im too lazy to type the lyrics rn LMFAO but luv yall

shoutout decks and sendflowrs mwah :) this has been in the works for almost a year now so i really hope yall enjoy <33

so what w/ sendflowrs & decks (kayomi + takko)

i made this to stop myself from committing 2nite.

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

(lyrics)
baby watchu sayin you'on know bout me
you'on know bout me
you'on know bout me
so just keep yo peace
dont have a ho but im not in the streets
i got some goons, next to me
ready to die, for me

been a minute since me n u talked, u'on know bout me
so dont talk bout me
i stay in my home
i do not bother the public so leave me alone
inside of a month, ive finished like 5 songs.
the fuck is u on 
no eta, its done when its done

dont step w me u cant fit in my shoes
pull up them trues
saggin them pants like a fool
fuck allat lame shit u claim, none of its cool

i took a seccc
had to look back on my life
16 years, 
i wish it was u by my side.
i gotta lock in keep my priorities right
santana n night
this sound nice
i hope u could tell, i could hit this shit all night
i could hit it twice

peacekeeper (santana x night rdd)

(lyrics)
as im sinking deep into this couch, can u hold me
got a couple close friends, they dont even know me
got a couple real friends, i think they’re my homies
soz for leaving early, lately i been busy

once i thought it over, i realize u dont control me
yes im in a bad mood
oh you know im sorry
we know im a bad dude //
im watching from the nose bleeds
i ain mean to hurt u
i just thought u were

ur stressing me out leave right now
leave right noww
staring at the groundd
everything fell out

workin all day
im becoming someone, that even my bitch
hate
im here to stay
u wanted me then, its too late

as im sinking deep into this couch, can u hold me
got a couple close friends, they dont even know me
got a couple real friends, i think they’re my homies
soz for leaving early, lately i been busy

bottle service (caves)

love u @Whyke
this shit still isn't finished, probably the song that I've spent the most time on.

thank u Whyke again for making the "beat" if you even can call something as beautiful as what it is for a beat, shit really made me feel something and helped me figure myself out a bit <3

made this song the day I turned 19, made like 7 different versions because I never felt like the last verse was good enough. Gave up with it for a while, finished the last verse once I had passed all my classes, still didn't get the mixing right tho. yeah idk what im doing tbh.

i finna reupload the the song once I feel like it's good, the song just means too much for me to keep it in the vault (:


Mix n master: me (that's why it's so shit LOL)
Prod: Whyke

Lyrics:
I don’t really know  
What I’m gonna do when I grow up  
(Grow up, grow up, yeah)  
I don’t really know  
What I’m gonna do when I grow up  
(So I throw up, throw up)  

Oh my
I’m way too fucking anxious
Can you tell me why I should thank this earth  
For my upbringing
‘Cause when all and everything burns down
I’ll still have to wake up and start swinging  
(My hands)

And I’m not even old yet, like I just turned 19
Graduation’s coming up, I hope that I manage
‘Cause I never planned this

Ayy
Still I do hope  
Everything just works out
‘Cause I’m close to a breaking point
So I yap away the pain
And I swear it’s coming in clutch
Still I wonder if I’ll feel the same  
As I did before all this rough stuff
Man I  
Really hope that I can just feel enough
‘Cause lately I’ve been feeling like I just suck 

Oh my
I’m way too fucking anxious  
Can you tell me why I should thank this earth  
For my upbringing 
‘Cause when all and everything burns down  
I’ll still have to wake up and start swinging  
(My hands)  

Uh, yeah  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind anything at all  

‘Cause I just passed all of my classes
I was feeling sluggish, like I was moving through molasses
But I’m fine now
I can finally take my fucking time now
Rest for a while, maybe take a time-out
Sit in COOP with a smile now
I don’t even need to vent now

nineteen demo (whyke)

lil song for the comeback, luv you all tysm for sticking w/ me thru hiatus<33

(these days ion feel shit
when this reup fill my ribs
sorries seep up thru my lips
till they bleed onto my wrist)

cursed place her personal cot so lie in it
but i'll die in it
treat me right might rot in it
half these days we lead straight to violence
then fine again
find i shut my eyelids 

gotta walk again
broke down whip, left optionless
swear love it's inoperable
if able i'd take you like vitamins
promise no lies when we speaking off mind even if u aint buying this
write corn ass lines bout biding my time for a love which mine again
girl how does that work, when all of these perfectly fit puzzle pieces leave me filling this hearse
rather fake me than tell u it hurts
never say shit, pray 4 the worst

cursed place her personal cot so lie in it
but i'll die in it
treat me right might rot in it
half these days we lead straight to violence
then fine again
find i shut my eyelids

cursed_cot (uguwap)

“in it for da cash" prod santana ON ALL PLATS RN 

KINOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

braindead rap music

I think everyone should play an instrument, you don't have to make a living out of it, just sit down and play.

Beat account: @houcibeats

静けさ - shizukesa

alt rap
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influences: aries, 9tails + sewerperson, shinigami, kevin kazi, 49bags, guardin, atlas, noname

New tracks tagged #shizukesa.