be gentle with me
I break easily
didn't get enough sleep
must dream that I am somewhere else
so don't wake me

a million times I gave up trying
just repeating a cycle
now idk what's good anymore
and all the things I used to do has lost all meaning
yeah nothing's working

I wanna be the star not the sideshow
not the limbs to the body of a tightrope
greedy for the spotlight
give me more screentime
I think we're just a like;
more than we'll ever know

would you look out for me? 
don't wanna feel alone anymore
never get enough sleep
can't help that I am somewhere else
could you chase me?

a million times I gave up trying
just repeating a cycle
now idk what's good anymore
and all the things I used to do has lost all meaning
yeah nothing's working

I wanna be the star not the sideshow
not the limbs to the body of a tightrope
greedy for the spotlight
give me more screentime
I think we're just a like;
more than we'll ever know

demo I wrote last year

sideshow

@lifeline0001 ♪♪♪♪
3six0

@elliemillss

sideshow

stomping plastic