rooftop gang
1 shot to the template
claws out
now your whole team
acting fishy :3

gutted? its ok ^^
talk shit dump a whole clip
like an ash tray

flip flop all you do is talk
its a damn shame
knock knock send a whole
lobby to the home screen

play god
cause i dont feel a damn thing
veteran makin greyscales
outta greynames

take a step back
breathe in every color of the wind
raindrops bursting
ovr every window
in this glass house

~~~~~~~~~~~

rooftop gang
1 shot to the template
claws out
now your whole team acting fishy :3

gutted? its ok ^^
talk shit dump a whole clip
like an ash tray

flip flop all you do is talk
its a damn shame
knock knock send a whole
lobby to the home screen

play god
cause i dont feel a damn thing
veteran makin greyscales
outta greynames

nothing feels the same
is that how i want it
to b o so different than before
is it me that keeps changing
or do i keep trying
to keep up with the world
is it me that keeps changing ~

glasshouse ~ [p. recyclebin]

ignore all the warnings
its just how i cope
while the smoke alarm is always ringing away
dont talk
would rather sleep it away
again

dont ask me what would yu die for
living for nothing
been running on empty for so long

life fallin off track
with a curveball
standing still
a deer caught in headlights

been drowning so long
whats to cry for
used to that shit by now
trust its all right
believe in the lie
time can fix it
nothings real
when noon feels like its midnight

havent faced my fears in awhile
see nothing when
i look at the mirror
now dont even look out the window
barely ever step foot out the bedroom

chasing the innocence
of my old self

before all the bitterness came x4

life fallin off track
with a curveball
standing still
a deer caught in headlights

been drowning so long
whats to cry for
used to that shit by now
trust its all right
believe in the lie
time can fix it
nothings real
when noon feels like its midnight

havent faced my fears in awhile
see nothing when
i look at the mirror
now dont even look out the window
barely ever step foot out the bedroom

glittered (p. bloom)

lyrics:

demi ~
sanity slippin far away from me
taking form of my own worst enemy
sick of bein who i nvr wanted to b
and even harder to to leave
but when the worlds so cold i see my breath in the air
my own damn thoughts are to much to bear
& i cant keep doin this all by myself
but im way to stubborn to reach out for help

sui ~
what a frigid night on the sidewalk ~
watch the lanterns light up the air ~
spent a long time searchin 4 meaning ~
its a shame that this has 2 end ~

dion ~
these sleepless nights thru the vine
how your shadow clings by my side
fallen dreams & where they reside
got no reason left so i hide ~
this loveless pit's all i know
it gets harder i need to let go
when you call i tend to unfold

sui ~
what a frigid night on the sidewalk ~
watch the lanterns light up the air ~
spent a long time searchin 4 meaning ~
its a shame that this has 2 end ~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

moments like this w/ demxntia & dion dugas (p. moneo)

sui~

one final word
stuck in a silence
finding the worst to say
nothing worth mentioning
sitting by quicksand
throwing pebbles in
i guess i might fall
but i dont wanna stop till its over
n now were spiteful
lying saying everythings alr

negative zero~

crash through the waves till I feel them break
as I wonder how much more I’ll take
as I’m
fighting through quick sand
blood covers my hands
i will not forget
this mental torment
hide behind the mask so I feel safe
take another step
a leap of faith

sui ~

one final word
stuck in a silence
finding the worst to say
nothing worth mentioning
sitting by quicksand
throwing pebbles in

i guess i might fall
but i dont wanna stop till its over
n now were spiteful
lying saying everythings alr

not worth w/ negative zero [p. essscudo]

yes I made that picture in paint
prod. by Kuroime and takizava https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5QJCUVivbe4&index=32&list=LL0nRRG_ShZ3pqYH-5vWfxpA go check them out now, shits hard.
Lyrics:
Cause I feel like i've did this once before, not now, no more, or ever.
Again i'll let it run its course, ignore, endevor forever.

Please just get away from me, filled with all this vacancy, as far as the eye can see, oh.
Like its why'd you have to lie to me, I believed you endlessly, why the fuck you lie to me, no.

Cause I can't stop it you cant help me now, I'm far to gone please get out how'd we come to this, I hate it, places, i've come from, betrayed me, lately I've seen all the lies and the faces
Cryin, dyin, inside and I cannot hide it, that's why I'm silent, thats why im violent, just let my eyes dim, I cannot hide it, that's why im silent.

Please just get away from me, filled with all this vacancy, as far as the eye can see, oh.
Like its why'd you have to lie to me, I believed you endlessly, why the fuck you lie to me, no.

Cause I can't stop it you cant help me now, I'm far to gone please get out how'd we come to this, I hate it, places, i've come from, betrayed me, lately I've seen all the lies and the faces
Cryin, dyin, inside and I cannot hide it, that's why I'm silent, thats why im violent, just let my eyes dim, I cannot hide it, that's why im silent.

Cause I feel like i've did this once before, not now, no more, or ever.
Again i'll let it run its course, ignore, endevor forever.

Please just get away from me... please just get away from me.........

get away ~ [p. kuroime & takizava]

Lyrics:
These liquid thoughts, evaporate, I can't remember, anything
See i'm deranged, thoughts stay the same, stop wondering when life will end
Like where did all the time go? How'd it get to this state?
Spending nights all fucked up, just to wake with hate built up
Melting house of cards, falling crashing hard, dealt it for myself.
Stuck in a day dream made for you and me, we'll escape from this reality
Don't look back to see, all those awful things
We'll make believe, lost in memories, oppertunities keep passing me
What is happening, life keeps lapping me, forget everything
Just let me relax till i relapse 
Ticking hour glass full of all our ash full of all our ash
Like where did all the time go? How'd it get to this state?
Spending nights all fucked up, just to wake with hate filled guts
Melting house of cards, falling crashing hard, dealt it for myself
Like where did all my life go, how'd it get to this place
Spending nights without you, wish i could have kept you safe
Wish i could just see your face, one last time
Stuck in a day dream made for you and me, we'll escape from this reality.
Don't look back to see, all those awful things.

awful things ~ [p. ocean]

Shout out to @scummusic for being so nice and hopping on this track with me. He makes amazing music go listen to him now!!

SuiSai: No self worth im selfish and worthless cant help this they think its fake cause they cant relate
watch the world go by, yeah ill just lag behind
look at these cold eyes and all that they despise oh oh

yeah dont know why they cannot hear me
are they choosing to just ignore and look away?
im used to that shit anyway oh oh
cause im screaming my lungs out
dreaming till the suns up
leave me in ash and dust ill see you again when its all done

Scum: I feel boring, not important
waste my time while yall are soaring
i dont wanna be the one to let you down no
feeling really hopeless you can watch me drown now
whys it gotta be like this people are so quick to switch
i just always moan and bitch i guess i had enough of it
yeah i guess i had enough of it
i hope time can heal
i hope time can heal

SuiSai: yeah dont know why they cannot hear me
are they choosing to just ignore and look away?
im used to that shit anyway oh oh
cause im screaming my lungs out
dreaming till the suns up
leave me in ash and dust ill see you again when its all done

it's all done ~ w/ scum [p. ocean]

Lyrics:
Cause we sat in that call till 5 in the morning and 
you fell asleep with that cute little snore but
You're a fucking harpy know you'll harm me
Get so fucking high I feel your heart beat

Were so fucking foolish ye I know
We set it up for failure from the very start
UwU OwO UwU OwO
Worlds separate us both so why do we care so much
Maybe its an act 2 lonely fucking souls just
Getting what they wanted aye someone there to fall apart with

Cause we sat in that call till 5 in the morning
And you fell asleep with that cute little snore and
those words that you say they make my sadness heal but
I can't guarantee any of this is real
I don't care, I'll just feel, while I can UwU OwO
Cause when those drugs kick in you won't see me again
I'll wither away in my fucking bed like it's always been
Things won't ever change, please pretend its real
Even if its fake

You're a fucking harpy know you'll harm me
Get so fucking high I feel your heart beat
Through that screen
We can fake like were happy

Cause we sat in that call till 5 in the morning
And you fell asleep with that cute little snore and
Those words that you say they make my sadness heal but
I can't guarantee any of this is real
I don't care, I'll just feel, while I can UwU OwO
Cause when those drugs kick in you won't see me again
I'll wither away in my fucking bed like it's always been
Things won't ever change, please pretend its real
Even tho it's fake

discord ~ [p. sketchmyname]

Lyrics:
Get me out into the sun, boiled blood will overflow
Pouring out of all my pores~
Growing up will make you sore, soaring down an endless plain
Horizons leave wanting more~
Cause i'm tired of this broken house 
Clashing heads will cause collapse
Locked inside with all the latches sealed so tight
Losing strength in all my fight
This the way it has to be? I guess I'm next to see the reaper
Lessons never listened to, they all will forget about you
Get the fuck out of my head i'm broken
Haven't you had all yer fun yet?
All yer fun yet

Please just let me be, I beg of you I need some damn alone time
I'm not crazy, don't need saving, just need patience~
Don't need to give a reason~ i'm just a damaged person~
aye aye aye

Yuh scum of earth what i've become singing songs that break my heart
One day i may sort it out~
Clouds will cover mountain tops everlasting rocky paths
Waiting on the storm to pass~
Trees will rustle in the wind whisper inside of my ear
Saying it won't ever end~
Maybe all of them were right
I let you take your shelter in me, why can I not do the same?
Treasure buried deep within but greed will cease to let it give
Bury me with all my sins 
I've been a dead man since I've sealed my fate
It's too late for me

Please just let me be, I beg of you I need some damn alone time
I'm not crazy, don't need saving, just need patience~
Don't need to give a reason~ i'm just a damaged person~
aye aye aye

Get the fuck out of my head 
I'm broken haven't you had all yer fun yet?
I'm broken haven't you had all yer fun yet?
Get the fuck out of my head

:) happy pills :( ~ [p. ocean]

Lyrics:

Cause I can't be help to you, when you do those things you do~
Sad I can't be help to you when you do those things you do~
Please don't ever make me choose~
Please don't ever make me choose~ x2

Cause I can't seem to make it right
I think about it every night
The price of life is getting far to die
The stars are bright but that's it
The stars are bright, but that's it

A vast-less wave of gasses separates me
From what makes me happy
Spaces way beyond the bond that's broken now
You right there is what I need
More right now than anything
I'd die if you'd be there right next to me

I'd die if you'd be there right next to me
Die if you'd be there right next to me
I'd die if you'd be there right next to me
Die if you'd be there

Girl you know that I miss you
Please tell me you won't give up
I see the way that you're feeling
We still have some of our luck
Cause girl you know that I miss you
Please tell me you won't give up
I see the way that you're feeling
We still have some of our love

bright stars ~ [p. kyotospeak]

Lyrics:

everything changed in the blink of an eye now im lost in the crowd
wish it was quiet but thoughts are the loudest when no ones around
no im not proud of the way that i handled myself
wish things were different and i could start over
and wake up a new place be somebody else x2
cause
you told me that from the start, said that we cant get attached
said it would tear us apart, said that it would never last
now laying there in my bed
cant get you out of my head and im dreading the day that you decide to throw me away, o what a shame
maybe i should save myself, some inevitable pain

I need to know where your heads at cause lately i dont know
if i can keep up this act pretend that i dont care at all
weve been talking everyday but still i feel like somethings wrong
would you pls pick up yer phone i dont wanna be alone again (aye)
you could let me love you till the night ends~
then wake up in the morning say were just friends~
and if thats what you want ill make it happen~
i guess that it'd be better than nothing~
need to know where your heads at cause lately i dont know
if i can keep up this act pretend that i dont care at all
weve been talking everyday but still i feel like somethings wrong
would you pls pick up yer phone i dont wanna be alone again

you would let me love you till the night ends
wake up in the morning say were just friends
guess that it'd be better than nothing
it would be better than nothing

better than nothing ~ [p. discent]

go follow @deadfishpoland this instant
Lyrics:

SuiSai: 
I know theres no use in me tryin
Cause theres no rendezvous, leave me dyin
I can sense your true intentions
They're not pure, no.
Ye we used to laugh till we cried now
These sad eyes dont rest they've seen harsh times
Always betrayed ye its always the same shit
All the time. No.

Cause I could sit there and you would just ignore
If you want me to leave then ill muh fucking go
But if you don't i can bring you along
and ill show you the places you aint been before~
oh you know i got the dope, hop out my coupe full of shmoke
oh you want some? ye you know my eyes are low
Minute since i've seen the sun
OwO~ ooo~ OwO~ ooo~ OwO~ ooo~ OwO ye ye ye ye aye.

Deadfish:
Leave me dying please, there's no way for me
To just live my life without u by my side
Thought that we could have pulled thru nothing left
Now for me to stand up, never shouldve fucked it up

And I cant remember when was the last time we felt any better
Was it december, dont remember cause never got sober
Hangover is like my new friend, Im seeing him now everyday
And Im good with that
But

Thats what Ive said to u
The day we were parting ways
Cause I cant stand the look 
You have had on ur face

The sadness youre in is like infectious disease
Your words and touch so cold I might as well just freeze
But thats all in the past
That will never comeback

minute since i've seen the sun ~ w/ deadfish [p. ocean]

@nate2timezz @remghost go follow them and use their stuff. I love all of you that give my music a chance. Have a wonderful rest of yer day ^~^

Lyrics: 
You~ and me~~ were cut from a different breed
see these dreams i need~~
To live won't forgive those that hold me back
So quick left in past you'll stay there
Ransom notes locked in my damn head
Can we just support each other~
Cause I need that
It's not much to ask
pls i need that~

When all is said and done I'll be the one standing there all alone
Dust settles on the pavement chasing places
Way to far away to reach
We can all pretend but never think bout what we really know
Hiding behind doors ill lock them
No ones coming here again
You can find another home this ones ran down from all the storms
You can find another friend you lost the one that really cared

You~ and me~~ were cut from a different breed
See these dreams i need~~
To live won't forgive those that hold me back
So quick left in past you'll stay there
Ransom notes locked in my damn head
Can we just support each other~
Cause I need that
It's not much to ask
pls i need that~

emberz pt. 2 ~ [p. remghost & nate2timez]

go follow @t_shan and @tothegood they are both gems i promise

Hook: 
SuiSai off the psilocybin in the night lights~
Like I been steady shmokin fill the night sky~
Thinkin bout my life I swear I fucked up for the last time~
Chased em all away had no one left I'll stay inside
Lies that I tell myself
Just to get me by
Nother day nother fuckin try
Never get it right
Foresight lookin far ahead always made me blind
Ye i don't know why, I can't be satisfied
With myself~

T Shan: 
Tear stained gun
Gotta keep dreamin
left foot right
dead inside

Death march, keep on
Red dawn,  bleed blood
Things aren't the same
We are the brave

Heart shaped tear drops
Void like sig freud
Dark like shadows
Destroyed shattered

Bridge: 
 Hear me out now (theres voices in my head)
its been too long (they keep on speaking to me)
Scream those words that (i ignore them instead) 
fill your head loud (but the words are weeping through me)

SuiSai off the psilocybin in the night lights~
Like I been steady shmokin fill the night sky~
Thinkin bout my life I swear I fucked up for the last time~
Chased em all away had no one left I'll stay inside
Lies that I tell myself
Just to get me by
Nother day nother fuckin try
Never get it right
Foresight lookin far ahead always made me blind
Ye i don't know why, I can't be satisfied
With myself~

psilocybin ~ w/ t shan [p. tothegood]

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

go follow @iofmusic and use his beats hes great

lyrics:

There we were lost again gone for days
Whats the point no one cares anyways
I’ll still be alright, you could let me die slow
I’ll still be alright, just leave me alone~

On the floor laying there wondering
If any of this shit matters anyway
I'll still be alright, you can watch me die slow
I'll still be alright, that's all I can hope for~

Fuck this conversation , cause I can’t let go
Life just has this grip can’t take hold
Coldest times are near don’t want to
Let you down but times approaching

Peaks never feel like the lows
Slowing my life to a halt
Calling out all night
Closed doors locked behind
You saw all the signs
Lie to me thats all I need to get 
Feelings that cannot compete with the real thing enough
Deep as those meaningless words wanna cut
Eventually all that shit turns to
Nothing


I cannot rewind
Mine as well move on
Longing for a sign
Wishing for a thought
Thats all that I want
Something that just gets me through for the moment
The closer I get to the edge feels alive
Like whats the point of just trudging along
None of this shit feels like it is alright
Cave into the thought crawl into my hole
Back to where before no where left to go

I thought that I'd realize and just let go~
Why did I assume things were simple?

signs ~ [p. iof]

go follow @demxntia rn or else :3

sui:
takin all these portals to another life
phone on airplane mode everythings alright
dont belong in this world think its just fine
wont conform how youd like
not anyone ones puzzle piece, cannot seem
to find the people that are really there for me
so keeping circles closed
like my door i wont
open up for a soul
fuck it youre 2 toned

dem:
I don't wanna cry ab it I dont need a tissue
better off without it no it wouldnt be an issue
feelings overrated baby i dont wanna miss you
you want another note feelin low i think its terrible
to act like you care when i know that you dont
baby you should go let me lose all control
i dont wanna think ab it anyway
ive seen better days, but they never stay

bof:
takin all these portals to another life
phone on airplane mode everythings alright
dont belong in this world think its just fine
wont conform how youd like
not anyone ones puzzle piece, cannot seem
to find the people that are really there for me
so keeping circles closed
like my door i wont
open up for a soul
fuck it youre 2 toned

sui:
cause you could let me stay outside for my whole life
couldnt give a fuck if i had lost my mind
cant care ab myself
so how could I expect that from anyone else
forget everything ive ever told you
things change fast dont work like theyre supposed to
keep those expectations low
no need to disappoint yourself again

opacity ~ w/ demxntia [p. demxntia]

go follow @sinxi rn he makes god tier music.

lyrics:

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
but guess that i was wrong
cause i thought that you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well
ooo~ oooo~ oooo~

cause i miss all those days
we would mute ourselves in game
and talk shit about
the people we both hated
Now a days only hate that i haves
for myself
You said lets think bout the future
i understand that but
cant help but think bout what
could have been
said it was better than nothing
just wanted to feel anything

whats the point if were
wasting our time
its what you said
left a hole in my stomach
get over it
cant help but think about those nights
you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
all that i wanted was something

cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

uwu o well ~ [p. sinxi]

go follow @sinxi & @hatefulbeats

lyrics:

suisai~

push me to the side, how should i know?
how to let this go like i been 
feeling so alone~

push me to the side, how should i know?
how to let this go like i been
feeling way to cold
keep making false scenarios in my head
again when i know its not right
staying awake through the night~
creating dependencies is just so damn unhealthy
when everyones gone~
it wont feel different cause deep down know
its always been that way

push me to the side how should i know?
how to let this go like i been feeling so alone~

sinxi ~

Watch me walk away 
You had to push me to the side 
I couldn’t take your issues 
And you couldn’t take mine 
How we gonna fix this? 
You’re asking as you take a line 
Think we may have lost it 
Couldn’t see the signs 

I’m missing you 
You ain’t missing me 
We could try and face reality 
Never holding back and it’s sad to see 
The way we walk around each other just to avoid a scene
I dont really see the point in trying to run x2

lavender skies w/ sinxi ~ [p. hateful]

go follow @lilskeleskrrt & @diamoonofnhg rn or else

sui ~
emberz fall
the crackle of the campfire
let the smoke fill the sky
cover up all the past life
run away through the night
dont look back again
cause its to painful
focus on the future
if there is one
for me in this world
maybe one day
everything will be ok

7am again guess its time
i better sleep
havent ate in 2 days
friends worried bout me
cause on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on, no

you can find me escaping
reality in my room
looking for an answer
forgetting everything
on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on no

nothing for me here in this place
everything is dull now
cant calm down
draining heart
will drown me in my own blood
soon enough

skele ~

nothing for me here in this place
thinking ab days that i wish i could i erase
and i know that you look down on me
im a disgrace
ive been pushed right to the edge
you can see it on my face
emberz falling from the sky
reminiscing ab you and i
baby i cant bear to see you cry
ill be waiting in another life

sui ~

7am again guess its time
i better sleep
havent ate in 2 days
friends worried bout me
cause on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on, no

you can find me escaping
reality in my room
looking for an answer
forgetting everything
on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on no

nothing for me here in this place
everything is dull now
cant calm down
draining heart
will drown me in my own blood
soon enough

calm down w/ skele ~ [p. diamoon]

go follow @gehrmvn and @infamousgertrude rn
lyrics ~

gehrman ~

all blacked out when im gone
black nail polish match shawty black thongs
my bitch she a metal head she got the split tongue
i cannot hear you cause my money kinda long
brokest niggas in the room
they the loudest
thats the tea sis
that line not my proudest
profound
make sure the pros find you headless
when i send shots i dont miss
thats a deathwish, ooo
drop top feel like the headless horsemen
on the come up in my own lane swervin
if you in my way
imma come out, mergin
put the trigger to your noggin
make you nervous
smoke a nigga dead
wasted,
leave him laid out,
gehrman with the scythe joins the hunt,
where my pay out,
blow a nigga scalp back looking like a fade now,
hop out my trap house got it on lock down,
dying like a cut throat x4

!sui ~

whole team dying like a cut throat
i've been drvin through the fucking
city with my eyes closed
are you serious?!
you should watch your back!
we dont care ab our lives
we'll fucking lose it bitch!
whole team dying like a cut throat
i've been drvin through the fucking
city with my eyes closed
you got shooters bitch
we got losers bitch
we dont care ab our lives 
we'll fucking lose it quick!
whole team dying like a cut throat
i've been drvin through the fucking
city with my eyes closed

(shitty asmr lol)
aye nya aye nya aye nya
aye heh heh :3
aye nya aye nya nya heh heh :3

pageant queen  ~

all of out of time that's a headlock
get fucked times up life up in a deadlock you suck
gridlock thoughts always up in a dead stop leave it clouded up got my bands up count it up
you claim you trapping out wiling out with two phones
you a bone head too dence you Cubone
say you first place but you warming a bench
what ice when your skin looking  green as the grinch
run up in the wildy got a scimmy on my hip
pull up with a PK so I can hit a lick
world switch I move you can't catch a ghost
I got yo bank roll I got all yo dough
xp on my hip run it back I got a level up
poison in my body I been sipping out the devil's cup
dying like a cut throat x4

!sui ~

whole team dying like a cut throat
i've been drvin through the fucking
city with my eyes closed
are you serious?!
you should watch your back!
we dont care ab our lives
we'll fucking lose it bitch!
whole team dying like a cut throat
i've been drvin through the fucking
city with my eyes closed
you got shooters bitch
we got losers bitch
we dont care ab our lives 
we'll fucking lose it quick!
whole team dying like a cut throat
i've been drvin through the fucking
city with my eyes closed

cutthroat ~ w/ babyt33th & pageant queen [p. weirdove]

cutting ties like a weight lifted off my chest
wanna breathe again
nights laid without the air
one too many~
no not ever, again~

closing in like the room
start to panic again
time gets here sooner
than id everd imagined
cause id always hoped for
an easy way out

fk that mirror
i cant sit here idly by
and watch myself burn
but the way things look rn
cant help but be left with
little hope for the future

lower your weapons
cause ill just surrender again
when it gets hard
just wanna crawl out my skin
cause i know that its a sinking ship now

closing in like the room
start to panic again
time gets here sooner
than id everd imagined
cause id always hoped for
an easy way out

fk that mirror
i cant sit here idly by
and watch myself burn
but the way things look rn
cant help but be left with
little hope for the future

lower your weapons
cause ill just surrender again
when it gets hard
just wanna crawl out my skin
cause i know that its a sinking ship now

surrender [p. ivy leaguer]

miss the way that things~
used to be cause
rather be oblivious
than be cynical 
its so pitiful
to admit
to admit that ooo~
wont admit that, wont admit that
im too weak
to do this on my own~

no ones listening~
they can talk
but its just for show
and this scene has
carried on for
far too long
can those curtains just close~
wishing on stars
like the gods have betrayed me
and ask for forgiveness
but still wont forgive myself~
never will never will

dont look in that mirror
if you cant be honest
with what you see
when the lights out
what kind of person are you?
does it matter?
doesnt matter no more
no it doesnt~
and i dont need
someone saying does~

no ones listening~
they can talk
but its just for show
and this scene has
carried on for
far too long
can those curtains just close~
wishing on stars
like the gods have betrayed me
and ask for forgiveness
but still wont forgive myself~
never will never will

ye i saw that scene just play
over and over
the closer i get to the edge
the close i get to the end~

no ones out there [p. lqbeats]

go follow @erisu-san he is lovely

sui ~

yeah that day will come
take a chance on luck
like youre just a spin away~
hear the people talk
but really couldnt care ab
what they think of
makin' bands off cloud
get fucking paid to
write a bitch a poem
just like a haiku
fk up out my mentions
we dont like you
shed your skin again
cause youre a 2 faced serpent

erisu ~

YEAH !
SHED OFF your SKIN
I WAS LIED TO
A SNAKE
IS ALL YOU ARE
OROCHIMARU
BLOOD UP IN MY LUNGS
I FUCking Loathe you..
Yeah
My Designer Bleeds
LIKE it’s SENKETSU
SPIT, UP IN MY FACE,
I FUCKING HATE YOU
YEAH JUST RUN AWAY
THATS FUCKING LIKE YOU
TATtOO
ON YOUR SKIN
JUST LIKE A HAIKU
WHY IN THE FUCK CAN’T I FORGET YOU!!!!

sui ~

yeah that day will come
take a chance on luck
like youre just a spin away~
hear the people talk
but really couldnt care ab
what they think of
makin' bands off cloud
get fucking paid to
write a bitch a poem
just like a haiku
fk up out my mentions
we dont like you
shed your skin again
cause youre a 2 faced serpent

gaurentee that this life means nothing
and that every little thing could take away in an instant
whats the point of expecting different?
but still couldnt help putting all our eggs in one basket
this internet shit doesnt feel right
theres way too many eyes locked onto my mind
and all those little shots of serotonin
let all those stupid numbers fk with my head
fk with my head~ again~

yeah that day will come
take a chance on luck
like youre just a spin away~
hear the people talk
but really couldnt care ab
what they think of
makin' bands off cloud
get fucking paid to
write a bitch a poem
just like a haiku
fk up out my mentions
we dont like you
shed your skin again
cause youre a 2 faced serpent

haiku w/ erisu [p. jonathancorex]

lyrics ~

whys everything so different now~
so different now~
its all just blending an oil painting
melting together like distant sunsets
whys no one ever stick around~
everyone moves different now~
stick to myself like id rather
never let anyone else down ever again no

we've been here b4
stories never finished
listen to the pages flippin back n forth now
guess thats how it goes
in another world
fall asleep ignoring all the nonsense

no dont care~
i could run away 4 days
turn to months then to years in a blink
always sleepin till the days gone
you get what you pay 4
dont ever try to scared of that letdown
never done enough to be proud of myself~
looking at photos like a mirrored past to
try to remember who that person was~

time made me bitter~

whys everything so different now~
so different now~
its all just blending an oil painting
melting together like distant sunsets
whys no one ever stick around~
everyone moves different now~
stick to myself like id rather
never let anyone else down ever again no

we've been here b4
stories never finished
listen to the pages flippin back n forth now
guess thats how it goes
in another world
fall asleep ignoring all the nonsense

oil spill [p. wellfed]

lyrics ~

sui~

feel so so far away
from consciousness
in this bed
try to
list off wanted things
but the storys cut short
the end
the trouble of thinking
has proved to be too much
theres no more dreams to crush

head filled up
with a heart half empty
senses come undone
do you believe in yourself?
that thought was always so foreign
who knows?

sting of honesty from the whiplash
sat back watching from a distance
out of body this experience is
nothing as expected

grasping for a breath of fresh air
but the smog is getting stale
cause the less there was to know
the happier i was

taken back
looking at
everything there
is to offer
not much to stand on
like whats the point
when nothings pure at all
sitting here waiting
for you to come make me
something i say im not

demi ~

out of body & out of my mind
i wish somebody would say ill b fine
wouldnt care if its a lie
ye i know i made it so far
im still weak n ive tired so hard
to fight off all the feelings that ive
carried in my heart

overthinking bout
my past mistakes
i wanna fade away
into a void of nothingness
war of habit
i wont give control
i still break down
from time 2 time
but i got no more
tears 2 cry

both~

taken back
looking at
everything there
is to offer
not much to stand on
like whats the point
when nothings pure at all
sitting here waiting
for you to come make me
something i say im not

suisai & demxntia ~ sting of honesty

lyrics

t shan ~

so dazed n confused
with a lot of things 2 say
open my mouth
but the words wont escape
i fall forward
thru the steps back
2 much trama
makes the bones snap
cigarette burns in my damn skin
i dont even smoke [a racing heart might cease 2] x2

sui ~

exist anymore ~
need a reset a do over~

the thought of all those frozen days
turn tears 2 ice in a heartbeat ~
try to just forget
but memories keep
holding that thought of
every little thing that i ever fukd up
a sickness a disease
now i cant stand to think
id rather numb
myself its like a shield ~

4 everything falling apart ~
try 2 pick back up the pieces
wake up ~ in the morning ~
4 all of the people that yu let down ~
that were counting on yu
2 come back ~

a nightmare
its haunting
never wake up
no morning
no sunrise
just ashes
floating off in the wind

the thought of all those frozen days
turn tears 2 ice in a heartbeat ~
try to just forget
but memories keep
holding that thought of
every little thing that i ever fukd up
a sickness a disease
now i cant stand to think
id rather numb
myself its like a shield ~

4 everything falling apart ~
try 2 pick back up the pieces ~

element w/ t shan ~ [p. capsctrl & wellfed]

sui~

lay those thoughts to rest for now
like how could they accept me
cant accept myself
time to just stop thinking
so uncomfortable within

this skin its wearing thin
and all those flaws will show
so ill hide myself
within these walls
n never tell a soul

hard to treat yourself
like someone that you love
that mirror floods
my heart with hate

always on the run
treat life like its a joke
but i cant trick myself for good

dion ~

if you’re alone
when I’m gone

did you see
what I see

cause I mean
when I leave

i’ll be long

cause I feel it all again
i know how you pretend

to smile as though we’re still just friends

when no one is around
you cry when feeling down

some days you want it all to end

hard to treat yourself
like someone that you love
that mirror floods
my heart with hate

always on the run
treat life like its a joke
but i cant trick myself for good

took all the chemicals
to try to feel again
been 3 days since ive left this bed
try to cover up
so none of my friends worry
wouldnt wanna burden them

loading screen w/ dion dugas ~ [p. demxntia]

all the loss
such is life
yu can see the scenes repeating
its become so normal now

greyscale filter fused in the paint
n the canvas gets
laid by the wayside
n shredded all across the pavement
just fragments of bits left behind

i dont wanna talk anymore now
its just empty words
at the end of the day ye
runaway get lost in that sunset
and no one will see hear me again

chased away the ones that cared the most
all that self destructive action
its become like clockwork now

sentences jumbling
n never making sense
i forgot how to talk to them
then when the distance gets 2 much
its time to let go ~

greyscale filter fused in the paint
n the canvas gets
laid by the wayside
n shredded all across the pavement
just fragments of bits left behind

i dont wanna talk anymore now
its just empty words
at the end of the day ye
runaway get lost in that sunset
and no one will see hear me again

all the loss
such is life
yu can see the scenes repeating
its become so normal now

greyscale ~ [p. moneo]

hate being a night owl
switch the lights on
quiet all the time
its time to hide
always tracing back
2 where it started
at beginning of the end

fireworks shooting off
like a sunset
flashbang to the eyes
like a flashback
remembering just makes me nauseous
toxic 5th
noddin off sippin glowstick

vpn digi armor
trynna run a damn heist
on the whole world
if it lets me
hit licks in a public
deadly mercenary
you gon need a whole damn army

sorry if you slip
but you know that ill always b
right back just to catch you
ye its been a little bit
but timing has a way of making things work 
just how there supposed to

nothing left for miles~
searching cant b sure~
of a thought~ at all~

searching cant b sure~ 
searching cant b sure~

vpn digi armor
trynna run a damn heist
on the whole world
if it lets me
hit licks in a public
deadly mercenary
you gon need a whole damn army

sorry if you slip
but you know that ill always b
right back just to catch you
ye its been a little bit
but timing has a way of making things work 
just how there supposed to

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