she was like starlight
i know i never act right
i know i never did
as much as i could
my love
oh i don't feel right
she swirls around in my mind
i know i never was enough
my love

she shines like starlight
i cry when i don't see her
i'm so scared
you secretly hate me

i sieze her star sign
she swirls around in my mind
she loves me more than i love myself
i can't seem to accept myself


she's my starlight
shining through this dead night
i see entities that lurk
i'm scared
oh she's my soul guide
through the storm of my mind
i feel your love
it hurts

starlight (cxrter x blocktane)

Check out Fiction  https://soundcloud.com/user-360985435-484705606

[Caramel]
I dunno the words to my own damn songs
i don't ever really wanna be alone
how come i don't ever seem to get any sleep
just to rest here n peace
 i'd give up all my dreams

jus lay ur head here on me
outta breath i can't speak
feelin death gripping  me
don't go

i jus wanna feel ur soul
i just wanna know what u know
help me drown the voices when alone
fluid building n my lungs n growin mold
it kills me

think i play a dangerous game
mixin drugs n i don't care where i stay
i don't recognize my own face
i jus might die where i lay

i dunno where to go from here
my tainted soul has had enough here
im so damn cold
jus let me go

[Fiction]
let me go 
you don’t wanna see me all alone 
i be riding backseat, the snow up in my nose 
i won’t call you back, no i wanted to just go 
we can call it quits, but you’ll never see me whole 
everything gone bad, no i don’t want your soul 
i just want that bad shit, oxy make me fold 

know that you won’t pickup when i’m all sad 
i should just die, no there’s no fun in that 
when’s this shit gonna get better than bad?
you not calling me back 
devil calling me back 
he said sell me your soul 
no i’m better than that 
decisions pushing me towards all the bad 
calling me up cause your mad at your man 
girl i wanna die, can we cut all the crap?

hold me back and i won’t learn 
call my name i will return 
i know that it will all burn 
just promise you won’t leave me cursed 

hold me back and i won’t learn 
call my name i will return 
i know that it will all burn 
just promise you won’t leave me cursed

outcast Ft. Fiction (cxrter x vito)

(prod by mxtthxw x cxrter)
3/22/25
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
God,
Forsake me
Part the Red Sea

God,
You made me
Why do you hate me?

Not a perfect image inside of your mind
And when I come inside I wonder why I'm alive still
(Why am I alive still?)

[HOOK]
Smoking cigarettes
How am I not dead yet?
Think I need an acid bath
Drain it with some xanny's, yeah
Yuh, yuh

Just relax
Honestly, it's not that bad yet

Smoking cigarettes
Baby, are you fiending yet?
Acid in my lungs,
I hear the voices going, "Ha, ha."

Just relax
Honestly, it's not that bad yet

[VERSE]
I can not go on another day without a blood bath
Stupid, when I speak up always catch em' with their tongues out
Bullies in these sand pits always drown me when we wrestle
Honestly, I think that your the reason for bad vessels
Say so,
If you wanna run inside these rat holes

[CHORUS]
God,
Forsake me
Why do you hate me?
I can go on all day if you just let me

[BRIDGE]
Let me be cuz I cannot breathe
This anxiety is all that I need

[VERSE]
Heaven's gate never looked so far
Why do I gotta try so hard?
Oh my lord never saw anything in me
I saw that shit on TV

[HOOK]
Smoking cigarettes
How am I not dead yet?
Think I need an acid bath
Drain it with some xanny's, yeah
Yuh, yuh

Just relax I'm-

[OUTRO-VERSE]
Smoking cigarettes
Think I need some vinaigrette
Honestly, call me a doctor!

Blokes that exhale miss out on 70% of their smoke. (mxtthxw x cxrter)

(prod by cxrter x tahtx)
4/14/25
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle x @februariesforgotten
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
Send me forth by god
My angel,
Your the only one that could've seen me from this angle
A testament for hours spent,
Your the only devil I've seen of lately

[VERSE]
You should tear this up
This picture's already faded
They say I'm down on my luck
That shit's outdated
I'm so jaded
Thinking that she's fading out
Said, "She's fading out."

[HOOK]
Say your fighting like an animal
You're caging in, you're caging out
This barn is full of vermin for a cat could never kick em' out

Say your fighting like an animal
You're caging in, you're caging out
This caverns full of serpents, navigate me through another route

[CHORUS]
Saying, one.
Two,
Threw my fucking shoe at a crack head down by the river last week
Saying, "What's new?"
Inside this shitty town
Where nothing ever changes and the drugs are all around

[VERSE]
You should tear this up
This picture's already faded
I burned like some of your stuff
But that shits already fading

[MARCH22ND]
Don't go,
You were sayin' that you wouldn't to your brother last week 
It's been so cold
Got a phone call cryin' from your mother last week
And I can't help
But hope to hear you call
When you spoke out
That was the last time we talked
In this freezing haunted house
I hear your voice ring though the walls

Get me outta here!
I lost myself about a year ago
It gets bad in here
There's spiders, serpents, rats, and rodents
Picking at your bones
Going mad in here
I hear you wherever I go
In this town of ghosts
It's sad to know they're screaming

Don't go,
You were sayin' that you wouldn't to your brother last week 
It's been so cold
Got a phone call cryin' from your mother last week
Screaming, "Don't go!" don't go.

Barn of Vermin feat. march22nd (cxrter x tahtx)

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