ed hardy (goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel)

Headshot! W/ Moodyriley & Kuriosity

idgaf i still slide w a broken neck 
the opps at the function its no disrespect?
bro had that dog in’em call the vet
bitch im in the sky like i just went and hopped on a jet
shawty a chess master how they keep me in check
i gotta lotta get off of my chest 
yea i learned that most of these goofies is bitches 
turn to a fiend if i cant find me the bean 
i get to pacing and itching yea
double my pack when i flip it i stretch it i bet you this gram go a distance 
i think im pushing my limits 
i aint up next bro i already been it

Get it,  I get it
I swear you just look so diminished 
I just been hoping i'm in the clear 
I think I need to replenish
Been it, I been it
I promise lil boy you so finished 
Ima just make em all disappear 
I hope you don't end up all in it 
I just been looking up in the mirror 
Everything you think you did it 
Don't tell me some shit that I already know 
I'm losing it all im so out of control
Tell me that shit thats a place you don't go
I’ll pick it up but im feeling so slow 
Your filling up but you know im too low
You can't get enough when you know i'm alone
Im feeling stuck but won't answer the phone
Dont give a fuck and I let it be known 
I can't see you
Im tired im all on my own
You went off i'm feeling disowned 
Can't take it back after all you've shown

severe my head put it onto a goat
aint shit different you already know
22 years of my life been a joke 
im pushin forward with nothin but smoke 
im sliding different still with the same folks 
yoppa had his ass hittin the woah 
im off the tris got my head moving slow
wang on my feet or its them suicokes

idgaf i still slide w a broken neck 
the opps at the function its no disrespect?
bro had that dog in’em call the vet
bitch im in the sky like i just went and hopped on a jet
shawty a chess master how they keep me in check
i gotta lotta get off of my chest 
yea i learned that most of these goofies is bitches 
turn to a fiend if i cant find me the bean 
i get to pacing and itching yea
double my pack when i flip it i stretch it i bet you this gram go a distance 
i think im pushing my limits 
i aint up next bro i already been it
i already been it
oh no no no you didnt 
i seen the jakes tryna write me a ticket
feel like bananas the way that im splittin 
red dot on your head there aint much to dip'n
ima keep winning
honestly yo ass should prolly just give in 
talk to much bouta bitch im hidden 
i aint up next but i already been it

Spotify

been it ft. riptony (kari)

@sxthsns

LYRICS:
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

i took one shot at a ponyboy hope he stay golden
when i come around you feel the rumble but i aint flowdan
i just wanna get rapper rich one day get my wrist flooded
cash out an abundance i been hitting home runs
why these goofies bunting yea i treat the stu like boxing matches
you can see me punch in 
i done spent way too much of my life wondering where the drugs is
so down bad couldnt carve a smile out of my face i aint no pumpkin


im 23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

OH MY GOD!!
(2x)
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

bustdown fever pt 2 (sxth sns x swazy*)

prod: shade08
lyrics:
i see something else
i see something else entirely
i'm tryna stay sane, but i swear my mind tryna fight me
it's fucking up my life and the people that around me
but imma fight it back like a DIY lobotomy

A FUCKING IDIOT
WALK AROUND THE WORLD LIKE YOU'RE STUPID!
my life is alone and i'm the permanent new kid
i'm new bis (business), moving , open for some observation
if i look in your direction better know that i am-
GRACING YOU!
BLESSING YOU!
like a god in the sky, i'm a god in disguise
heh, jk
that's just a "JOKE" i play
[L.M.A.O.]

ive been pulling out my own hair, again x7
ive been pulling out my o-o-o-o-o

tell me a story that i haven't told you
please, think for yourself 'fore i fucking control you
ive done so much wrong don't think i can go back
(ᵖᴼˢᵀᵉᴰ ᵂᶦᵀʰ ˢʰ⁰⁰ᵀᵉʳˢ, ᵍᴼᵀ ᵍᵁⁿˢ ᵒᴺ ᵐʸ ᴮᵃᶜᵏ)
i'm trying to make sure you never come back
but you keep following me

keep following me
why's that?
i can tell you why....
it's cuz

i see something else
i see something else entirely
i'm tryna stay sane, but i swear my mind tryna fight me
it's fucking up my life and the people that around me
but imma fight it back like a DIY lobotomy

A FUCKING IDIOT
WALK AROUND THE WORLD LIKE YOU'RE STUPID!
my life is alone and i'm the permanent new kid
i'm new bis (business), moving , open for some observation
if i look in your direction better know that i am-
GRACING YOU!
BLESSING YOU!
like a god in the sky, i'm a god in disguise
heh, fuck you!
you are all some peasants that i force to do my bidding

new kid

prod credits.
me
cole calico
sxth sns
dramatrial
billsburyjoeboi

LYRICS: 
i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

i aint gon lie like i dont miss you for a single second
but you aint think before the knots to type a single message
hypocrisy i know im spitting yes i need a lesson
but since your gone man who my teacher hope you see me stressing
thinking about you every second yea thats what you wanted 
i shouldve felt the narcissism from the first few punches
do not talk family with me i fucking hate the subject 
what if i killed myself to figure out if i meant something 
you'd of told me i meant nothing 

i used to say you were the best mother 
and to this day i still try not to think much less of you
but its not easy with you not here telling me to run away 
from what im heading towards
i used to think i was the one that burnt the bridge of course
but its in my head now super clear how you were wielding torches
how you built me up and knocked me down made me feel less important
how you tied that noose around your neck before giving me notice 

now it would only take 2 seconds just to hit me up 
i'd probably respond too late but you dont give a fuck 
sometimes i wish i was the one that found you hanging up
i keep calling and hanging up

i wish i had another chance to say i love you 
cuz at this point inside my head im like fuck you
thought i could trust you 
never been more wrong in my life i wish it wasn't true

but i still breakdown wishing that it wasnt you
in my head i been so alone my thoughts are skewed 
can't deny i been in this pain for at least 2 
long years i don't think they're ending soon 
might as well put the gun to my head
and pull the trigger i might get to see you
my dad keep telling me im wrong
he probably right but i don't know if i wanna be here long
yea i wish you could hear this i know it would be your favorite song 
or maybe thats just my ego speaking you know where i get it from
ask me what i do it for?

yea it used to be you but now i don't really know anymore
i could tell you the truth but i know your not there to hear it no more
and if you were here you wouldn't wanna hear it it would bring you
to the floor, i dont really care no more 
you was finna leave me anyway 
through me off the cliff as a featherweight
don't act like it aint take nothing
i dont went through it in a heavy way
feeling naked running through the heavy rain
what the fuck was going on with my brain
they wonder why i made headaches shit
i was really truly going insane

i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

it really pissed me off when you killed yourself

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/crown

lyrics;

look out of my window see u walk by
your car is still sitting there in my drive
your hand is still ticking pushing time by
and every night i sleep u close my eyes

so why try to avoid thinking
of our time, it's like stained linen
the sunrise, another day given
but not reasons to be living

your eyes in my mind
i feel them staring me down
swam out at high tide
i see you wearing a crown
so ill close my eyes
i only care for the sound
you were my lifeline
connection's breaking up now

and now it's taking me all i have
not to come crawling back
the scrapes on my hands and my knees are still bleeding bad
you cant stand that im changing my face
i really needed that
cant stop watching me, its all your fault you had to see me crash

i told truth thought you wouldn't leave me for that
never knew, didnt think you would shoot, but you cant see the glass
cut and bruised all cause i refuse to leave you in the past
dont assume what i stand to lose cause i might need it back

close your eyes, shut your mouth
cause you're losing it
you can talk, not right now
ill tell u when
cause you're lost, you don't know how clueless
bound to fall, just take it all in

your eyes in my mind
i feel them staring me down
swam out at high tide
i see you wearing a crown
so ill close my eyes
i only care for the sound
you were my lifeline
connection's breaking up now

and now it's taking me all i have
not to come crawling back
the scrapes on my hands and my knees are still bleeding bad
you cant stand that im changing my face
i really needed that
cant stop watching me, its all your fault you had to see me crash