im a text away dyl if u need, hate to see you so upset

Love the rawness of this track hope you're doing better now <3

made this one with fucking covid LMFAOO

Lyrics:

song's out
i don't fuck with trash 
even living in this dumpster baby
comedown
you could not survive in my head for a sec my lady
come down
we were on good terms 
can we talk 
i need someone lately
suns out
it feels like it's not from this room i had holed up safely in

(instrumental i let go for a while because i think it's pretty LOL)

song's out
i don't fuck with trash 
even living in this dumpster baby
comedown
you could not survive in my head for a sec my lady
come down
we were on good terms 
can we talk 
i need someone lately
suns out
it feels like it's not from this room i had holed up safely in

song's out
i don't fuck with trash 
even living in this dumpster baby
comedown
you could not survive in my head for a sec my lady
come down
we were on good terms 
can we talk 
i need someone lately
suns out suns out
come down come down

-

song's out
i don't fuck with trash 
even living in this dumpster baby
comedown
you could not survive in my head for a sec my lady
come down
we were on good terms 
can we talk 
i need someone lately
suns out
it feels like it's not from this room i had holed up safely in

everybodys sick in the head
this shit gettin worse

patient zero

confusion w/ hiraeth (switch)

i'll be the first to admit this one is rlly weird
song i was originally gonna post for my birthday but then just didn't :')
hope u enjoy it

lyrics:

rip me apart
tear me a new one
gashes n scars from all of the old ones
birthmarks show my alignment
i couldn't betray it's not in my wiring
posessed by a spirit u know what i saw
hundreds of symbols engraved on my walls
if i'd said a thing i'd be in asylum
i should've screamed but i didn't mind it

i didn't mind it
i didn't mind it
i didn't mind it
i didn't mind it

sat in front of my mic started seeing thru walls
some kind of emblem appeared on my palms
recent nights i dont know who to call
i'm losing my mind i think once and for all
my frie̴̔nds all tell m̶̮̍e to get a gr̵ip
i̷͓̊ frä̴̰́n̸k̵ly don't g̴ive̶͈͆ a single sh̴it
̷̦͛t̵́͜h̵̟͠e vō̵̖i̴̮͑c̸̬̚e g̸̞̾ets loud i̸̲̗̒̐n m̴̡̎y̴̬̅ hḙ̷͝a̴̮͠d aga̴̠̚i̷̞͂n̵̩̔
t̴̿́o t̴̡̖͕̥̃h̴̩̖̒e p̶̐̓ǫ̴̱̘̀̀͠i̷̦͂̌̈n̷͖̪͈̯̓̂t i th̷i̵͕͗͐n̵̹̓k st̷͉̞͛͂r̸͗ang̵̤̒͗é̵͘rs r̵̨̜̣̣͐̏̚ h̵̛̜̝͊̉̓͐̓͝eȧ̶̻ring it
ƚ̴̧̤̠̃̈͒เ̷̧̦͘͘ ̴̯̽́ǫ̵̤̚ᴎ̸͂̌͊เ̶̧͓̥̹̀͋̊͝ɿ̴̨̤̝̠̓ɒ̴̉ɘ̵̨̫̰̋ʜ̷͑͘ ̶̦̀̀̕ɿ̵̗͔͔̌̑ ̷̢̲̼͇̋ꙅ̴̎͋ɿ̵̼̤̦̀̒͜ɘ̷̢͖̋̃͘ǭ̶̬̜̼̩̿͂ᴎ̵ɒ̸͖̇̉͐ɿ̶̝͙̆ƚ̶̧̄͋͝ꙅ̸̲͙̟͌̒ ̵̭̦̎ʞ̶͓͙̿͒͠ᴎ̵̼̻̙̺̂เ̸̣̬̺͕͊͆͆͛ʜ̵̘̯̀̃̀̀ƚ ̶͖́͠เ̶͍͖͙̯̂̈ ̷̯͎͋̽͗̎ƚ̴͍̹̯̲́̎̓ᴎ̴̧̡̝͚̈͌เ̴̟͍̍͆͜͠๏̷̺̪̮̊̆̄͑ợ̷͇͑̋ ̵̪̗̠̍͆̈́͝ɘ̸̡̱͔̠͌̂͝ʜ̵̳̦̻̪͗͛̆̅ƚ̶̰̠̗͗́̆͝ ̵̳̥̺̘̄͐๏̴͇́̽̅ƚ̷͑̀͆͝
̶̡̞͆ᴎ̸̝̘̾เ̷̰̩̮́̕ɒ̵̪̫̝͊̈́ǫ̷̛͙̞̝̗̂̕͘ɒ̷̯͈̉͊ ̴̯̥͇͛๔̶̘͒ɒ̶̞̒̽̂̕ɘ̸̥̔͊ʜ̵̢̛̣͈̽̑ ̶͔̋̑̌ʏ̶̜̌๓̴̜̲͉̱̄̎͒͝ ̸̲̻̦̓́ᴎ̸̥̝̲̃เ̸̾͝ ̵̨̨͉͑̕๔̴̙͇̯̟̍ย̷̞̦̐̆̽̈๏̵̯̥̲̍̾̾|̴͍̻͙͕͛̾̚ ̸͓̗̈́ꙅ̵̹̲̫̀͋͘ƚ̶̻̀̔ɘ̷͚̤̦͚̅̎͐̊ǫ̴͉̰̻̜͛̓̑͐ ̷̙͇̋ɘ̵̤̜̞̍͜ɔ̵̧̡̠͐͜เ̴̲̻̤́̒͝͝๏̸̛̮ש̴̨̛͕̾̽͝ͅ ̷̢̪͒̈́ɘ̸̳̖̆͑̒̉ʜ̶̢̩͇͋͝ƚ̷̗̲͐͌̆͐
̸̢̜͇͐ƚ̸̢̉เ̸̮̱̈́̄ʜ̷̖̟̬̭͑ꙅ̵̙̎͛͐͠ ̴̱̿̈́̈́ɘ̷̧̹͓̑͘ͅ|̴̩̣̱̇͒͋͜ǫ̵̲̫͐ᴎ̵̭̿̕เ̴̩͚̆͆͂͠ͅꙅ̶͕̰̩͋̌̚ ̸̹̚ɒ̷͕̎̀́̀ ̸̧̧̲͒̍̈́̃ɘ̶̢̺̥̌͊̚ͅש̴̜͇͗เ̵̧͔̼̀ǫ̶͖͖̂̚ ̵͙͒͘ƚ̴̤̼͂̎͘͝'̴̲̔̍̋ᴎ̴̨̲͂̌๏̶̖̲̣̗͊๔̸̫̱͕̤̈́ ̵̟̋̉́͠ʏ̵̦̈|̴̫̱͎̘͋̇͐̋ʞ̷͈̻̳͎͛́̕̕ᴎ̸̙͖̋ͅɒ̶̰̙͖̇͘͝ɿ̷̮̽Ꮈ̷̘̖̎̂ ̷̦̏̔̈́̿เ̵̠̪̐͜
̶̛͇̍̔̚ǫ̷̛̛̣͎̓͊͋เ̴̰͐ɿ̶͍̪͕̝́ǫ̵͉̅ ̸͓̝͛ɒ̴̛͉͙͗̉ ̸̯̻͌̄̊̕ƚ̴̙̞̇̋ͅɘ̸̪͈͕͊̕ǫ̵͖̠̗̓̋́ ̷́͌̔͜๏̴̨̢̮̬̑͗ƚ̶̲̱͉̃̃ ̷̧̟̐ɘ̷̢͙̰͎͋͝๓̷̢̣̩̕͝ ̵͍̲̏̈͠|̴̪̹̰̂̋̊͠|̴̬̤̻̈́̄ɘ̴̤̩̺̋̋̀͝ƚ̷̪̲̦͓͌̈̍͌ ̷̣̍̒̾|̴̞̭̀|̶̤̣̂̚ɒ̵̨͍͎̿̒̋ ̵̮͛̕ꙅ̵͕͆̓̏̆๔̶͓͒̇ᴎ̷̱͔̀ɘ̵̬̊͊͝เ̷̛̟̥̻ɿ̷̲̲̓́͌͌͜Ꮈ̶̟͇̬̈́͌͘ ̷̧̢̨̎̈́̓̍ʏ̶̟̩̪̿̚๓̷̼͓̳͓͂
̵̣̭͊͒|̷̫̜̯̞̈́͒|̴̩̰̥̙̏͊̚̕ɒ̵̼̅̕ ̵̢̱̜̒̽̀̕͜ɿ̷͇̻͔̺͒๏̷̖̫̩͉͛Ꮈ̸̰́͊̍ ̸͍̫̍๔̶̝̦̉̽ᴎ̸̠̩̲̆̄͆ɒ̶̰́͆͝ ̶͖́̊̇͜͠ɘ̸̩͋̄̊ɔ̷̪͎̼̋̀ᴎ̸̼͒̐̀๏̷̜̎ ̶̲͆͗̓ʞ̷̝̘͐͜ᴎ̵͝ͅเ̸̞̱̺͒͆ʜ̴̨̢͓͑ƚ̷̞̯͋̄̂̕ ̸̻̾͒เ̵̨͓̮͈̀͆͊͂ ̴̙̒̌͋͘๔̴̨͙̰͒̅ᴎ̴̢̟̫̈͐̏̒เ̶͉͎͐̇̆̚๓̶̧͕̜̅͛ ̷̛̥͈̽ʏ̵̦̿̔๓̶͚̬̍̑̓͊ ̴̢̠͎͋̚ǫ̷̖̍̚͜ᴎ̶̞͉̃̽̋เ̷̨̼̦͒̀͝ꙅ̴̠̋̎͝๏̵͍́|̸͎̮̘̪͆ ̴͔̆̋̊̔๓̶̭̯͊̒'̷̼̜̤͕̀̀̉̚เ̵̱̉̾̊̋
̷̛̳̊̆͑|̷̢̗͎͑̐͆͊|̵̩̓͛̕ɒ̷̬͈̊̀͛͘ɔ̸̥̙̟̌ ̵̭̠͗๏̸̼͍̼͂ƚ̶̬̦̤̳̋͝ ̵̱̞̽̏̕๏̸͔͖̮́͂ʜ̵͕̃̇̎̚ฬ̶̤̑̑̓ ̸̬̌̈́̕ฬ̵̢̺͍̽̏͝๏̸̤̩̠͝ᴎ̴͇̐̃́̕ʞ̵͓͈̭̿ ̴̘̰̹̫̍͂ƚ̵̞͖̉͐ᴎ̸̢͉̣͑๏̸̯̳̣͙͒̉͝๔̶̢̺̜̗͌̆̀͝ ̷̠̩̲̠̾͘เ̴͖̠̟͕̉̑͐͆ ̷̫̉̓ꙅ̴͓̞͙̾͗͠ƚ̵̛͈̱͊͘ʜ̸̧̤̲̊̾ǫ̵̡̫͒͒̎͜͜เ̷̮̳̽͆͝͠ᴎ̶̛̯̘ ̴̩́͐͝ͅͅƚ̴̟̣̳̹̇ᴎ̶̛͍̜̭̃͜ɘ̸̡̣͗̊ɔ̷̰̟̜̽͘ɘ̷̢̲̹̣̊͝ɿ̸̎͜
̷̮̞͋̃̊̒ꙅ̷̳̘̾͋͝͝๓̷̧͖͋͑̌͘|̵̦̥̯̀̾ɒ̷̰̯͑͌̈́͝ợ̷͖̈́ ̴̠̑͌̾͒ʏ̸͚̙̤͝๓̴̱̖̳͕͐̃̑͝ ̵͚̔̄̉͘ᴎ̶̱̤͚͑͝ͅ๏̷̧͍̯̀̾ ̸̢͙̐͠๔̶̭̿̆ɘ̴̥͍̩̈̀́̕ͅɿ̴̘̈́͌́̚ɒ̵̤̐ͅɘ̶̜̺̭̅̕ợ̴̣͉̠͊́ợ̷̢̤̣̖͊͒͊ɒ̵̘̜͔̀̈̌ ̸̢͉͖̬̍๓̷͍̱͊̈́̂͆ɘ̵̨̺͕͊͋|̴͈̒̍̒๔̶̣̓̑̔͆๓̴̮̰̠̤͛̐ɘ̶̞͎̼̦́̀͘ ̶̳͌͌Ꮈ̵̨̟͠๏̵̢̫͖̓̆̐̒ ̵̼̘̌̐͜๔̵͙͖͑̋̀̌ᴎ̷̳̲͖̀̊͂เ̸̹͚͉̉ʞ̷͖̗̳͔̎ ̶̖͉̔ͅɘ̶̓͆͐ͅ๓̵̗͍̳̓̓͠๏̶̡̫͋̐̌̔ꙅ̸̗̅͆̕͜
̸̢̳͒ꙅ̴̗̯̈́̃|̶̡̯͊̉͘|̷͙̖̬̔̕ɒ̶̺̟͙̀͒̐͝ฬ̷̳̒͒̄̔ ̷̨̰̒ย̵̡͔̈͘ɿ̷͈̄̓̈́͜͠ʜ̷̧̘͇́ƚ̶̰̗̘͒̈́̏͝ ̶͖̭͆̓͠ǫ̸̤̝̼̈ᴎ̷̼́เ̵̺̬̋̕ͅɘ̴̨̟̝͊̅ɘ̸̫̦̇͒͂̅ꙅ̸̬̭̉̍̇̈ ̴̨̜͗̅๔̷͓͖̌̄͛́ɘ̴͍͍͔̋ƚ̸̢̞̘̮̿̉̄͊ɿ̵̦̰̏̚͝ɒ̵͍̗̋͝ƚ̶̝̭͔̓̓ꙅ̵̭̦̭̱͐͝ ̸̰̱͔͍̈́̌ɔ̶̙̳̒̌͠เ̸̪̤̦̞̚๓̸̤͎͖̐ ̵̡̳̱͗͂̈́̎ʏ̵͚͉̿̽͘͝๓̴̨̙́̉̓͌ ̶͎̩̜͊̇̕Ꮈ̷̨̈́̊๏̴̳̺̎̉̄̓ ̴̺͍̀͜͜ƚ̸̭̘͈̝͗ᴎ̷͓̙̃͂̉๏̴̢̛̯̞̙̊͗ɿ̶̛͙̮͇̽̿̉Ꮈ̶͓͙̩̔̒̏̐ ̶̡̤͗ᴎ̷̯̘̒̀́เ̶̜̼̟͐ ̵̣̭̜̽͑ƚ̵̭̺̒ɒ̶̼̞̫̠̋̍ꙅ̶͚̖̤̖̏̾̕

prophecy (canyouseetheghost)

produced by decks

completely non profit

loveless 'til I die.

lyrics 

when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go
I let her gut me like a creature
bourbon on my sneakers
only spilt my drink as she stole my soul

when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go
I let her gut me like a creature
bourbon on my sneakers
only spilt my drink as she stole my soul

me and my boys we put down litres 
drinking til' our teeth hurt
we were born with addict carved in our bones
and when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go

I'm a silhouette
of a tree in a storm
smoking cigarettes
got a couple thou
plan on saving it 
I been working hard
I been feeling it
n u just filling in
n I'm just mixing in
I worked 60 hours this week
n I'm still singing it
if that's not living it
then who knows what it is
work towards a future 
tho I do not plan on seeing it

when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go
I let her gut me like a creature
bourbon on my sneakers
only spilt my drink as she stole my soul

me and my boys we put down litres 
drinking til' our teeth hurt
we were born with addict carved in our bones
and when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go


layered (decks)

got the flu, wonder what the fuck that i will do.

FLU (prod. sorrowbringer)

i made this to stop myself from committing 2nite.

new cover w the brother @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @nevrfall
=================
original by @sewerperson:
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/lrt-nevrfall
=================
hope u enjoy <3

LR7 w/ betweentheveinsandi (cover) [nevrfall]

produced by ztope and killedmyself
completely non profit

lyrics

ice and mud is giving way
its a waterslide

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time
the ice and mud is giving way
its a water slide
both my feet are swept away
guess its do or die
i just hope she feels the same
hope its u and i 

i guess these circumstances arent exactly normal, i can give u that
faint roads, the pain grows, always clawing at the scabs 
i play a song from my memory
something inside me still struggling
somehow i grip on the muddy reeds
nothing could take it away from me

i found shelter all alone
on a shore in freezing clothes
20 miles barefoot snow

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time
the ice and mud is giving way
its a water slide
both my feet are swept away
guess its do or die
i just hope she feels the same
hope its u and i 

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time

swept away (ztope x killedmyself)

i’ve been meaning to call you 
to tell you everything i said 
but i’m feeling so blind 
and you’re out of your mind 
so it’s best that i leave it 

didn’t mean to fall for you 
you let me go when i was on the edge 
and this waters so cold
i won’t pick up my phone 
when you call, i wont see it 

and i hate this weather 
i just wish it was spring again 
when things were okay
i was off of my meds
and the world had gone crazy 

we just stayed in all day 
and i let you tattoo my hands 
now i can’t look at them 
a pair of black gloves 
heal my wounds, and i hate me 

and i’ll be 
right here 
anything you want you got it 
i’ll be right there 
youre toxic 
it’s not fair 
and the trees outside my house 
are now stripped bare 

i miss spring 
you’re not here
everything’s so temporary 
and its not fair 

your smiles sweet 
i love your hair 
and the smell of your clothes in my room 
it still lives here

spring. (+ pekarot)

cover art by my mother 

all the songs in the flesh alb r jus gone be released as singles

sewerperson "lights r on but no ones home" covered in the song

mix & mastr @fleshgolem
lyrics

fillin up th cup 
i feel my body start to ache
evrything telling me to stop
even see th walls starting to cave
and they love it, a body piled function
don’t wanna cause fussing but it’s building up coz every day i see my grave

this aint who i am
but ima act like this is why i am 
my perspective starts to change in where i stand, looking out th window pane
look i dont blame u for thinking im not keen staying 
but i dont hav a plan, anywhere on this dirt feels same

sink to the floor, coz it’s the norm, 
don’t u touch my skin
it’s all been stored, i’m now reborn
coz i can dump my things
yelling fuck it, pressing on my stomach
i can feel it coming but i’m not fucking stopping
 till i’m turned out in 

look at my face, see my state i jus kno ur confused 
i need space, cannot wait let’s take a break on the moon
i’m in pain, still in shock, lost in thought and i’m bruised
u saw me thru th glass and then just left me bleeding out in this hotel room

i saw the lights on but i knew that no one else was home
look at the nikon and check the camera roll, i'm all alone
feel the bottle pop, spew it out, opening in the mouth
i'm a cyclops when it comes to seeing no one else
okay, okay

i feel my ears pop when i take the lift up to the spot
in the function, sipping on this ace and rolling pot
i'ma punch in, even when i'm geeked, i'm on the clock
like a pumpkin, i'm lit up and my body start to rot

i'm an asshole, okay, well, i know, so you can leave
what's the point, though, in coming to the function if you cheesed?
i'm in street clothes but my guys in masks and they don't ski
i don't need throat, i just need a girl who proud of me, okay

know i act tough i just need someone to see i’m not ok
the whole domineer off i’ma just leave it to fate
cut my feelings off coz that mean i’m not suffering the same
sure it isn’t real but when i smile i still feel sane

i still feel sane, but mostly when im on a subs
get apifannys that turns my wants in to musts
i get a lot dreams but w my habits theyre all stuck 
i got these goals but w these habits theyre all fucked

i'm an asshole, okay, well, i know, so you can leave
what's the point, though, in coming to the function if you cheesed?
i'm in street clothes but my guys in masks and they don't ski
i don't need throat, i just need a girl who proud of me, okay

lights r on

lights r on (flesh)

prod me
no samples used
take care

up in the trees is where i would hang
'till i tumbled down when he told me to stay
back in the bush; cast on my arm
shall i never heal, i'll be happy a pine.
yet i'm full of shit, atone every word
but this is for you, so i'll try not to hurt
choked up every verse though.
you cannot reverse

what a fine young man, i wonder where his head's at
too far gone, now i needa take a step back
all that i want is to live in my notepad
feeding me lyrics for songs 'till my days' last
genuine crave, and i don't wanna change that
mental array in a haze getting whiplash
honest display, but there isn't a playback
trust in the heart of your cards when it fades black

patch on the leg; how the fuck do i move it
i miss your laugh, and with friends, watching movies
oh, i'll try a bit harder to step out my comfort,
but being alone is just way too damn soothing

i cannot bear this weight,
so i'll just eat it up and stomach it
your words they spoke to me,
i'd always wonder what would come of it

you were nervous, well, i'm anxious
but for you, did you know i would fucking get back on my feet,
though, not complaining
seldom i held any care, wouldn't budge, wouldn't speak
years, haven't walked down the street
i took a walk down the street.
bubbling grief
if only you knew what you meant to me, 
god i would hope you had felt what you meant to me

june arrived, i almost felt alive
but then i heard the news and felt the water rise
capsized the thought of letting go of life
but now it's even harder getting sleep at night
what a gentle soul, grown out the mold
with the sky his home, and for the earth, a stone
beyond the ozone; inside the mind
what an ethereal one, and of a joyous kind.

suck in the rain, spit out the clouds
our synergy now resides in the ground

yeah i know the rain is real important when it's pouring down the evergreens
thought about you often, so i hope that you remembered me
'cause you took your leave
autumn and sleep
we ran our shit up until '23
growing the seeds; sowing their seams
if i make it out of this, hoping you see, yeah.

sycamore

静けさ - shizukesa

alt rap
[Ｔｉｍｅｌｅｓｓ]
             20
ask abt features<33
influences: 9tails + sewerperson, shinigami, kevin kazi, guardin, atlas, noname

i made this to stop myself from committing 2nite.

shizukesa.

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