up i cannot wait
u said i could trust u and u lied to my face
or i guess his
cause i killed him and i'm wearing his face

changeling (kubsy)

prod by stezzyxl 
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
cover all my face with hair all over my eyes
i’m not confident, i bet u cannot recognize 
i’m invisible to everybody’s naked eyes
i don’t know what i’m doing here and i don’t know why
and tears fall like the rain in the night sky
her voice lingers in head like a lullaby
i’ll try to get over u when the time is right
but i’m not ready, so i’ll hold onto that goodbye 

i don’t know what i should say
i don’t know what i should do
i gotta reroute 
i gotta avoid that avenue
(x4)

ur a liar from ur heart
should’ve known from the start
(x2)

avenue

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
i never had a choice
i never had a voice
u took it away
u let urself give up
i thought u gave a fuck
now i’m loosing sleep

(open ur eyes)

i guess u don’t have to worry about me
u live inside ur head, not reality
(yes)
u got a bigger problem than what u think
does ever haunt u when u try to sleep?
i guess that it dosent, man it’s nothing new 
everything i’ve said, it’s nothing but the truth
(and u know it too)
what if i was the one who told u
“i don’t care about this”
“i don’t love you”

i can’t go back in time
wish u we’re here right by my side
but no
nothing ever goes my way
i can’t seem to escape from
you and the memories that we made

i need some space 
i need a breather 
u want a break?
ugh i can’t believe her
u wanna go?
it doesn’t make sense
u were my home
now u made a mess

i lost her

from my soul
featuring: @greenwood2000
produced by: @trplgmni
art by: @tamagotchu

lyrics:
can you blame me for the reply?
couple months had to get by
now instead of waiting outside
i found a way to live a new life
another lens, check the replay
look at all the shit thats been changed
always tough in the deep grey
but i made it out unscathed
if i don’t even remember
its because i’m doing better
wooden necklace & a keen eye
gotta feeling that i’m

blinded by the downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

greenwood: 
killing time before the door
more than life, more than you know
thought it's different, i was told

lost touch the way it is
further from the places that we've been
despite the mess i'm in
over and over
the state i'm waking in
the bed's been feeling colder
i'm ashamed to say it doesn't fit anyone without you
never did

i'd wait for you in Spring
i'm changing in the worst way
i'm holding out again this time

(gotta feeling that i’m blinded by the)
downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

tether (ft. greenwood) [triple gemini]

spotify & apple <3

lyrics //

didnt bother writing
i swore its all behind me
i saw it all play out
i saw the silver lining

guess we both figured out 
the reason weve been hiding
sick of all the run around
im sick of how you want him

you can try, break it off 
turn around take the fall
it was just the two of us
left the town where we grew up

holding onto grudges
im holding on nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into ur blood

(pump me right into your blood
im my mamas only son 
im my mamas only son)


i can be the one you want
i cant heal a broken heart
found me in a local bar’s street
find it funny when they run
find a feeling in a cup
fighting ppl that i love

my fist been clinched, i dnd my phone
miss the kid i was but now hes grown
if you’re the queen
then id be at ur throne
a peasant in the midst of common folk

you can try, break it off
turn around take a fall
it was just the two of us, 
left the town where we grew up
holding on to grudges, i’m holding on to nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into your blood

substance [neverforever]

nothing’s coming back ft. skele (prod. pekarot)

produced by @prod-dash 🖤
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEgzoEH60Cg

harmonies construct of her in vain,
when i had felt the same, i wonder what you let slip loose
idolized in holistic refrain from scaring you away,
but it was you who had left so soon
redundancy falls on the floors of insult,
diffusion of awe is now subtle appall
when the fracturing stops, he returns to his lot
and continues to watch the forgotten responses

how long has it really been?
on everything i could've been your confidence;
wounded deep, but regardless you were gorgeous
external forces couldn't conquer this fortress,
girl i was all in,
now i'm more of like a martian,
a foreign entity ignored and made of sport in pure extortion
the score depends on those who force it,
but on my life i'll never pry into this systematic fortune

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

he's licking tears and steeling bones
from baring sights of burning homes
and of the counterparts still present, most have nearly decomposed
the oxygen persists, but the fluids marching in
wreak havoc on the aspens, now his blood is wearing thin
the centuries forgot receive his aching and distraught,
converting portions of distortion into frequencies bewrought
the ice goes in by division of his temperance
sickly to this weather, but she ain't even my medicine

it's two-forty-two as the film rolls into view
i beg your pardon, i'm enshrouded by the memories construed
just anyone won't do,
the comfort causes calluses he's unable to move
they stare at him in twos

the burial becomes attraction, and of the visitors, it's nothing but distraction
come one and all, before root is sawed, the chainsaw, it stops,
he of wooden rot, with that pandora's box, reverse the plot
the acid sat within his stomach summits to his top
begone of influence it's over 'fore it had begun
i'll never feel that same alikeness, they just read me wrong,
just to do me wrong

bare trees conceive cold leaves,
you showed me what we couldn't be
washing over me, frostridden stings
that sole breeze had spoke "don't leave"

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

the paneling glows a familiar sequence,
but it's passage won't open to those who would seek it
through timing and tamper he had managed to enter
unaware of it's contents, he treads a bit deeper
in awe of the contrast from seeker to aether
he's welcomed to stay, but he's covered in shivers
for those it abducts are reduced down to neither
so backwards he goes, where his soul doesn't meet her's

come the night i'm allotted what's divine
i got bugs up in my head,
they always scratching, leaving bites
ain't no energy to waste on those unkind
only time you talkin shit is when you're doing it online

november (dash)

snowfallHD: 
oh ya baby it’s gone
oh ya baby it’s gone
oh ya baby it’s gone
oh ya baby it’s gone
oh ya baby it’s gone


how many times have I said I’m sorry
loud heavy cries yet I said I’m sorry

keep sleeping on the thought of us
but I can’t handle what you want
I’m not ready yet
even though I said I would 
I know that I’m not the best
in fact I’m not even good
we’ll fight and you know the rest

durahan: 
oh i just know im the worst 
im sick u must hate my guts 
my floor is covered in blood
i still think there should be more 
im sorry im not enough 
i tried avail no luck
is there no room for our love 
i feel my doom im so fucked 
yeah, yeah

snowfallHD:

oh ya baby it’s gone
oh ya baby it’s gone
oh ya baby it’s gone
oh ya baby it’s gone
oh ya baby it’s gone

tear down these stupid fucking pictures 
cut my brain up tastes just like her
me and you is a crazy mixture 
ate too much now I hate my figure
keep sleeping on the thought of us
but I can’t handle what you want
I’m not ready yet
even though I said I would 
I know that I’m not the best
in fact I’m not even good
we’ll fight and you know the rest

crayon:

no i wont even try
its you i need tonight
can you save me
can you save me
no i wont even try 
its you i need tonight
will you save me 
will you save me
ive lost all hope
cant handle the most
you hear me crying out 
you hear me crying now
ive gone too far
youve left me scarred
dont change now
dont change now

i lost her

Stezzyxl

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