guitar by: killedmyself
prod by me (:

i hope your doing better now
that you left me here to drown 
i wish you the best 
even tho u kept on saying it was all my fault 

so im bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 

so im bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 
bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 

i still remember ur smell (ooh~)
and i can still see ur light hair (ooh~)
i still remember ur smell (ooh~)
and i can still see ur light hair (ooh~)

bleeding

paperboy ft. swiiif (uglybeats)

produced by: @eric-godlow
written, recorded, mixed & mastered by me: @sydcxx

[lyrics]
baby you know by the look on my face
i drank too much liquor and burnt up an eighth
so tell me im lazy and be on your way
if im so predictable how could you stay?
i been through some bad times but baby, im great
you should just listen to shit that i say
but you just avoid me and tell me to pray
if god was 'so real' why'd he make me this way?

now im fucked up
ran into a little case of bad luck
drugged out
laying on the pavement, hope i get struck
and if you knew the things you do to me
you would carry on in peace
while im in pieces
well im in pieces

now would you stay with me a little longer
til i fall asleep
or do the demons from my nightmares haunt you
the way that they do me
my head is begging me for sweet release
and darkness for eternity
i cant turn back ive reached the peak
so now i lay me down to sleep

baby you know by the look on my face
i drank too much liquor and burnt up an eighth
so tell me im lazy and be on your way
if im so predictable how could you stay?
i been through some bad times but baby, im great
you should just listen to shit that i say
but you just avoid me and tell me to pray
if god was 'so real' why'd he make me this way?
(make me this way)

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the irony behind the first release of this song being an absolute autotune disaster (privated: https://on.soundcloud.com/n3NNX) and the title being bad luck:( lol

bad luck:( (eric godlow)

a lil hyper pop ep for you guys ;p

Lyrics:
Void walking
On this earth
It’s lonely
Thats my curse

Your outstretched hands are circling me but I will never conform
My psyche is torn
Devour me in this storm

I have nothing to mourn
Bleed on a black rose thorn
She a baddie with horns
Smiling while my neck pour
While my neck pour 

Empty me
Empty me
I’ve been in my head
Cannot sleep
I’ve been feeling dead every week

Getting fucked up
You can tempt me
I can tell you resent me
saw the end inside a memory

Take my blood I’m giving everything
Every part and broken piece of me

Every part of me
Tell me can you see
Every part of me 
I’d give up fucking everything

Void walking
On this earth
It’s lonely
Thats my curse

Your outstretched hands are circling me but I will never conform
My psyche is torn
Devour me in this storm

I have nothing to mourn
Bleed on a black rose thorn
She a baddie with horns
Smiling while my neck pour
While my neck pour

Void Walking

Void Walking (prod. Reezgy)

BATCLIQUE
prod. greyrock + akkiru1 + forzen
https://linktr.ee/scareseezenz

think2much

its been a year since I last posted on here. if you're still here I love u thank u for listening. sorrow world forever...

lyrics:

its 3pm and I just woke up
my stomach kills think I might throw up
yea I threw up
wish we never grew up
Cuz we’re getting older
Its already over
The future is scary
The past dont bring closure
Whenever you’re over
I feel my heart getting colder

Cuz I wanna face this
Dont wanna evade it
Whenever you’re with me
I feel like the greatest
I hate when we fight but
I cant just erase this
Your love is like water
And I wanna taste it

Money comes and money goes
I just hit the road cuz they booked me for a show
Im making plays now
They know my name now
When I get my first M
I know they’ll hate wow
I guess thats just the life I live
U hear my pain give me a kiss
Im burning up like an angel falling
From the sky
U in my head and every time I reach
You multiply
I did this shit all on my own
Aint need no one
But im thankful for the people who show love
Im still tryna make it out im stuck in Florida
Ill be in la next month im tour
I always dream of this
I know my parents doubted me but
Thats the price I get
Im off the edge might jump cause
I cant sleep, every night I battled 
Demons they cant take me

love like water

the more i bleed
the more i think of you
all it takes
for sense to come into
 
on that walk home theres no one to save me
theres noting left to do
in fall on morrision drive
i saw it look me dead in the eye

*i chose you
i was meant too
decieve you
not fear you
you fear me
and see me
when you sleep

why wont you get away
get me taking meds for my brain
to numb whats left of my senses
intense disaster refacting

it looked me dead in the eye
and yeah it made me cry
it looked me dead in the eye
i lost which way i was going
it looked me dead in the eye
dead by morning

to this day it chills me to the bone
how i never made it home
taken all control

Dead in the eye (prod. recyclebin)

im alone in this world
no one ever guves u a tissue
everybody jus gives a shit about u
since u gone from this world fuck i miss u

oh i got so weak in mind
sit here and i fucking cry
guess my brain jus needs more time
and i sit here
no one around me
in my life

go back there sit in the car
my bloods thick, im stuck in tar
an arrow goes right thru my heart
in my feelings oh my oh my god
come bit closer i know ur far
tho u still got my heart

u got all of me
yeah i need u here
u got a hold of me
this life is never fair
this life is never fair
ur the only one to understand my pain
thinking of all those words that remain unsaid

and when ur time is up
i would still sit there and u would be my last thought
atleast thats what i think now
cos nobody else can take ur place in my heart
heart
heart
heart
heart

go back there sit in the car
my bloods thick, im stuck in tar
an arrow goes right thru my heart
in my feelings oh my oh my god
come bit closer i know ur far
tho u still got my heart

i hate this place
and my state of mind
give me one more try
just one more time

oh i bet everything would be better
if i wouldnt have tried with u
now im a menace
cos i cant help myself
but i fall and regret it
and now just feel like the worst friend that someone could have yeah

feels so cold when i look up to heaven
dont wanna be alone
yeah im already stressing
out
over things i cant controll
always think its just my fault
i stay on my own
i stay on my
i stay on my own
i stay on my

go back there sit in the car
my bloods thick, im stuck in tar
an arrow goes right thru my heart
in my feelings oh my oh my god
come bit closer i know ur far
tho u still got my heart

demo

This track is pure soul, bottled up in a rainy-day vibe. It’s not just a song; it's a mood.

Right from the jump, a whispered intro pulls you into a hazy, dream-like space, where the question of a ghost connection hangs in the air. The beat drops in, gentle and soulful, laced with that warm, lo-fi crackle that makes you feel like you’re listening to a memory on old vinyl.

The female vocals are the centerpiece, soft and intimate, walking you through a quiet world of cold coffee, city hums, and unspoken goodbyes. The whole song feels like a lazy Sunday afternoon, where the rain on the glass and the dust on the record are part of the story.

But the real magic is in the hook. "Static between us, too quiet to break" isn’t just a lyric; it’s a feeling you can taste. It perfectly captures that bittersweet ache of a love that was never meant to be a fire—just a gentle, persistent hum in the background. It's a track that proves a song doesn't need to be loud to make a statement. It just needs to be real.

Static Between Us

Tujhse Dhoor Main Ek Hi Wajah Ke Liye Hoon

ft @donotresurrect

been a long time comin
and ya in my way 
have a hard time runnin
from the things you say

spend a lotta bread in my downtime
no im not ok
divert when i write rhymes
but i want you to stay

smokin a blunt
ashed on my shirt got a hole in the front
i know a bitch that im tryna confront
baby be playin he pullin a stunt

im on my dumb shit she tryin to run
but im gonna finish what i had begun
told you i never come second to none
and im not gonna stop until this shit is done

baby its dark and i cant find the sun
why dont you see that you're my number one
witness a killin we havin some fun
wipe off the trigger then bury the gun

do you ever think bout me
all the things that we could be
told you we had chemistry
baby this is destiny

i’m waving sticks out the window
got a dumb bitch askin for my info
couple bum kids tryna hit the same flow
keep the drum kit busy bussin at your rims tho
keep the dumb shit busy fuckin on a thick hoe
see the blood drip cuz he dumpin at your crib tho
better run kid i ain’t fuckin witchu ten toes
be the grunge hit but ain’t nothin to me shit, so
gotta couple bones to pick
nothin left to hide when i’m thrown in the pit
i’m born for the shit
i flow jus like a motor n shit
i’m cold than a bitch
my flow jus like corona i’m sick
you wanted it bitch
then come and give my boner a kiss
the coroner here
so hope you got some gold in your will
ya dig?

do you ever think bout me
all the things that we could be
told you we had chemistry
baby this is destiny