I survived TB now I can listen to this again :D

talking on the phone everynight
i just wanna vc till its bright outside
shes my e girlfriend
i dont want us to end
yeah my friends at school
they just dont understand

shes my pocket sage
play with her everyday
my friends they say im fucking lame
they cant stop me from my edate

got my pc on
esex all night long
id give anything
just dont do me wrong
id give all my time
just to make u mine
i hit up ur cord
like what we do this time
we got matching pfps
and our bios both the same
she my goth abg
i know they all act the same
when she talk to other guys
i think ima blow my brains
see her in a vc
i think ima go insane

pocket sage [+ deadyami]

prod by. me + vaughn
cover art by. me
w/ @vaughn64

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/211o4PY2CXapWMv1TcMSoJ?si=unm3oAOvR8GJnov-1YsPZA

I can't do this I feel useless
born into it, "the point of you is?"
2x
ic ant do this u were so ruthless
i gave u my trust and u tore right thru it
now im thinking of us nd i feel so stupid
how was i so clueless u lef me ruined

how did I fall for this again?
no I'm not sure >:(
was it the time we spent or was it boredom

i cant tell babyt was it my fault \(-_-)/
did i kick it off???
push u on the asphalt ??

I feel like I'm missin out on smtn in the end
don't try to hide it from me c it thru like it's tren

and out of all the ways i expected it 2 end
i didnt think i'd be waiting for this wound to mend

hook again haha

I can't do this w/vaughn

@deadcouple

and i wont lie it's pissing me off
that u wont respond to my text
and yeah i cried
yeah so what
sorry that i actually cared
all ur little friends spread gossip about us
and i wont pretend
that it was gonna eventually end
we promised we would be forever
we said thatd wed hold hands under the stars
i guess it meant nothing
when u said forever
cause a month later.
u decided to jump off
I THOUGHT YOU SAID WED DO THAT SHIT TOGETHER
I GUESS IT MEANT NOTHING WHEN U SAID FOREVER
HOLDING OUR HANDS AS WERE FALLING OFF
OF THE ROOF OF THE SCHOOL
AND WE'LL LAND IN THE POOL
AND DROWN

yai - school swim team is gonna have to scrape our bodies from the bottom the of the pool demo

i sit in the back of the classs
why did my life end this bad
just tell me what i did wrong i dont understand
you dont know me im such a weirdo piece of shit
i feel so weird i feel so wrong
i take a blade let begone
my soul is yours my soul is cross
i told you secrets now there gone
ig it weird that im in love
i give u my heart now it all gone
im so sick of all thses game that you would always play
your like a poison that i cant get enough of it
just tell me im in love and i come back to you
i promise im the only one for you
cut my soul into pieces im the one for you 
you had my heart then you had to destroy it too
so cut my skin open and come into me 
i promise your the only addictive drug i need
so cut me open 
and take me away from here
i need your love my dear
 i cant survive here

take my angel wings

You said that you'd never forget me
"Make sure that you never come back to me
Because that's what you need, so"
I guess i don't mind that.
Never mind that
I Never stop that
You never stop shit, but you say you stopped that
Did i get that? "Did you get that?" I've been hearing you, I don't wanna get that.

i forced myself to say bad things just so she could move on
Do i regret it?
Yes baby, I already dread it
I-I always wanna see you smile, so I'll go and make you hate my guts
Cause, I know you'll come back
You've always been silly like that.

You've been gone so long, I miss your face
I've been tryna clean the blood up, but there's still a trace
You don't know me.
You don't know that.
All this fucking dumb shit you don't get that.

You've always made me feel so good, i cant explain it.
You can paint me as the asshole ,
If that means you can get better.

I hate it, its always in my mind
always replaying thoughts that i cant make you mine.

Want it all to stop-stop
Never wanna talk-talk
Crying alone at night cause you never give a fuck
"You're annoying." Trust i get that "Disappointing." I already know that-that
I can't stand, when you talk, when you lie, its always in my mind

I'll confess cause you're not around that i made you hate my guts
At least at the end.
Always wanted more than friends
So i guess it sucks i had to take another step

Hurt me just so you could get better.

being over obsessive and dependant ruined my life

@bloodsekai

yea im the problem... me
i wish our talks had deeper means
but my mind goes black and i cant see
then our connection crumbles and u look down at me
im pitiful and unloveworthy 
in a couple days you'll be someone new to me 
dont beg if u wanna leave
just say goodbye and do as u please

hate realization
im just a leach
i hate reality no one loves me
i pray and hope something will work
the eyes watching me know that im dirt

im not good enough
8x

im not good enough Prod bloodsekai

prod @bloodsekai

dont touch my stuf ima break u
lay one finger down ill erase u
i know i fucked up but thats all that it takes to
lose my trust n all the love that i gave u

im so fucked up its hilarious
got no sleep im fuckin delirious
acting so dum when ur tryna be serious
its not my fault im this unexperienced

yea baby i cant do this again
why u gotta go n mess around with my head
overthinking all the msgs that u sent
always coming to the fact that u want me dead
always cuttin when u leavin me on read
saw this coming cus im socially inept
n ill try n keep goin
and not kill myselff

baby im never sober
pour me up a drink its time to get to kno ya
powder on my nose but it hasnt even snowed yet
leaf on the ground im such a fuckin stoner
yea this is what u put me thru
everyday im wakin up poppin blues
n u probably didnt kno that its cus of u
that its cus of uuuuu

erase u

prod @bloodsekai

i cant believe u left me here
i cant believe it
i want u to decide
if u dont wanna make it clear
then ill jus do it
lay here until i die
but what u said 
its in my head 
n ive been thinkin bout suicide
but instead keep it to myself
i really promise that i tried
x2

i cannot do this on my own
but i begged for u to go
cant let u see me get this low
but ive never been this alone
call my phone
tell me what u wanna do
ill come thru
all for u
cut myself n eat no food

i cant believe u left me here
i cant believe it
i want u to decide
if u dont wanna make it clear
then ill jus do it
lay here until i die
x2

but what u said 
its in my head 
n ive been thinkin bout suicide
but instead keep it to myself
i really promise that i tried
x2

i cannot do this on my own
but i begged for u to go
cant let u see me get this low
but ive never been so alone
but what u said
its in my head
n ive been thinkin
about suicide

i cant believe u left me here
i cant believe it
i want u to decide
if u dont wanna make it clear
then ill jus do it
lay here until i die

u decide

i know that i love to lie
but you come back everytime
i just love watching you cry
isnt that such a surprise
i love playing with your heart
because i really know it hurts
i know that i started everything 
but somehow youre the worst
please comeback to me
i know im wrong
ill do it again
done this for so long
i keep you attached 
my loves so strong
you belong to me
stab ur back and i cheat

can you come back i just really want talk to you
i just know you hate me baby im just so in love with you
instant contact i just want  be inside of you is it weird that i want to devour 
you
i just want to devour you
i just want to devour you girl and keep you girl 
i just want you in my heart

sinking her emotions down down down
love it when she's hopeless, when she frowns
i made this whole world just for u
i'll break it 20 times, watch u cry everytime
u can't call it crime if u stay on ur side
ur the victim, play ur role, stay blind to my lies
u can say i'm crazy and maybe fucking hate me
but in the end it's pointless when ur screaming pls just save me

lie and manipulate

(odihu) 
if i had a choice i would steal ur heart
i would break it to pieces and tear it apart
i want you to rot and cluster
my goal is to make you suffer
i know that im the bad guy
i shouldnt be on this side
but i just want you to die
cause you ruined my life

(hxnterbtw)
i fucked up again
and im really fucking sorry
i should just be dead
i only want your love please

i know i shouldnt be like this
im just a useless piece of shit
i always end up ruining it
and baby just give me one kiss

(odihu)
 i dont think that ill get better 
i gotta find something to do
my therapist says that i should leave my wrist alone
but cutting keeps my mind off of you

rot and cluster ft hxnterbtw

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