prod. beQUITE x yukisoru

i dont care anymore
yeah im done
cant do shit
u’ll sit and watch me run

run away cuz im sick
of all our problems
no other option
theres no way to solve them

u wont stop me
i know u want me gone
stay outside
til the fucking brink of dawn

stay outside
til the fucking brink of dawn
yeah

release all ur hatred
i know u want me dead
dont lie and say u love me
its fucking with my head

can u just leave me
alone tonight
need some time to myself
i dont know whats wrong or right

do we really wanna try?
fuck that, i know i’ll die
all u do is lie
but i want u back one more time

one more time

prod. lemartin420

feel like lil yawh, yeah, the way she gon impress me
hook up for the night, u gon see me on the tv
talking on my name, i dont give a single fuck bitch
give a fuck bitch, lets wrap this shit up quick

hate on me when u dont know a thing bout what i do
when u see me pulling up, i know ur bitch looking too
u know all this shit aint true, try to play me like a fool
open up ur eyes, u are just a useless fucking tool

hate on me when u dont know a thing bout what i do
when u see me pulling up, i know ur bitch looking too
u know all this shit aint true, try to play me like a fool
open up ur eyes, u are just a useless fucking tool

feel like lil yawh, yeah, the way she gon impress me
hook up for the night, u gon see me on the tv
talking on my name, i dont give a single fuck bitch
give a fuck bitch, lets wrap this shit up quick

can we end this shit right now? bitch im done
asking if i love another but u know i dont want none
i dont know why i try, i dont know what i want
but u’ll never see me giving up when im just having fun

impress me

prod. axidrain

oh, yeah i got a fucking glock on my waist
u thought i cared but that is not the case
oh, i dont even need to cover up my face
that bitch didnt know that i’ve been first place

that hoe grinding and i grab up on her waist
she turn around and blowing kisses at my face
u will never catch up u can never face it
just take what u can get, u dont need to fake it

fake it til u make it
u will never make it
i got so much money
yeah that bitch would not believe this

true religion jeans i got pills in my pocket
dont know what to say i just really wanna off it
dont believe in god but this shit just feels like hell
i dont think ive ever felt good ever felt well

fake it

prod. niuru

hoe told me to pull up but i dont think she could handle it
knife up to that bitches throat until she tell me slit slit
stripes up on her wrists that bitch looking like a zebra
asking where im leaving to but i dont really know bruh

i dont really know where im going
bullet through his head his blood spraying while its snowing
see that shit its flowing
do u wanna see me glowing

barrel in ur mouth wanna see ur brain exploding

do u really hate me
might as well just kill myself
is that what u thought i’d say
fucking up my mental health

ive been feeling so cold
but i got the heater on
memories feel so old
memories just feel gone

bitch i’ll just make new ones
new ones with ur corpse
gonna stab u into pieces
ur a rotting little whore

cops are knocking on ur door
theres no answer
they gon open up
and see u lying there

handle it

the curse of love w/ L ⁕

prod. satuko
@arso4l

minakami:
i feel like a psychic
im not tryna hide it
know this shit aint normal
theres no point in lyin

i dont want a job
so u know i keep my racks up
i dont give a fuck
cuz i know that u cant keep up
2x

i dont give a fuck now
im gonna die now
take these drugs and let go
i dont give a fuck how

i dont really care at all
i dont really care at all
please dont try and stop me
ima overdose and end it all

arsonist:
me n minakami in the party we gon turn up,
my weed hella cheap i think its laced it cost like 12 bucks,
super fast car and yuknow that we be cuttin up,
i cant let no nigga see my wrist cuz it be bloodied up

Jewels on my wrist but they faker than my old friends,
in my head i know im not ok i gotta pretend,
i been hiding from my fears all my life in my defence,
i get hella high forget my pain in the weekends

i dont wanna lie to you, but im obliged,
its life or death, aint got no time,
im still depressed i wonder why,
i had to watch you say goodbye x2
(i had to watch you say goodbye)

psychic w/ arsonist

prod. salmonghost

dont know where to go
cuz we’re running out of time now
running out of time now
running out of time im

im losing my mind
i just wanna make u mine now
wanna make u mine now
wanna make u mine i

feeling so alone n i dont know what the time is
wanna take a ride? i can take u on the best trip
say that u dont love me, baby, but u know i knew this
rotting in my bed, i cant get up, i feel so shit

i feel so shit
yah, i kinda knew that
u say that u want me back
can u tell me whats the strat?

can u tell me whats ur plan?
u make me feel anxious
i dont really like this
i need reassurance

out of time

prod. qyurisuu

anorexic, slit her wrists like a psycho
make that bitch’s blood pop like im syko
scene slut on me looking like she bouta cry oh
she want me to SA her but i’d never go that low

underaged up in the club
overdosing on these drugs
i dont give fuck cuz
tonight we just gon have some fun

underaged up in the club
overdosing on these drugs
i dont give fuck cuz
tonight we just gon have some fun

she grind on me idgaf
yah ur bitch a whore
i dont want her but she screams my name
singing more and more

yah she on my dick
im gon put her in a coffin
that bitch make me sick
out the door yah im walking

shes so desperate ima drug her
make her cut her fucking thighs
and she just cant get enough
i wanna see that bitch cry

i cant take another lie
on her knees asking why
i wanna see her die idek now
wanna watch her body fucking bleed on the fucking ground

psycho

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/1cYNMKtdFx7WlufBfVvNst?si=q04Wyr4jTr6WmplYQXpU0A

prod, mix, artwork by me
featuring @imyzuli
more synths, less guitars this time
again shoutout my bro @i437 for the starter midi <3
lyrics: 

if u come outside, you wont see me walk away
leave without a fight, thats not how i want to play
i got too much to say, im having issues feeling brave
i felt like floating away, the floor beneath me starts to break

sometimes im too scared to call but really wanna talk
dont wanna hurt for too long, cuz i feel too alone
im out of luck all my life, tell me what i do wrong
outside the lightning has stuck, it keeps hitting my home

too scared to tell you, my emotions are wrong
i really dont wanna fail you, but im just like anyone

keep telling myself i won, i won
why dont you tell me im wrong?
im wrong, im wrong
why dont you tell me im.

@imyzuli

ill put her part here later, something about 100 signs and shoutout @qlein

buy mah music meow

too scared to lose + imyzuli

produced by me
with @trisonline
cover art by @aellzis and @trisonline

  [Intro: questionn] 
Close your eyes,
Don't make me repeat twice,
If you want me to be nice (You like the way he-)
Holds your thighs, (You can see the way he-)
Tells you lies, he just tells you lies

  [Verse 1: questionn]
(Oh..) 
You've lost your pillbox in your bedroom again,
Now you’re looking at the mirror hating the way you look (Ta-ra-ta-ra-ta-ra-ra)
You've tied a knot instead of cutting a vein, (And she cant do this-)
Another try next month, she can not call it a day

  [Pre-Chorus: questionn]
Just tell me that I'm pretty,
You make me wanna run, run from this city,
I like the way you bite me 'till I'm bleeding
But all I wanna hear is that you need me- 
(G-G-G-Good luck!)

  [Chorus: questionn]
Let me be your bad girl,
Let me be your dead girl,
Hold me tight 'till i get cold,
Hold me tight, don't you let go
Let me be your bad girl,
Let me be your dead girl,
Hold me tight 'till i get cold,
Hold me tight, don't you let go

  [Bridge: questionn & tris]
(You stabbed me again right into my wound-)
And that moment i wished to die as soon as i could-

  [Verse 2: tris]
And I've been seeking for that one thing you told me,
Then I try and live my life, but its getting too boring (-and again!)
We started talking when the leaves started falling,
You keep saying that I lost it but I'm not even done yet-
 
  [Pre-Chorus: tris]
And I tried collecting stones,
I got lost, can't give a damn
Yesterday my love was lost,
Yeah, i did it once again
The illusion of feeling something,
Trust me, I would be a fan
Yeah, I really felt it coming, why did I feel all the same?

  [Chorus: tris]
Let me be your bad girl,
Let me be your dead girl,
Hold me tight 'till i get cold,
Hold me tight, don't let go
Let me be your bad girl,
Let me be your dead girl,
Hold me tight 'till i get cold,
Hold me tight, don't let go

  [Outro: questionn]
(Let it go-, let it go...)
(Let it go-, let it go...)
You have to do what it takes,
You can't keep running the race,
Leave me alone in this place-
I barely feel my own face

(You're it!)

bad girl, featuring tris

We met at noon when the dogs were all fed
It felt so good, and I won't ignore that
But you fucked it all, now I can't recall
The shit that you said and did
Now you can't erase it

I deny my flesh
Eternal rest
Eternal rest
Leave your bones at your obelisk
4 shots and one miss
Your cries were loud, in abyss

See you again 
You'll never see me again 
Won't bet you wont be dead
Never see you again
You'll be dead before you know it


The soil curdled, aroma too thick
Syrupy stench of split marrow and silk
It climbed my nose like milk outside left to wilt
Colder and damp like wet clothes in the sun




You'll never see me again
Don't bet you won't be dead
I'll never see you again 
You'll be dead before you know it
You had way too many chances 
You knew it, but you blew it
Your love was sweet and so soothing 
Now I'm out fucking choosing 
Between your end and my end 
And you're fucking selfish 
You're FUCKING selfish
I promise you won't feel it

never see you again

I get jealous that I’m not the first
I get anxious I’m not the last
I might kill myself for love
I might kill myself for laughs
Can you tell me what I’m worth?
I’m addicted to it all
Can you feel it in my words?
Show you everything you love

Hear, hear you say
I, I, I, I love
To hear, hear, hear you say
Hey, hey, hey, hey

Everything you say is not enough (fuck!)
I can’t even breathe if you’re not in love (urgh!)
Tell me how you feel being my only one
Get out, get out, of this silence

I get jealous that I’m not the first
I get anxious I’m not the last
I might kill myself for love
I might kill myself for laughs
Can you tell me what I’m worth?
I’m addicted to it all
Can you feel it in my words?
Show you everything you love

You take that gun and put a stop to
What hurts you
Well I’m quite sure that would mean
That you’d let me go
You take that gun and put a stop to
What hurts you
Well I’m quite sure that would mean
That you’d stay

(I still, think of you 
Do you, ever think of me like you do
Or did, something change and I think 
That Things will never stay the same)

Will you take that gun from my cabinet
And shoot me in my head while I’m at my happiest,
No promises, I keep going back to my illnesses
I’m barely there, no wait for a sign
That I’m better but you know I’m not the best

Why would you take a chance on me
Why would you say I can’t relate to you
Oh, but its taking over me,
FUCK ME
FUCK ME

And I’ve got so much regret
But I don’t regret being there with you
And I’ve got so much that I have to work on
But I’ll do anything for you
I’ll do it for you



I get jealous that I’m not the first
I get anxious I’m not the last
I might kill myself for love
I might kill myself for laughs
Can you tell me what I’m worth?
I’m addicted to it all
Can you feel it in my words?
Show you everything you love




demostar - the first

THE GATES - 09.09.25

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYuJmNc7h6c

Zombie (mv in desc)

18, russia 
cord @questionnq
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he him

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