Sadboi 2023

chill

concert 2023

lyrics:

Everything u know
At least everything u thought
She’s yelling thru the phone
Like shes tryna reach god
I am not the one that is capable of saving u
This bottle inside my hand let me know im ok
They tell me ill live a short live so I sit here and wait
On the east side I succumb to my fate
Some days I feel like im not worth this impact ive made
The worst day of ur life for some is a regular day

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

Even though we all die
Im ok with dying young
Long as my words get heard
And my stance stay strong
Cause baby the last thing id do is
Try to hurt someone
But we’ve all been there
And it feels so wrong
With this winter approaching
I been heavy in my heart
Cause I could feel me dying
As I type the song
Im been focused on trying
To focus more on love
But the night comes faster
And I miss the sun
Scraps of my body in the body bag 
He was so loved by everyone but him
Cause they dont know me for my character
And oh my god ur a monster
If this was want they wanted I will deliver no doubt
This turmoil I face I convert to word of mouth
Walk thru the night and my shadow my only friend
But I been seeing figures by my bed like him

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

11 (eric godlow)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
prod. scotty splash / eric godlow
ft. sewerperson

complications

and ull be mad at me next week
this was diamonds turned to dust 
and i cant fault u that was weak

i been pullin up heavy on top of these songs 
like i gotta keep my peace
i gotta change my shit up quickly
u gotta leave me alone dont speak
this been a cool lil play but the ending is here and the curtains are down, and scene

1 2 3 and 4
it was simple u had to go
5 6 7 and 8
all u touch turns complicated
1 2 3 and 4
all i touch turns into gold
5 6 7 and 8 
make that break up fill my plate

why u gotta go and make things so complicated?
i cant believe u 
took me from the top and made my soul turn cold and nameless
u turned me evil

so i say 
im amazed
and its great
and we
fall back to the place
where dreams go

took me from the top and made me untold and shameless

its been a few months now
and im still on demon time
i give it too much now
and im still on nothin wise

but fuck it its what i wanna do
when the brand new pulls up
whatchu gon do? 
when its that time baby
im promisin u 
that i cant wait to see what u think of the kid when hes lost in the booth
and im spillin this juice 
im spillin this blood from my heart to the groove
and i mold that put it on a disc and i snooze

and im back to the basics
round 1 i was on the end of a beatin
round 2 i was on the floor maybe quittin
round 3 i was in the ring w a demon
round 4 i was makin him gimme reasons
round 5 i was w the ref w my arm up
fuck knows what the next one might look like
duck those 
weave thru the love and u find what u dont like
scott splash
eric and the sew 
make u bite that
imax clearer than ur eyes can

im mad i didnt know about that
i guess its done and its like that?

light work baby dont u like that?

swaine x eric godlow x scotty splash: complications ft. sewerperson

lyrics:

Memories I thought would last me forever
I hit back around not returned by the tether
I miss how we thought of vows in September
I hold only me thru these lonely Decembers
I thought u told me its us through whatever
But I guess its left me inside stormy weather 
I see ur face every time I feel better
Years from now ill still be sending letters
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it
~~
:Eric: -I love u brother ..""
~ Though Rust deformed me
she still sees me as her own
While Flames surround me
I see this could not be a home
These stage lights blind me
And they place me back in our throws
But still im fighting
To save this us we had known 
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it

tThe last page of tThe worst book you'v e ever read. (eric godlow)

produced by: @eric-godlow
written, recorded, mixed & mastered by me: @sydcxx

[lyrics]
baby you know by the look on my face
i drank too much liquor and burnt up an eighth
so tell me im lazy and be on your way
if im so predictable how could you stay?
i been through some bad times but baby, im great
you should just listen to shit that i say
but you just avoid me and tell me to pray
if god was 'so real' why'd he make me this way?

now im fucked up
ran into a little case of bad luck
drugged out
laying on the pavement, hope i get struck
and if you knew the things you do to me
you would carry on in peace
while im in pieces
well im in pieces

now would you stay with me a little longer
til i fall asleep
or do the demons from my nightmares haunt you
the way that they do me
my head is begging me for sweet release
and darkness for eternity
i cant turn back ive reached the peak
so now i lay me down to sleep

baby you know by the look on my face
i drank too much liquor and burnt up an eighth
so tell me im lazy and be on your way
if im so predictable how could you stay?
i been through some bad times but baby, im great
you should just listen to shit that i say
but you just avoid me and tell me to pray
if god was 'so real' why'd he make me this way?
(make me this way)

————

the irony behind the first release of this song being an absolute autotune disaster (privated: https://on.soundcloud.com/n3NNX) and the title being bad luck:( lol

bad luck:( (eric godlow)

DON'T TALK ABOUT LOVE

s/o mel: https://www.youtube.com/@melmige

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[https://li.sten.to/adofm]

adjacen7 the alien: [@adjacen7artist]

@turtleonacloud

adjacen7 - flashbang pedestrian (prod. 3two)

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adjacen7 the alien: [@adjacen7artist]

@turtleonacloud

adjacen7 - jetset (prod. 3two)

adjacen7 - rims4us (prod. 3two)

ado fm

music video!

adjacen7 - i just died (prod. 3two)

adjacen7 - what a beautiful day (prod. 3two)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6Izme2iX6U

Can you hear me out
I can't bite my tongue
Can't hold my breath
Inside my lungs
I'll throw my life away for fun
Just wanna be your only one
I just wanna be
Whatever you want and need
Cause you made my heart beat
Now all it does is...
All it does is bleed

These days all I do get high
Watching time fly by
While I'm sitting inside my room
It don't matter what I try
Still see your eyes
No I can't stop thinking bout you
Can't stop thinking bout you
No, no

Can you hear me out
I can't bite my tongue
Can't hold my breath
Inside my lungs
I'll throw my life away for fun
Just wanna be your only one
I just wanna be
Whatever you want and need
Cause you made my heart beat
Now all it does is...
All it does is bleed

music video

bite my tongue (prod. remghost + irby) video in description*

i found a strand of your hair right in my pillowcase
i can't describe the feeling how my heart aches
there's so many things that i wish i could say
i guess i only wonder if you're playing it safe
everything was meant only to be, just not as long as it seemed

but i could never cheat on you, or even anyone
unless they did it to me first because i might be that petty
my insecurities, there might be too many
i wanted nothing more than us going steady

it's such a shame how the times have changed
i renounce it all and let the feeling remain
another day, dead and gone to waste

i tried to go back and find it, that's when i knew i was wrong
ran out of words to describe it, that's when i ruined the song

all the water in the ocean couldn't wash that stain
wish i was feeling something other than pain
and i've been going through the motions with no chance to complain
worried i'm working without something to gain

aching from the weight of my grief, show me mercy

show me mercy

but i could never cheat on you, or even anyone
unless they did it to me first because i might be that petty
my insecurities, there might be too many
i wanted nothing more than

i spent my days trying to be multifaceted
in some years i'd try to tally up the damages
i can't hope you'd take me back, i guess i'm past it
and like the other song goes, "i like to do magic"

fear is only a feeling that only feelings can change
i still try to maintain, but despite everything strange
our different phases of life, i'll never blame
i light the spliff and hope the emotions fade

i tried to go back and find it, that's when i knew i was wrong
ran out of words to describe it, that's when i ruined the song
all the water in the ocean couldn't wash that stain
wish i was feeling something other than pain
i've been going through the motions with no chance to complain
worried i'm working without something to gain

how can ever keep myself from harm?
running away to scream inside my car

MERCY

s/o to deckabeats & alsbeatz for bringing this one to life
& s/o to you for stickin' around! it's guardin szn!

lyrics
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clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i guess the goal is
to set my body back beside my soul
cause i guess really all i wants control
this world is ugly but we paint it gold
i've lost my discretion a decrepit hole
sits inside my body where i tug and pull
and pull and pull
your life code was patched
with a fine tooth comb
all the lights were detached
i guess nobody's home
in your bed lies a match
where the fire was thrown
i don't like where this goes
can you leave me alone
(cause when the)

clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i don't wanna do this
feeling like i got to
channel what i'm bestowed
pushing on the gas
till i'm drivin real fast
when i crash imma reload

enter the void

distant memories (prod. deckabeats x alsbeatz)

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All tracks prodded by me except for "False Hope".
thank you so much for listening and supporting me <3
i love you all <3 :)
ENJOY!

LYRICS:



$waine:
red laces on the balmains, laced up
yeah we warring bout the ice like a face off
this a tip to the game, like im paid off
this a deduction, like a pay stub
where i was and who i am, i guess ill never know
all i know is i got music on the stereo
its all me like i got nobody else
but i mean it when i say that i been makin so much filth
dirty when i play it back, i know that you can smell
but i got so many things to do i cant come out the shell
working overnight it seems i feel like my own manager
late night lil link up team go erase the passenger
everybody driving now, we leading like a matador (x2)

2 bags full of cash on the table
bad bitch eyes me like a eagle
tats hips, big lips, count c-notes
pop shit, too lit, ride me slow 
tongue ring, good lick like snow cone
so cold, heart froze, on a big roll

blue jeans, so clean givenchy
my girl too hot, like palm tree
in the back, Thats That, like audi
audemars on arm, lord timepiece

Givenchy (feat. 9TAILS)

CELTY: https://soundcloud.com/fearofcelty
SEWERPERSON: https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson

SWAINE IG: @swainesworld
SWAINE TWITTER: @swainesworldd
SWAINE DISCORD: https://discord.gg/pZwkQNj

lyrics:
[SWAINE]
rollin round in a stolen cop car
siren buggin out like a glitch inside the graphics card

fuck gifts, im the grinch, i just drop bars
oldschool motherfucker young but my hearts in the

90s i just do it how i please
no rules, no police, mile long rap sheet

oh my god run if you see me on a beat
ill never come clean, how i do it this clean

creep
tip toe around while u sleep
im up inside their dreams like freddie but its me
"im drownin', tommy" like jason in the lake
grab a rake, get the leaves in order then break

fake 
i dont slither round with a snake
still rigid, like a knife blade
aim it for the face

aimin for the greats
big boss, movin silent, slow paced
heartbreak swaine
leave em flattened like a crepe
battle like im conan the barbarian

this whole fuckin area my shoulders been carryin
im collectin teeth like a fairy is
me and celty finna show you what scary is 


alien spandex
im comin out of space like im healin a complex
im runnin out of states like im runnin for congress
i digress

show me whos next 
i bet im them 
so many songs its never an end, endless
fallin down a hole, walls smoothed, you cant catch edge
ballin like im dennis rodman, defenseman
 
never miss a target im marksman

[SEWERPERSON]
23
retro 7 feet like im 23
guillotine
his bitch gave me head no guillotine
purple pee
all this drank im sippin suck my energy
every shot is going in i guarantee
bounce back
i just grabbed an ounce but where the ounce at
chest that
heart attack
7 gram blunt bouta blow my fucking chest back
pretty lil bitch had said she wonder where i stay at
owls on my clothes inside my closet where i lay at
if im in the field i feel like jose reyes
fuck her thru the night and in the morning make a day appt
she need a place to k at
fuck that
backwoods guts tasting like i got a lip packed
rollin keef dust and im bouta take a big nap
his bitch made me bust no click clack
shiny on my neck cost big racks
shiny on my neck like an ems dispatch