Far Away
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WEEPINGS
I run when I shouldn't
Would go back if I could
But I'm far away
Summer Nights Never end
Always felt like the mornings 
Seemed far away

Shook Awake out of my slumber
Let the darkness pull me under
Now I'm Breathless & cold

I could cry everynight
Find my own way to cope
(Oh I never asked for this, no)
Find my purpose in life
(Oh I never asked for this, no)
I'll be fine I hope
(Oh I never asked for this, no)

Oh I never asked for this, no
Oh I never asked for this, no
Oh I never asked for this, no
Oh I never asked for this, no

Eventually ... I'll be okay
Eventually ... I'll find my way

SKELE
More than a crush
I feel numb at last
Wander through the forest
I watch everything turn black and red with the blood I shed
Never coming back; Back here like this
I see you through glass; you make me sick
Stare at me so painful; I don't feel it when we crash

WEEPINGS
Oh I never asked for this, no
Oh I never asked for this, no
Oh I never asked for this, no
Oh I never asked for this, no
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Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings & Skele
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

Far away w/ skele

Distant memories
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Lay on an open field at night
Where the stars' our only light
With a kiss she gave me life
Just to burn it all & watch me die
& I coped with the way the smoke made me feel
Made some friends on the way, it felt so real
but The abyss doesn't pick and choose
Push away the closest to me & self abuse

Distant memories I hold
At the time I didn't know
They are worth their weight in gold
My only comfort on this road

How could you know who I am
If I don't even know who I am
How could I set up a plan
If I don't even know where I stand

I will never figure this all out x2
Better to accept it now than pout x2
Nowadays I'm always filled with doubt x2
But life will never have a perfect route x2

Distant memories I hold
At the time I didn't know
They are worth their weight in gold
My only comfort on this road
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Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

Distant memories

It never gets easier
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It never gets easier
Seasons change; and your feelings hurt
But you just get used to it all
You will stand up from the fall
You're the only person that you'll ever know at all
And I don't know myself so I guess everything is false

The blood that I've shed
Would rather be dead
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Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

It never gets easier

One day at a time
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I know I have to fend for my own
I run away by packing a cone
But you can't run forever
Happiness is earned
You cannot change that, you're not clever
I had to learn the hard way
Thank god we wake up to a new day
And when the skies are looking all grey
Remember ... No one did it all in one take

Not showing up's the only mistake
Life moves fast, there's no break
Suffering's a guarantee
But you can choose your own fate
Chasing pleasures, left opaque
How much more can I forsake
When I'm dead and last awake
Can't resent what I create

It still feels like this year is at the start
Time slips away, this moment will be gone
Hourglass full of sand
Got to take a step back and decide who I am
Am I going to look back, Wish I followed the plan
I change the tides with this mic in my hand
I don't even know myself anymore
I don't even love myself anymore
Gone; gone
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Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

One day at a time

Hold my hand
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Hold my hand
I need
some guidance
I need
Reliance
Still a kid in my bones like
Overthinking my whole life
9-5 kill my soul
Don't want to do what I'm told
I remember playing all day
Couldn't take a wrong way
Now I'm older
Push that boulder
It's September already
Now the summers' soon ending
My flame smolders
Getting colder

I've got to fly on my own
All alone
I've got to try, Can't postpone
Now I'm grown

But I never said it was easy
I'm waiting for death to come free me
I pray that this winter don't freeze me
There's levels to life like a Avicii
The king of my mind like Medici
I'm human, can't help but be greedy
I know that this world doesn't need me
I don't let it make me uneasy
Can't go back I know my own fate
I've tried to run but can't sedate
These feelings I've always felt
Inactions add up to hell
I can't help but to rebel
I'm stuck inside a cell

I've got to fly on my own
All alone
I've got to try, Can't postpone
Now I'm grown
I've got to fly on my own
All alone
I've got to try, Can't postpone
Now I'm grown
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Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

Hold my hand

Entropy
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Entropy
You could look in my eyes and just tell that I'm gone
Entropy
It's the state of my mind after packing the bong
My room is always a mess, Piling stress
Can't say I'm trying my best
Chaos is on the horizon
Fight like I'm Tyson
God this life sucks like a Dyson
Always fall back into my stupid ways
Thought it would stop but this shits not a phase
All my mistakes I have them on replay
Up in my mind until I fade away
To nothing
Now I have nothing
Oh don't I know myself, not anymore
Tired of bluffing
I play pretend when I walk out the door
Act like I'm something
Waking up sober and cold on the floor
Clutching to nothing

Entropy
You could look in my eyes and just tell that I'm gone
Entropy
It's the state of my mind after packing the bong
Entropy
The easiest path is most often the wrong
Entropy
The choices you make will come back and haunt

I collect addictions
Like a trophy on the wall
Static in the air
I can barely breathe at all
In this generation we truly have it all
Overstimulation, we're in constant withdrawal
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Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

Entropy

High
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Oh I cannot take it
I'm feeling so naked
I'm coping with being alone
There was an old saying
That men in the making
Are both the mason and the stone
Now I-I-I-I'm feeling the pain
Now I-I-I-I'm stuck in the rain
I'm trying to survive all these changes
I'm calling out to all my angels
I always forget that a rainbow comes after the storm
I head inside by the fire to warm

I get so high, get so high
I touch the sky, touch the sky
I get so high, get so high
I touch the sky, touch the sky

But you always come down then it's cold
Once so young, now you're feeling so old
I guess some things you'll never control
You must be like the water and flow
Happiness goes with the tides
You will feel like yourself in some time
I stick my hand in the furnace & watch it remold
Don't get attached Don't get scared to let go

I'm trying to survive all these changes
I'm calling out to all my angels
I always forget that a rainbow comes after the storm
I head inside by the fire to warm

I get so high, get so high
I touch the sky, touch the sky
I get so high, get so high
I touch the sky, touch the sky
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Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

High

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