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lyrics 


windows boarded up
the neighbors hear me throwing up
when i turn to dust
u will fall to ash and rust
we 2 loaded up
booted up
we suited up
when the mood is up
we loot it up
and zoot it up
lets jus turn around
i wanna go a different route
see the sun is down
hop in the car lets hit the town 
barnacles grow on the side of my house
bb im running it out
im w like 10 of my guys , lookin at us u culd see the crowd

particle board by my bedside table
i will ignore what was told in the fable
look at my eyes u cant tell im not able
all of my feelings i swear im not stable
i guess its turning around
u know ur dead to me now
what were u talking abt
i was jus tuning u out

ocean waves
im burning sage
vents sealed shut
it feels im in an open cage
20 nights
and 20 days
down in luck
idk if i throw away myself

if i blame myself
if i hate myself
if i save what i had left in my will for myself
i think i need help
i think i need help

windows boarded up
the neighbors hear me throwing up
when i turn to dust
u will fall to ash and rust
we 2 loaded up
booted up
we suited up
when the mood is up
we loot it up
and zoot it up
lets jus turn around
i wanna go a different route
see the sun is down
hop in the car lets hit the town 
barnacles grow on the side of my house
bb im running it out
im w like 10 of my guys , lookin at us u culd see the crowd

Tutorial On Escapingyour Destiny

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prod is splashgvng 

Coffee Ft.Vails

produced by cxrter and fonkyfake
additional production by lxst boy

Collide

erode (prod. cxrter + tahtx)

Production: Pekarot
Original: https://on.soundcloud.com/byEB9ip4P6YjGzsC9

Lyrics:
A year ago today, 
I cut my wrist
Never felt the same,
Now I'm in the abyss

Stuck in a pit, yeah
Wanna die, yeah
Never felt the same, yeah
Always tired
I don't wanna be here,
Not anymore

Hate myself, 
I just wanna leave now
Cut my wrist,
now I bleed out
End my life,
yeah It'll be a quick out

Feelin so stuck in this drought
I'm never gunna find a way out

I'm so done with life
cause I'm forced to be 
something I don't want to be
I don't wanna be me
Please just take me 
out of this body

(Evergarden) 
I need time to think this through
i got choices i cant make 
i been tired as of late
i tend to think too much
at night i admit it 
i dont talk too much
hope i dont fall victim

been while  
hope ill heal now 
was kept away 
broke the seal now
i dont know how to feel 
not anymore 
x2

(withered roses)
Say goodbye to the old me 4x
Now these scars don't heal 5x

February 10th 2023 (Remastered) w/ evergarden

(prod by mxtthxw x cxrter)
3/22/25
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
God,
Forsake me
Part the Red Sea

God,
You made me
Why do you hate me?

Not a perfect image inside of your mind
And when I come inside I wonder why I'm alive still
(Why am I alive still?)

[HOOK]
Smoking cigarettes
How am I not dead yet?
Think I need an acid bath
Drain it with some xanny's, yeah
Yuh, yuh

Just relax
Honestly, it's not that bad yet

Smoking cigarettes
Baby, are you fiending yet?
Acid in my lungs,
I hear the voices going, "Ha, ha."

Just relax
Honestly, it's not that bad yet

[VERSE]
I can not go on another day without a blood bath
Stupid, when I speak up always catch em' with their tongues out
Bullies in these sand pits always drown me when we wrestle
Honestly, I think that your the reason for bad vessels
Say so,
If you wanna run inside these rat holes

[CHORUS]
God,
Forsake me
Why do you hate me?
I can go on all day if you just let me

[BRIDGE]
Let me be cuz I cannot breathe
This anxiety is all that I need

[VERSE]
Heaven's gate never looked so far
Why do I gotta try so hard?
Oh my lord never saw anything in me
I saw that shit on TV

[HOOK]
Smoking cigarettes
How am I not dead yet?
Think I need an acid bath
Drain it with some xanny's, yeah
Yuh, yuh

Just relax I'm-

[OUTRO-VERSE]
Smoking cigarettes
Think I need some vinaigrette
Honestly, call me a doctor!

Blokes that exhale miss out on 70% of their smoke. (mxtthxw x cxrter)

produced by steezy prime, nate2timez, blocktane, & lxst boy

-lyrics- 
Lxst Boy:
sometimes i remember that day
couple kids otw to your place
after school, we'd sit on your porch
but nowadays, that aint us anymore

say what you want, that i never cared
i needed you most and you weren't there
breaking our promise, i picked up the pieces
they cut up my hands, and you watch as im bleeding
i say im not mad but baby im seethin
i turn to a heathen i turn to a spirit
thought what we had was something worth keeping
but you didnt keep it now im disappearing
got too attatched, i wanted you bad
i stare out my window and watch as you're leaving
look in the past for something to grab
and hold to my chest oh baby im reaching

i guess the hurt wont go if the rain still pours
theres a monsoon out i cant take anymore
lost all my songs on the pages you've torn
gone with the wind and its slamming the door
locked my heart, tossed the keys to your castle

Lxst Boy: 
i guess the hurt wont go if the rain still pours
theres a monsoon out i cant take anymore
lost all my songs on the pages you've torn
gone with the wind and its slamming the door
locked my heart, tossed the keys to your castle

Monsoon w/ Dysphoric

song by christian alexander 
covered by me

https://soundcloud.com/christianalexander_97/i-wanna-go-home-2?si=5a7bc3e660a24013aaa22b2c1e87df23&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

such a beautiful song

I've been so beat down and pinned down
I seem so worn out and stressed now
Maybe I’m tired of rushing
I blew you off like it's nothing
I've been so beat down and pinned down
I seem so worn out and stressed now
Maybe I’m tired-
I miss you so much
(I've been so beat down and pinned down)
I miss you so much
(I seem so worn out and stressed now)
I wanna go home
(Maybe I'm tired of rushing)
I miss you so much
(I blew you off like it's nothing)
I wanna go home
(I've been so beat down and pinned down)
I miss you so much
(I seem so worn out and stressed now)
I wanna go home
I miss you so much
I wanna go home
I miss you so much
I wanna go home
I miss you so much
I wanna go home
(I've been so beat down and pinned down)
I miss you so much
I miss you I do
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I miss you so much
I miss you I do
I wanna go home
I wanna go home

i wanna go home

Thank you for listening:)

Produced by secre https://soundcloud.com/prodsecre

Stream: https://share.amuse.io/JsGMDyYoQwft

Lyrics:

from a place called home
i have lost my attatchment
long way to go
it's a longer way back
and i
don't really seem to mind
have i changed for the worse?
i don't think i'm getting back to
the person you deserve
i'm afraid i've lost track 
of time
that i have spent blind

i don't think i'm doing okay
but i don't have the time or energy in me to face that
instead i tend to run away
find comfort in your face and in your words
and i hate that i
can't seem to go one day
without getting in my own way
i know that i'm the only one to blame
but it's hard to not be able to say that i'm

from a place called home
i have lost my attatchment
long way to go
it's a longer way back
and i
don't really seem to mind
have i changed for the worse?
i don't think i'm getting back to
the person you deserve
i'm afraid i've lost track 
of time
that i have spent blind

i just need a little more
i think i just need a little more time
but i think i've told you that before
think you've heard that lie
i just need a little more
i think i just need a little more time
but i think i've told you that before
think you've heard that lie

from a place called home
i have lost my attatchment
long way to go
it's a longer way back
and i
don't really seem to mind
have i changed for the worse?
i don't think i'm getting back to
the person you deserve
i'm afraid i've lost track 
of time
that i have spent blind

a place called home (secre)

Mixed by﹒⪩⪨﹒ stezzyxl﹒⪩⪨﹒
Produced by stezzyxl :333

lyrics:
hold me tight to the bitter end
wrap a rope around my ankles till i’m in ur bed
hmm “hold me close” we’re the words she said
loving u is brutal, when the love is dead

gotta carry on
i don’t wanna love you; gotta move along
gotta walk it off
maybe in another life
in another time
maybe then you’ll change your mind
then you’ll change your mind, but then again you won’t
but then again you
wont
but then again you
won’t
but then again you
won’t
but then again you
won’t

please don’t leave me again
darling please stay
everyday i pray

monsters fill my room
they smell like her perfume
there stuck with me like glue
the image i have of you

move on by stezzyxl (remix)

Why do i feel lonley (triazoo)

✨ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ sᴘɪɴs.✨
 Founder of @demon-here-collective ⚰️
<333 @333collective 😈
📼 Upcoming Releases:
Posting whenever I feel like it

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Blokes that exhale miss out on 70% of their smoke. (mxtthxw x cxrter)

Cap.Kyle (Kyle333)

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