i feel like im spending my last days on this earth
and if I die I won’t be alone
nothings going my way somethings wrong
im not afraid to see the unknown
something is going on somethings in my head
i dont fucking know I can’t help but shake
somethings fucking up somethings not okay
i would give you the world if I’m allowed to stay

i would give you all my bands i don’t care what you say
i dont got that many fans but I love them to death
i don’t think you understand somethings wrong in my brain 
i don’t think I had the chance to make myself feel the pain
i was trynna get my wealth I had nothing to say
i was working on myself ain’t nobody the same
i was trynna treat you well you were not like the lames 
i aint need nobody’s help I’m by my own in my lane

(my lane) 
get the fuck out my lane
(get the fuck out my lane)
get thе fuck out my lane
(my lane)
i cut you off like a vein
(i cut you off like a vein)
i cut you off like my veins
(my veins)
i wanna go out and say
(i wanna go out and say)
i think im going insane
(insane)
im working hard everyday
(im working hard everyday)
and if I die I’ll be safe

i feel like im spending my last days on this earth
and if I die I won’t be alone
nothings going my way somethings wrong
im not afraid to see the unknown
something is going on somethings in my head
i dont fucking know I can’t help but shake
somethings fucking up somethings not okay
i would give you the world if I’m allowed to stay

suisside- my last days (original version)

suisside- all cats go to hell (original version)

[lyrics]
don’t worry 
i’m fine 
i tried to kill myself last night 
woke up 
why am i still alive 
i take so much
fill my body up w toxins 
till i’m 
feelin nauseous 
i feel so weak, my bones exhausted 
n ion wanna b happy 
ion want help, fuck therapy 
shawty talkin bout my drug use lately 
but fuck u, u the reason that i hate me 
why everybody always tryna fuc wit me 
i jus wanna die, got the goth shawtys loving on me 
n she jus wanna fuck cuz she know i’m lonely 
ion need help fuckin myself 
skinny kid rib cage showin, coughing up my lungs 
i ain’t worried bout a thing 
if u wanna kill urself then come n fw me 
if u tryna die i can sell that shit for free

@nohopeshawty
@jacc_ak

why am i still alive

why am i still alive (prod. thersx)

Lifetime

go n fuck me up (prod. thersx)

(lyrics)

Look me in the eyes, girl, tell me what you see
Just a ghost boy, chillin' on his own, nothin' neat
Livin' life, makin' friends with the ghosts, cause they won't leave
I got money, I got fans, but I'm still gon' be

The same person I won't show you when I'm hurtin
candles lit makin' wishes, I ain't fuckin' with no curses
Ain't no cuttin', ain't no bleedin', bitch, I'm bleedin' in the verses
sad eyes broken hearted, baby, I ain't nowhere perfect

I was chillin' with my friends, been a long time since
Since I felt like I do enough, I guess that's how it is
I was locked up in my room, I ain't never leave the room
I was waitin' for my tomb, now they waitin' for me

Sad boy, bad bitch, you know how it be
Pink hair white tee, they like Lil Peep
Bad bitch, I like her pants, shout out Lil Peep
Ghost girl, but she ain't dead when she feelin' me

Ghost girl, said she really wanna kill me
Candles lit, baby, let's just make a wish
We'll be chillin' in the castle, ain't no way, bout shit
If I make a couple hits, tell me that you comin' with
I'ma always keep it real shit, change it real quick

Look me in the eyes, girl, tell me what you see
Just a ghost boy, chillin' on his own, nothin' neat
Livin' life, makin' friends with the ghosts, cause they won't leave
I got money, I got fans, but I'm still gon' be

The same person I won't show you when I'm hurtin
candles lit makin' wishes, I ain't fuckin' with no curses
Ain't no cuttin', ain't no bleedin', bitch, I'm bleedin' in the verses
sad eyes broken hearted, baby, I ain't nowhere perfect

I was chillin' with my friends, been a long time since
Since I felt like I do enough, I guess that's how it is
I was locked up in my room, I ain't never leave the room
I was waitin' for my tomb, now they waitin' for me

GHO$TBOY- What You See *prd.inkivi*

GHO$TBOY- if i'm being honest (prod.lil sight)

u said u loved me 
but i dont know now
how does it fall so 
far down
i woke up screamin for help 
but no one 
hears me
girl u dont know how long
ive been here
i wont stall 
ill just do it
and get tha fuck on 
cuz that’s what u want

what u want

MOSHPIT

Regroup

suisside - lying to myself (prod. x10derrick)

archiving lost/deleted suisside songs for everyone to experience. @suiluxe on instagram. suisside fan since 2019. seen sui live x2

suisside- my last days (original version)

suisside archived