anxious w/ endie (nomu)

حبار
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i didnt name this after squid game lol
wanted to name a song squid for like 3 months
sorry for the wait if u care haha
everything by me

ur not my buddy
my nose is bloody
stakes raised like someone is conducting
like a freight train u know i keep chugging
reflection polluted its murky and mucky
bobbing my head up
punching and ducking
the way that its set up
im feeling quite lucky
spent like 3 years on a pipe dream
idc if u dont like me

it's all bruised up its unsightly
stretch their hands out
then they bite me
gon be a man down if they try me
they better stay back for the time being
they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

corny ass verse: 
right now they wanna talk down
breeze past them like a top down
u assume the worst what is that abt?
idk why ur talking now
idk why ur talking now

time is running its course
im beaten down to the core
i hate the sound of my voice
wish i could rip

too corny so censored

they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

lyrics for funny song :)

squid

prod frost'd @imfrostd + mimo
w/ reef @reefuh

SPOTIFY !

element2 w/ reef

prod drmabeats + johnny friend

u make me wonder, where’d the time go?
bed-ridden eyes glued on my iphone i-
feel like im walking on a tight rope 
no text no calls so vile
i cant go to bed
“hush”
with you in my head
god i need some rest
god i need your hand.

and imma fuck up
running on no love 
ur so stuck up
im too deep and i cant run
yea i feel like u know what i want
(and she wont text me back so im lighting a blunt)

ik sorry friends ive been working on myself 
ive been fighting my purpose 
ive been focused on my health 
and i hope you’re all fine i hope you’re doing well
there’s only one on my mind but would she even help? 

u make me wonder, where’d the time go?
bed-ridden eyes glued on my iphone i-
feel like im walking on a tight rope 
no text no calls so vile
i cant go to bed
“hush”
with you in my head
god i need some rest
god i need your hand.

im going nowhere, and they all know
this shits unfair, ive got a lot to show 
how could i make a impact if ive got no home
(and how the fuck could i proceed if ive got no road)

fuck friends fuck her, bitch im on my own
guess ill just be another junkie laying on the road
and i can see it in your eyes that you u hate my soul
and i can see it in their eyes that they want me below

(fuck friends fuck her bitch im on my own
guess ill just be another junkie laying on the road
and i can see it in your eyes that you u hate my soul
and i can see it in their eyes that they- hush

the pretty ass hook repeats again i love it so much (:

rest

ily all <3
LYRICS:
there aint really places left to go
im stuck inside my home 
home alone macauly culkin
i wanna cry alone 
maybe some time alone
either way you know im a keep smokin 
i probably die alone
a cup of styrofoam
in my had you probably think im jokin
when it comes to attention 
i always need to play center
the last name noah first name joakim

in my head i toss and turn till the morning
i cant deal with these feelings they feel foreign 
goddamn it everythings feelin boring 
i look outside my window yea the rain is pouring 
i tell myself itll get better by tomorrow 
the fake promises fill me with sorrow 
too many bitches in the past took my heart 
and left it borrowed 
who the fuck is that i feel like nardo 

i keep screaming as im running forward 
i hope it takes somewhere better 
than ive ever been before 
but ive been fuckin everywhere 
damn there aint really shit left to look at man 
i dont give a fuck anymore 
i put my all into this shit like 2 or 3 times 
and i still aint get nowhere 
it aint no fair 
but i dont care 
where to go from here there aint nowhere 

can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 

honestly i let myself down
i let judgment get so cloudy with self doubt 
forgot to wash away the fears when they come around
i shouldve listened to my own advice i cant 
yea im dirtier than dan 
just a product of my city tryna be what i can
here i go putting blame on everything but myself
yea i truly need help 
but i dont never wanna get it nah nah 

the creepy crawlies coming out at night 
i cant act like im surprised 
look between my eyes
i aint in disguise 
pain keeps repeating in my head 100 times 
i hope i know the day i die
so i can thank everyone who help me stay alive 
at the same time apologize for all the ruined lives
i dont know what im doing in this life 
but i dont wanna do it anymore 

in my head i toss and turn till the morning
i cant deal with these feelings they feel foreign 
goddamn it everythings feelin boring 
i look outside my window yea the rain is pouring 
i tell myself itll get better by tomorrow 
the fake promises fill me with sorrow 
too many bitches in the past took my heart 
and left it borrowed 
who the fuck is that i feel like nardo 

i keep screaming as im running forward 
i hope it takes somewhere better 
than ive ever been before 
but ive been fuckin everywhere 
damn there aint really shit left to look at man 
i dont give a fuck anymore 
i put my all into this shit like 2 or 3 times 
and i still aint get nowhere 
it aint no fair 
but i dont care 
where to go from here there aint nowhere 

can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 

there aint really places left to go
im stuck inside my home 
home alone macauly culkin
i wanna cry alone 
maybe some time alone
either way you know im a keep smokin 
i probably die alone
a cup of styrofoam
in my had you probably think im jokin
when it comes to attention 
i always need to play center
the last name noah first name joakim (x2)

joakim*

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SadInTheStu [ Leahy ]

woah but its me being manic for almost 2 minutes

produced by me @scrufff

featuring @kurtains

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pic by me

joakim*

swazy*