My Pills

Suisside

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
spotify - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/suisside/bloody-bride

[lyrics]

dance aside my bloody bride 
put an end to my pitty lies 
when they understand your sacrifice 
down in hell is far too bright 

and all my own sense of self now decays 
you’re left to float on the deepest of waves 
i broke down every wall you had put in place 
i’m far too gone so don’t bother the sweat 

if i’m not thinking clear 
my head is full of worms 
if i were to disappear 
they’ll be no solid cause

bloody bride

bloody bride (prod. manget$u)

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
lay down in the porch lights trynna bring me to earth
wipe those tears cause I’m making it home this time

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
sit down in the porch lights tend to wait for a call
I shouldn’t have made it through the night 
But I made it out alive fuck everybody saying I won’t

real soon I’ll be ready to go
real soon ima take another pill and some more
this noon ima show you what’s left
this noon ima give it my all
six pills i can’t take anymore
more pills and i would’ve put an end to it all
ima sad kid i cant let momma know
i cant stand seeing her cry anymore

save me but nobody ever gave a fuck
it’s me, can’t nobody see me through these walls
xan, lean I’ll experiment in this cup
all geeked in my bedroom all docked alone
four weeks and nobody has hit my phone
the only text that I get is when I hit my plug
the only voice is slowly getting numb
chemicals in my head got me going dumb

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
lay down in the porch lights trynna bring me to earth
wipe those tears cause I’m making it home this time

suisside- pills (prod. x10derrick)

videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuHN953_fYY
www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
spotify - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/suisside/never-was

[lyrics]

i’m so alone 
i wish i could see your face and say 
i’m not here 
 ever was 
the california sun 
them california girls 
they’re not here never was 

when you called 
me that night 
and you told 
me you’re mine 
this time you’re on your way 
how much more can one wait 

i had a lucid dream 
i hold those memories 
i saw again your timid skin 
my eyes were too caught up

never was

never was (prod. manget$u)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @x10derrick)

[lyrics]

and i never grew the guts to say how i feel,
take it all just take it all where did you learn to steal?
i come in peace, i have a gun, i caught a thrill, 
say my name 

oh hi again my only friend i’ve come to you 
instead of them, 
to ask you why i feel this way, why im so strange i feel no pain?
why am i gay? why am i straight? why am i forced to love this life?
am i awake? am i in bed? i might’ve played dead for some time!

i’m taking the long way home.

say my name

say my name (prod. x10derrick)

Fuck you, fuck that

Kill me, please kill me
I’d rather die right now than just cry out loud
So kill me, please kill me
Send me to the clouds and this hell I found 
So kill me, please kill me
I’d rather die right now than just cry out loud
So kill me, please kill me
Send me to the clouds and this hell I found 
So kill me

Girl I gotta go I got somewhere to be
You can come along if you’re fucking for free
Bust down on the floor lemme see what you mean
Let me get some more when you’re done with the scene

I smoke dope just to get away
I do drugs to relive the pain
It really don’t work but it fuck with my head
It fuck with my head, baby I’ll be okay 

Kill me, please kill me
I’d rather die right now than just cry out loud
So kill me, please kill me
Send me to the clouds and this hell I found 
So kill me, please kill me
I’d rather die right now than just cry out loud
So kill me, please kill me
Send me to the clouds and this hell I found 
So kill me

suisside- kill me (prod. x10derrick)

[lyrics]

[jacc]
ion give a fuck shawty i cant 
let me take u to the back ion wanna wait 
u can bring ya friends wit ya if u feel afraid 
gotta couple pretty bitches kissing on my face 
ion wanna date 
baby ima bad kid 
everybody tryna say that u a bad bitch 
i’m tryna see what u like when the times right
come over let me fuck u in my red lights 
and we’ll fall in love for the weekend 
this ain’t your first time this ain’t my first time 
this ain’t the last time 
could u help me pass time

[landyn]
hold my hand baby let’s run 
to the bedroom i can rlly show u fun 
get fucked up get high then a bitch 
come fw the kid ima die real young
white bitch pull up ina sports car 
playboi snowbunny she a pornstar 
throwing money in the air all these bitches screaming worldstar 
ion want love shawty i just wanna good time
heard it from your friends u the type fuck first night 
where u tryna go i can take u where a pill might
u bad im bad we the same type 
good drugs pretty bitch pussy too tight 
ion feel alive when the lights on 
turn em off
shawty ion wana date ion wanna talk
ion wanna wait i dont got long 

[jacc]
ion give a fuck shawty i cant 
let me take u to the back ion wanna wait 
u can bring ya friends wit ya if u feel afraid 
gotta couple pretty bitches kissing on my face 
ion wanna date 
baby ima bad kid 
everybody tryna say that u a bad bitch 
i’m tryna see what u like when the times right
come over let me fuck u in my red lights 
and we’ll fall in love for the weekend 
this ain’t your first time this ain’t my first time 
this ain’t the last time 
could u help me pass time
 

[people in this song]

@jacc_ak

@__landyn__

[main ig]

@nohopeshawty

ion wanna date (prod. metlast)

LYRICS -

talking, all of u niggas be lookin so dumb in the dark 
cautious im whippin blocks in a bentley clip long as my arm
talk shit u know i aint talking so friendly u aint gettin far
moshpit, we rage till the gravestone dont nee ya confetti
gang deep and we ride in the chevy
whole squad turn yo knees into jelly
blunts lit mean were ready for felonies
undercover niggas dying for remedies
bounty hunter im the black boba fett
rob u silly till u running in debt
speed 100 on the gas 
through the finish line 
on my momma puttin on for the sett

wait
im puttin on for the name 
i saw your shooters aint doing no shooting
im planning on diggin a grave 
gang gang
i fell in love w the blade
straight through the bayou the killers will find u
u say that your never afraid x2

let it rain rain rain
aint no way way way
shawty worry worry worry 
i just wrk wrk wrk
shawty twerk twerk twerking 
prolly lookin for a burkin
but its cool
imma nerd nerd nerd
u niggas still busy lurkin
from the dirt to a hearse
tell me really are u working
we been stuck up in the worse
and moving too deadly in crowds
fuck up ya house im on yo block in yo town
spit on the city and bounce without a sound

im moving through all the doubt x2 yea

WATCHER (PROD. DART)

pov: the indie kid sends you their playlist:
https://streamlink.to/indie_playlist

ways to stay away (buy = similar spotify playlist)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/5U4KfCRZiHE8juanB5ORJb?si=f12b9f3e76504cf8

all cats go to hell

all cats go to hell / drown in u pt.2 (prod. manget$u)

မင်းရှိတဲ့မြို့ (Min Shi Tae. Myoe.) - မျိုးကြီး

prod GHOSTEMANE

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Ghostemane-mercury-retrograde-annotated

First single off the HEXADA album

Hexada

Mercury: Retrograde

MERCH

woke up like this* ft lil uzi vert. prod.pierrebourne

Playboi Carti

Magnolia

Lyrics:

Hook:
stay with me lil bitch
yeah you know that im ur mans 
u be cappin like a snitch
no thots wont stand
two hoes ten toes
new guap countin bands
new whip new chips
new kicks jackie chann

and she bad
bad bitch throw it back
i just hit another lick
and she be counting all my racks
and i be feeling hellla rich no brian
hunnids stacked
boutta make another hit goth bitch on my lap
(x2)

Verse:
aye if she fucking wit  me 
then u know i gotta dead her
i be feeling like im uzi got my mind up on the cheddar
footloose getting groovy with yo hoe she like me better
i aint talking ash kaashh but that bitch she be my header

aye im posted up with twin glocks
and foreign bitches
no fakes, all they want is guap
i burn bridges
i be getting to the bag
u still cleaning dirty dishes
two mops send shots at ur spot
with no limit

Hook repeated:
stay with me lil bitch
yeah you know that im ur mans 
u be cappin like a snitch
no thots wont stand
two hoes ten toes
new guap countin bands
new whip new chips
new kicks jackie chann

and she bad
bad bitch throw it back
i just hit another lick
and she be counting all my racks
and i be feeling hellla rich no brian
hunnids stacked
boutta make another hit goth bitch on my lap
(x2)

stay with me [prod. nategoyard] *NOW ON ALL PLATS*

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @grave5y0)

rip peep <3

might die (prod. grave5)

video 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPoYQ4DKxVY
www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @grave5y0 x @mangetsu-hoozuki)

dark side of the moon (prod. grave5 x manget$u)

my last days (prod. metlast)

Serotonin

archiving lost/deleted suisside songs for everyone to experience. @suiluxe on instagram. suisside fan since 2019. seen sui live x2

suisside- kill me (prod. x10derrick)

suisside archived