kurtains - axel ocelot [lone ! flip]

5189316

prod: z3nny!
feat and mixing: @dthxrgt

Relying on a memory
To bring me back 
I wish I could see the unseen
Apart of that
You’re red and blue like you’re 3d
I’m about that
And I just wanna feel release
I could relax

Now you act different around me
I dont get that
It’s cold but we’re still on the beach
The sand is black 
Heating up with every degree
And the tide catches
The sea is aquamarine
And I like that

If you’re forcing me to leave then you really
Dont deserve to ask me where I’ll go 
Cus you really don’t deserve to ever hear from me
You have no tact 
When did we become enemies? 
We have have no chance

We would share some
Pure moments
The soul
Perfectly in balance 
I should know
Better
Than to befriend of a ghost
The aches are repeating again

Feels like I’m living in a dream
Or a flashback
I didn’t even fall asleep
My beds intact 
You should clarify what you mean
I dont get that
But u just keep on distancing
Im getting sad

And if you’re opening up wounds that were older
Scar that’s on my shoulder with 
Bruise that I sewed up 
Only cus I trusted and believed
You had my back
But you keep leaving me to bleed
Why’d you do that

How is that looking out for me?
What’s up with that?
You really dont know everything
So take it back
You really got me bout to freak
Out about that

I just crave some permanence
The Earth splitting off its axis
I should know 
Better than to befriend a ghost
The ache is repeating again

And now im waiting on some rain
To clear the fog before I hit the wall
I dont get it all

I remember that over and over again
I would write the ink out of my pen
And never face the consequence
Of my actions

Teal

@1sloan
shoutout burnout3

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like it was w/ 1sloan

trauma bonds (ryo)

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prod tigrstar *kills maself*

would you swear you’re not dependent on whoever else is out there?
(if only you were mine)
you should come to me instead
took a while, but i’m starting to get there
messing around a lot before things get serious
gotta hide my eyes they’re a little too dilated

you didn’t hear it from me, but it’s appearing
here before you even know
hours inside, overhead is too bright
how can you expect me to sleep?
after all you did, come on

must be so far gone, always seeing things wrong
play it play it off, lemme play it play it off
i know we never dealt with it, i really felt that 
we could’ve gone further to
(be in love)

reminisce, try to admit, have willingness
to think out loud and accept what i’m feeling 
cus i wanna talk to you all the time, yeah
and i’m so far gone, do or you can die
you can do or you can die

if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right,
say if you wanna, wanna, wanna
say it outright, outright, outright

i want you, what would you wanna do?
i want you, what would you wanna do?
we could talk all night, but if it’s silent i don’t mind
lets just lay down side by side

i’m not too sure but i feel so useless… she’s gonna miss

would you stay, if i asked you would you stay with me?
what do you say when you’re, when you’re speaking bout me?
would you stay, if i asked you would you stay with me?
until I realize that it’s better when
the truth’s in the corner, so i guess i’ll do it alone
decide what you want from me
(so sad on my own)

hours inside, overhead is to bright like
how can u expect me to sleep alone?
hours inside, overhead is to bright like
how can u expect me to sleep alone?

if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right,
say if you wanna, wanna, wanna
say it outright, outright, outright
if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right, 
say that

heartburst

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inhale your toxins i don't want to
(want to go)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and i sayyy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

for another dayy

covering my ears like la la la
i don't want to hear you talk if its bad news
you should talk to me cause i'm just like you
i don't even know how i keep going on
cause it keeps piling up
keeps piling up
doing nothing as i fall asleep
i don't wanna go back
(i don't wanna go back)
cause it's honestly just too much for me
inhale your toxins i don't, want to
(want to go!)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and and i sayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

stream

what i needed

@osoarin
prod by me
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6zpZxjbIRakhJmLzQJ4wnH?si=326ec8f3acd245c0

<3

for my valentine

for my valentine +osoarin

peroxide prod dashie [2021]

there's not a side to be on

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/aether

self prod

lyrics:

every day im going left on the same road
the same show always playing in my brain now
dont know if its fake, staying late till i phase out
barrel to the face
my plate brakes only thing thats gonna slow me down

cause im a lost cause, dont wanna confess
direction i saw, u were my compass
upset, know u didnt think that id be up next
ur always living on my phone
dont know how to let it go

reconnect to the aether
charge my phone
every dream that im chasing all alone
reload the homepage
stare till i go crazy
ill ditch the road, stay at home
pray i didnt grow

every dream that i made up took my all
i couldnt see but the makeup broke my fall
you burn it all, the curtain call was wasted
ive heard it all, the perfect stall to take me

said i wouldnt lie to you i dont like to be wrong
every waking night ive been spending time with my walls staring
die just to switch out the clothes that im wearing
decided to quit i dont think i can bear it

which side do i want
i know that you miss him but dont you cry now hes gone
theres not a side to be on
another reason why we should let it finally get off

aether

OUT NOW: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leytonxswazy/im-sorry-that-u-tried

produced by @swazyhq

lyrics:

the blossoms always sprung
locked in ur bedroom in the spring
hide so they won’t find us
cry while i take the bus home

i tried to write it all down
so i could get it all out
i tripped and dropped all of my pages
fly away as i fall down

get back up i don’t know how
the rain on my window sounds so loud
lately i’ve been sleeping to ignore it 
face down in the front yard while it’s pouring 

cause i can’t afford the time that i’m stealing
late night while i’m staring at the ceiling
is it real or just a feeling
can anybody hear me

i never took care of myself 
you saw and you would always try to help
no one tried quite like you did
but i’m not something you can fix

now i see the whole time i was sick
you always stayed right by my side but that’s not a way to live 
i don’t wanna make u cry cause it’s nothing that u did 
i’m just sorry that u tried i was living out a lie

i always hid it all under the surface
i should’ve called it off u don’t deserve this 
but how could i stop us from falling we were perfect 
we couldn’t help but give it all swear we were burning

i’m sorry swear i didn’t try to call u
my finger slipped while i was tryna change the volume 
i know i’m in the wrong, shoulda made it stop but i went too long
now i never wanna hear that shit again, i hate all my songs 

now im back got me thinking of the past what i did wrong
come in last all the chances that i had, call this shit off
got me sad, all the times i let you down got me pissed off
wrote it down, swear i’m gonna drown in the list of

i cant look back, swear i’m doing what i have to do
i lost my track, really thought that things would last with you
hiding when i go out, crying in the bathroom
you don’t ever slow down, life is flying pst you

like it was w/ 1sloan

tigerstar

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