Sempiternal

U-Calm Night Train

As We Fall

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
(based on the poem “angst” by gracie-v)
“live and let die = you do you, i do me… but i matter most to myself in a cruel world”
(a plead to god… the story of job)
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this small town
with lonely church pews
painful frowns
stretched across my face
fall face down
swim in gutters
no one cares
these small church lies
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i cant talk
i cant scream
i cant lie
i cant help you
i can’t save 
i can’t beg
i can’t mend
you dont make it easy!!!

too old to break
too young to angst
too old to join
too young 
so live and let die
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too old to break
too young to angst
too old to join
too young 
so live and let die
x
this small town
with lonely church pews
painful frowns
stretched across my face
fall face down
swim in gutters
no one cares
these small church lies
-
i cant talk
i cant scream
i cant lie
i cant help you
i can’t save 
i can’t beg
i can’t mend
you dont make it easy
-
too old to break
too young to angst
too old to join
too young 
so live and let die
-
too old to break
too young to angst
too old to join
too young 
so live and let die
x
x
x
x
this small town
with lonely church pews
painful frowns
stretched across my face
fall face down
swim in gutters
no one cares
these small church lies
-
i cant talk
i cant scream
i cant lie
i cant help you
i can’t save 
i can’t beg
i can’t mend
you dont make it easy!!!
-
too old to break
too young to angst
too old to join
too young 
so live and let die
-
too old to break
too young to angst
too old to join
too young 
so live and let die
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so live and let die
x

"angst" demo

Spherical Waste

J3 by Leery of Leos '25
Guitars & drums - Jung
Lyrics & vocals - Lislegard

J3 (with vocals)

lyrics by doc, steff, gracie-v
(inspired by the poem “rude” by gracie-v)
“the journey to the truth is harsh”
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i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude
but you dont mind
you’re whats wrong with me

i don’t wanna have to be the one to be rude
but you dont care
it’s you it’s not me
-
this isnt hard, 
you’re just kinda simple, 
problem is you
i’ve seen this all before

this isnt hard, 
you’re just kinda simple, 
i’m not a fool
you’re what’s wrong with me

falling apart
like all of the others
right from the start
happens again and again

falling apart
like all of the others
tripped from the start
it’s time to say when
x
x
i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude?
but i dont mind?
you’re whats wrong with me?

i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude?
but i dont care?
it’s you it’s not me?
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this should hard
it’s never that simple
problem’s not me
i’ve seen this all before

this should be hard
it’s never that simple, 
feels like an echo
what’s so wrong with me?

falling apart
you’re just like the others
right from the start
chose this again and again

falling apart
it’s just like the others
set this in motion 
knew it would end
x
x
i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude
but it’s my time
i’m whats wrong with me

i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude
but it’s my time
not you it’s just me
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this isnt hard, 
it’s really so simple, 
i set the stage
over and over again

this isnt hard, 
it’s really so simple, 
groundhog familiar
over and over again

falling apart
like all of the others
i chose the end
over and over again

falling apart
like all of the others
i chose the players
over and over again
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i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude
but you dont mind
you’re whats wrong with me
-
i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude
but you dont care
it’s you it’s not me
x
i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude?
but i dont mind?
you’re whats wrong with me?
-
i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude?
but i dont care?
it’s you it’s not me?
x

"rude" re-loaded

lyrics “misery” by doc,steff,gracie-v
(based on the poem “damaged” by gracie-v”)
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misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!
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misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!
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time has passed
old and grey
damaged goods
everyday
-
time has passed
can’t forget
damaged deep
here to stay
-
walls pressed close
very tight
barely slept
any nights
-
grip would close
steal my breath
lack of space
-
heart
damage
slow down
soul
damage
burned out
x
x
time will pass
old and frayed
damaged goods
everyday
-
time will pass
wont forget
damaged deep
here to stay
-
walls press close
every night
barely sleep
any nights
-
grip has closed
stole my breath
lack of space
-
heart
damage
slow down
soul
damage
burned out
x
x
misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!
-
misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!
-
time will pass
old and grey
damaged goods
everyday
-
time has passed
wont forget
damaged deep
here to stay
-
walls press close
every night
watch my clock
blinking lights
-
grip has closed
steal my breath
pray for peace
-
heart
damage
slow down
soul
damage
burned out
-
heart
damage
slow down
soul
damage
burned out
x
x
x
x
misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!
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misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!! 

misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!
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misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!

“soul damage” demo

Portugal

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
(dedicated to my amazing wife…)
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all i say
all i do
all i ask
all i choose
i will take 
what i can
good or bad
with broken hands

all i ask 
is more of this
all i want 
is more of you

i can feel the morning come
i can see the world creeping in again

i can hear your waking breath
i can feel your parting words
my heart swells and breaks all at once
to see you go
x
all i say
all i do
all i ask
all i choose
i will take 
when i can
good or bad
with broken hands

i can feel the morning come
i can see the world creeping in again

i can hear your waking breath
i can feel your parting words
my heart swells and breaks all at once
to see you go
x
this bittersweet is something
this bittersweet is something
x
all i say
all i do
all i ask
all i choose
i will take 
what i can
good or bad
with broken hands

i can feel the morning come
i can see the world creeping in again

i can hear your waking breath
i can feel your parting words
my heart swells and breaks all at once
to see you go
x
all i say
all i do
all i ask
all i choose
i will take 
what i can
good or bad
with broken hands

i can feel the morning come
i can see the world creeping in again

i can hear your waking breath
i can feel your parting words
my heart swells and breaks all at once
to see you go

this bittersweet is something
this bittersweet is something
x

“bittersweet”demo

my wife and i are co-writers and singers… i am a physician and she is an analyst. we write music to celebrate our lives, our loves and our dreams for the world and our family. we have lived long enough to have compiled stories of our passions and countless acts of magnificent stupidity😇.
we know enough now… to know that we do not know everything. having said that, we have lots to say and lots to share through our music☺️. 
as an aside… we are none-monetized as we are exceedingly blessed in our lives away from music:) 
our prayer for the world is that everyone should be as blessed as we are:)

our music is transcendent, but gen-x’ers definitely get it:)

update… 
our highly talented and dear friend Gracie-V has joined our passion project as a co-writer and singer. 
We look forward to our trio continuing our musical odyssey for many years to come❤️

thank you for your time and support:) 
we love yall:)

sincerely
doc,steff and gracie-v

“bittersweet”demo

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