prod by. everestdidthis

i just wanted to say bye and ty -redize

cause I dont wna say goodbye
and try to act like I ever tried
it's about that time 
when everything falls down and dies
it shouldn't have ever turned out this way
but all things end eventually
didn't really expect this sudden change
time to drop our things and walk away

time to drop our
time to drop our things and walk away
yeah I wish that things could stay the same
well have to meet for another day
just say goodbye
just say goodbye
i didn't wanna run this time
so why did I lie?

cause u don't c me that way
I didn't wanna show u this mistake
I got problems lookin at ur face
I keep it to myself and look away

I don't wna say goodbye

prod by. deadyami

idk what you want from me
you say you love me but I can't seem to agree
I can't escape from this feeling
and how's it feel to be the reason

maybe it's my fault I can't help it
have fun heartbreak what the profit?
you can't just say I'm obsessive
at least I'm honest at least I'm honest
just look away it doesn't matter
then u act like a bitch I see the pattern
txke my heart yeah you ripped that shit to shatters
to shatter to shatters

idk what you want from me
you say you love me but I can't seem to agree
I can't escape from this feeling
and how's it feel to be the reason

maybe in another place far away
you fell for me
I really have nothing else left to say :(
I wish u knew me wish u knew me
missed when we hanged out together
those times were so much better
feelin a little under the weather
maybe in another life u knew me

maybe in another life (demo) [+deadyami]

your fault [+ joshwa]

prod by. me + vaughn
cover art by. me
w/ @vaughn64

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/211o4PY2CXapWMv1TcMSoJ?si=unm3oAOvR8GJnov-1YsPZA

I can't do this I feel useless
born into it, "the point of you is?"
2x
ic ant do this u were so ruthless
i gave u my trust and u tore right thru it
now im thinking of us nd i feel so stupid
how was i so clueless u lef me ruined

how did I fall for this again?
no I'm not sure >:(
was it the time we spent or was it boredom

i cant tell babyt was it my fault \(-_-)/
did i kick it off???
push u on the asphalt ??

I feel like I'm missin out on smtn in the end
don't try to hide it from me c it thru like it's tren

and out of all the ways i expected it 2 end
i didnt think i'd be waiting for this wound to mend

hook again haha

I can't do this w/vaughn

prod by me.

tohou inspired stuff is fun to make

akame 01 - burn

prod by. @decago

I don't wanna talk about this
It feels like I'm falling through it
You can't get me out this abyss
I'm looking at our shattered ruins
So waste my time or try to call my line
I'll get through this any other way
I won't fall for this time In fact I'd rather die
Then go in through this torment

Cause you don't even look at me the same way
The way you talk to me, feelin betrayed
Falling all alone ah falling all alone ah
I don't wanna talk about this
Lately I've been falling through it
You can't get me out this abyss
I'm looking at our shattered ruins

Watch me fall and see my body hit the floor
And you're above all
Shattering my core

watch me fall [+ decago]

prod by. grayskies

it's what you want
it's what you want
isn't this what you want?
what you want

I've had this bitter feeling 
for so long yeah I can't explain it
but you said that you were different
now I know that you can't be trusted
here comes this fear of me falling in love
you look at me and say I'm 
NOT      GOOD      ENOUGH

cause what should I do,,?
you got me looking at my shoeeeeeee

you tell me that I'm just not good enough 
they just tell me not to get involved
is this what you wanted from me
is this how things are supposed to be
here comes this feeling of me falling in love

but this is what you want
and I don't wanna get involved

the girl next door [+ grayskies]

rejection hotline [+ joshwa]

Made by sleazy I just was Ft. 
prod by. @decago

stay the same w/sleazy [+ decago]

encore (demo) [+ k4nji]

Late Christmas song, Merry Christmas!

ill just sit here by myself
I dont need nobody else
I told u that i dont need help
ik its not good for my health but I
honestly am terrified
thinking about if u lied
try to laugh it off say its fine

no its not okay, no its not okay oh no.

cold [+ johnnyfriend]

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I prod most my stuff.

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