fractured (demo)

made in covid jail. hotel room, new york

you can only get part of what you want

🔒 (demo)

ATL/LAX (with Chris Lanzon)

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my longest dean blunt ever

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Sur la terre, tout est joli

Speaking of another life
Rooftop convos, backstory of tattoos
I can't imagine
I contact fast, high hopes got dashed
And you called me up
I can't believe my luck
The ghost I love's in love
With someone else and he doesn't know about us
But now it's fading away
And now it's fading away
(I feel something)
And now it's fading away
It's fading away
It's fading away

But can't I make you see, you belong with me
Don't you know you're throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it a-
Can't I make you see, you belong with me
Don't you know you're throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it a-
Sometimes when I feel, but it doesn't mean
I just wanna throw it all away, throwing it away
Throwing it, throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it, throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it

Gunners in the air slow motion
Got me feeling something strange, it's a cold ocean
Ahadadream showing me new ways
I had a dream, there was no escape
You got me back in your own ways
I ate that karma, now the debts paid
Eye for an eye, we saw each other change
Orbits we had decoupled, in decay
Then a couple years show me new sides of familiar faces

We fell out of touch, out of sync it chafed
Fell on my face hit you for commiserations
The teeshirt said the heart had changed
Though, sex made me a ghost in the shell

But can't I make you see, you belong with me
Don't you know you're throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it a-
Can't I make you see, you belong with me
Don't you know you're throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it a-
Sometimes when I feel, but it doesn't mean
I just wanna throw it all away, throwing it away
Throwing it, throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it, throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it

I feel something
Its fading away
Its fading away

EDEN - ghost in the shell

gggiiiiirrrrlllll

Pocket (montreal)

overdue

written, performed and produced by James Ivy

lyrics:

you act like i wasted your time you wasted mine
i try to call you back before he's on the line
if he's your friend then why the fuck's he in your bed
what should i do when you don't love me like you did

i stay in bed till 4
i'm lying on the floor
you're lying through your teeth
about how you needed me

i cant get out of bed
you're stuck inside my head
but summer's about to end
and i'll be better then

you waste your time i waste mine
you need me over facetime
you wrote the book on fake cries
don't trip it's-
don't trip it's nothing

and if i told you something
would it mean anything to you
did i mean anything
i don't wanna do this anymore
even when i'm with my friends i still feel alone
even when i'm in my bed it doesn't feel like home
and even though i know you're gone i still wait for a call
i still wait for a call from you
i wait for a call from you

if you're gonna leave then let me go

you waste your time i waste mine
you need me over facetime
you waste your time i waste mine
you wrote the book on fake cries

i stay in bed till 4
i'm lying on the floor
you're lying through your teeth
about how you needed me

i cant get out of bed
you're stuck inside my head
but summer's about to end
but summer's about to

Boxcutter

all lyrics belong to matt maeson, this is just a cover!
rain sounds were added in the background just for a little umph ;)

lover come over
look what ive done
i been alone so long
i feel like im on the run
lover come over
kick up the dust
i got a secret
starting to rust
she said im looking like a bad man
smooth criminal
she said my spirit doesn't move like it did before
she said that i don't look like me no more no more
i said im just tired
she said you're just high
i said i saw you in the water
i said i saw you in the water
lover come hold me
heads on the fritz
body intoxicated 
feelings comfortably mixed
lover come hold me
could you forget?
i got a secret
digging a ditch
she said im looking like a bad man
smooth criminal
she said my spirit doesn't move like it did before
she said that i don't look like me no more no more
i said im just tired
she said you're just tired
i said i saw you in the water
i said i saw you in the water
sweating all your sins out
putting all your thoughts back together
oh we just don't blend out
all of my attempts seem to weather
oh i make you cringe now
don't i make you cringe?
oh i make you cringe now
don't i make you cringe?
she said i'm looking like a bad man
smooth criminal
she said my spirit doesn't move like it did before
she said that i don't look like me no more no more
i said im just tired
she said i'm looking like a bad man
smooth criminal
she said my spirit doesn't move like it did before
she said that i don't look like me no more no more
i said i'm just tired
she said you're just tired
i said i saw you in the water
i said i saw you in the water
i said i saw you in the water
i said i saw you in the water

cringe

i made this over the span of a couple weeks recently when i was feeling low

cringe

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