https://linktr.ee/Rivilin
big love to my homie: https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen

watch the image of me move slow
your angry voice always just makes me stow
the fear I held as a child deep inside
until the skin starts to break and I crumble

down down down in the undertow
friends rise above me as I sink below
into this hell that I made here all on my own
im sitting past rock bottom contemplating suicide yeah wheres my soul

you said id never be anything yeah so why try
floating inside of a capsule till panic subsides
a lack of serotonin so we take SSRIs
medicated by someone else to keep my life in a line

I stay high so I can just pretend that everything is fine
I still have memories of my father in the back of my mind
decide to ruin a family name so I can just pretend
That everything will be fine when the morning starts with the end

pop a pill to relate
cant connect it’s too late
digging flesh wanting more
making cracks in the core

hells above so below
you’re tethered in my soul
in reverse watch the lights
fade back and forth till im gone

I fucked up I cant change
wait a sec ill explain
slipping tongues in the rain
the best times I’ll never gain

the forest always yearns
I hear it calling concern
until I fade away
maybe my life is in vain

Skylarallen:

I can tell from your eyes
See the hate
Deep inside
I’m too late
Never mind
Feels like I can’t get it right

Fool me once
Fool me twice
I come back
Kill the lights
Curtains up
Show is done
I won’t bring you back to life

I learned from every mistake
Trust is not something you break
And when I got too much on my plate
I just remember its fate
Who knew how much it would take
When i got myself in the way

Watching these clouds turn to gray
I’m washing memories away


They told me you won’t be nothing except a let down
Ill watch this world burn to ashes before i melt now
When they turned their backs I was laughing with every step
I went from searching for what’s right now I’m taking everything left
Can’t shake this feeling inside
One minute I close my eyes
Then it’s right back to a life
Where I’ve got nowhere to hide
Try to pretend that I’m fine
When I feel so paralyzed
I feel your words in my spine
With every day I’m alive

Now my backs to the wall
I feel nothing at all
And I wonder how I got here
All the pain from the fall
I feel nothing at all
I feel nothing at all
I feel nothing at all

The Fall Ft. skylarallen

AMV by mayiium on IDLEGLANCE YT: https://youtu.be/6Pb46z8sPCk

skylarallen https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen
Leo IV https://soundcloud.com/leoivmusic
maxtaylor https://soundcloud.com/maxltaylor

Lyrics

So you feeling all crazy
Blood drips down on the grey street
Kick push weed in the baggie
Smoke in my lungs see my world fucking burning

All black fit
Creepin with the matches
Liquor wit a fat lip
Bitch you ain’t about this

Fuck around and catch me wit the homies we gun patch it
Taggin every city I be in you fucking lacking

Would’ve could’ve
Shut the fuck up you done bitch

Actions speak louder than words cut your fuck shit

Pussy boy I know that you fucking wanting
Something from me but I’m giving you nothing

I’m on that low ima break it
Threw out the oxy but liquor be craving
What the fuck am I to do when I’m caving
Racing to hell and the devil be chasing

Too late, to runaway now
Been tryna talk in this room but it’s too loud
I been all alone with the lights down
Telling me I should go don’t stay around
So take a breath
Just like it’s nothing
Always get a rush from pushing all of my buttons
Fuck it I don’t love em they act so different in public
But they never really say what’s real
Naw

One foot forward
Getting warmer
Hell be hot, I’ve crossed the border

Got disorders
Cutting corners
Bitch I be my own transporter

Always wanna talk swear they never being silent
Twenty three years like I really put some time in
Imma take a plane and put it into autopilot
Fly up in your city and we giving you the knowledge
But never speak on what you don’t know
I won’t go talk slow cause I’m tryna roll
All alone in the zone with my blinds closed
Fuck everybody who was saying that it’s over no

I’m on that low ima break it
Threw out the oxy but liquor be craving
What the fuck am I to do when I’m caving
Racing to hell and the devil be chasing

All black fit
Creepin with the matches
Liquor wit a fat lip
Bitch you ain’t about this

Fuck around and catch me wit the homies we gun patch it
Taggin every city I be in you fucking lacking

Would’ve could’ve
Shut the fuck up you done bitch

Actions speak louder than words cut your fuck shit

Pussy boy I know that you fucking wanting
Something from me but I’m giving you nothing

One foot forward
Getting warmer
Hell be hot, I’ve crossed the border

Got disorders
Cutting corners
Bitch I be my own transporter

Let me tell you why I’m paranoid
Promise I ain’t ever had a choice
Addictions offer me so much noise
Not a regular boy, baby I’m a bad one
Cocaine on the scale like I’m weighing out my options
Mixing with the toxins
Too much with the talking
See me when you walked in
Yeah the devil at the door knocking


I’m on that low ima break it
Threw out the oxy but liquor be craving
What the fuck am I to do when I’m caving
Racing to hell and the devil be chasing

All black fit
Creepin with the matches
Liquor wit a fat lip
Bitch you ain’t about this

Fuck around and catch me wit the homies we gun patch it
Taggin every city I be in you fucking lacking

Would’ve could’ve
Shut the fuck up you done bitch

Actions speak louder than words cut your fuck shit

Pussy boy I know that you fucking wanting
Something from me but I’m giving you nothing

So you feeling all crazy
Blood drips down on the grey street
Kick push weed in the baggie
Smoke in my lungs see my world fucking burning

Genesis

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Genesis w/ skylarallen & Leo IV (maxtaylor)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4e_bB-62_Oc

https://soundcloud.com/sixthells
https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen
https://soundcloud.com/maxltaylor
@twoxphones


AMV on IDLEGLANCE: https://youtu.be/ni-jOqrhwP4

Lyrics

I be dying fuck your living
We got different states of mind
I be manic I be tripping
While you lying bout your life

I seen broken fucking bodies, so I sip until they gone
Know that better men than YOU HAVE FUCKING DIED FOR LESSER CAUSE

I’m in disarray from the misery
But I’m hanging on for you aint missing me
I got better days, man I’m in a haze
But I popped a lot of amphetamines

So I work a lot to forget the pain
I’m a workaholic and it ain’t phase
Mix the alcoholic and some fucking chains
And you got a sloth, now we are the same

FUCK
IM SICK I NEED A DOC
I HATE THESE FUCKING VOICES IN MY MIND THEY NEEDA STOP

WHY
DO I GOTTA FIGHT
JUST TO FUCKING LIVE ANOTHER DAY THIS SHIT AINT RIGHT

I don’t know what is right
Lost my fucking way, I can’t tell if this is real

Die, lost my will to fight
Until I think of all the times I wish I could just see you

Life is what you make it
That’s why I’ve had better days
I load my fucking brain up
In attempts to get away

7 deadly sinners
I’m the $LOTHBOI and you ain’t
Don’t you play
Bitch you ain’t about the fuck I am, you lame

Life is hard they never told us how to make it out alive
We just keep on grinding everyday and hopes it will suffice
But im cold and getting colder
Getting fucked up hell is closer
Couldnt even see my vision
Now im working every second of the day
Im insane
Really work hard till I can’t
Sippin mud i been fan
But now I try to reach my paix
Im Addicted to the flipin’ makin diggits
ain’t gon change
Feeling vivid keep on thinking
Will they Love beyond the grave

I’m in disarray from the misery
But I’m hanging on for you aint missing me
I got better days, man I’m in a haze
But I popped a lot of amphetamines

So I work a lot to forget the pain
I’m a workaholic and it ain’t phase
Mix the alcoholic and some fucking chains
And you got a sloth, now we are the same

FUCK
IM SICK I NEED A DOC
I HATE THESE FUCKING VOICES IN MY MIND THEY NEEDA STOP

WHY
DO I GOTTA FIGHT
JUST TO FUCKING LIVE ANOTHER DAY THIS SHIT AINT RIGHT

Sickness

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Sickness w/ Sixthells (skylarallen x maxtaylor x twoxphones) [Music Video ↓]

Halloween AMV Special on https://soundcloud.com/idleglance
https://youtu.be/P5WkiYPKD-Y

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen
https://soundcloud.com/netuhbeats
@prodbyfallen

lyrics

I’m with the homies we faded
Fuck on your foreign we skating
Numbin my head on the pavement
Bitch I ain’t fake it, runnin from bacon

I got a dream and I’m chasing
Create till I die ima make it
I’m with the homies we faded
How many times am I fucking gun say it

Train tracks with a switchblade
Got a full bag of the spray paint
Spit tha same lines so you realize this is real life and its do or die

I ain’t fuck around I ain’t got time
Shut your fucking mouth like a damn mime
I ain’t dumb bitch did the STEM grind while I was fucked with a broke mind like

I ain’t living issa fact
I be dying thassa wrap
Catch me crying in the back
That ain’t weakness I’m a man

I ain’t living issa fact
I be dying thassa wrap
Clap me and I’m cutting back
Facts

yea chainsaws coming out my arms, i think the devils just got me
fucking feeding off my self loathing it knows the one i hate is me
cus im just a scum fuck, should have fucking know better should have fucking thought it through
cus im just a dumb fuck, how the fuck did i survive what you put me through

you cut cut cut at my flesh until you hit the bone
you love love love just the way that i fucking hate you
polish your fucking teeth on the foot of my drive
cant get enough, put my car in reverse and drive on your eyes, you fucking cunt

See the look in my eyes and know it’s lights out
All the hate and despise it gave me life now
Looking around like I might drown
Everything round me the second I’m iced out
I see the hate in their faces
When I pull up I ain’t leaving no traces
Told you I said they’d remember my name
Put a knife in my back and I’m leaving you brainless
Now I seen thru your disguise
I can’t let you stay alive
Leave this place like do or die
Put my sanity on the line
Act like everything is fine
All this rage pent up inside
I can’t see no compromise
Watch out you better run for your life

Ima different fucking breed
I ain’t human I’ma beast
I am sloth boi, brown knight

I got guru blood in me
I got warrior sikhs
And I’m running on my last life

Train tracks with a switchblade
Got a full bag of the spray paint
Spit tha same lines so you realize this is real life and its do or die

I ain’t fuck around I ain’t got time
Shut your fucking mouth like a damn mime
I ain’t dumb bitch did the STEM grind while I was fucked with a broke mind like

I ain’t living issa fact
I be dying thassa wrap
Catch me crying in the back
That ain’t weakness I’m a man

I ain’t living issa fact
I be dying thassa wrap
Clap me and I’m cutting back
Facts

Do or Die

Do or Die w/ Rivilin & skylarallen (NetuH x FALLEN)

produced by luke white @lwotb
featuring sepha. @sepha-joey

[lyrics]
These stars align perfect 
With the scars in my mind 
Too timid to take your turn 
Til you blink and run out of time 
My only real concern is if I don’t make it alive 
Could I speak to every person 
That feel the same way as I 

Sometimes I feel so damn confused
Like is this really all that I was ever meant to do 
Dark days when it rains and I can’t be amused 
That’s when the pressure takes form and then transmutes 
Caught in the crossfire no escaping the feud
Reality always challenging the picture I drew frustration what I been facing it’s the moment of truth 
Now let the curtains fall down see the lonely view 
What I’m supposed to do 
Either you win or you lose 
But most importantly don’t ever compromise  what’s true
If you ain’t making a move you just creating your doom
And I refuse to be the one to feel regret when it’s through

watching everything fade away
as the rain falls down my face
and the blue skies turn to grey
will i write my wrongs today
if you ask me im okay
i dont have much left to say
so i write my wrongs away
will i write my wrongs today

Fade as the rain falls down my face
I’m an outline of a man
Repeat all the tasks til the end of the day
I’m an outline of a man
x2

Find new love
Warm one day
I will work
Pleasure pays
x2

Heard that a girl saw a god in this world and it kept her at play always
Heard that a boy saw a dream and was stirred to still work to it day by day
x2

Fade as the rain falls down my face
I’m an outline of a man
Repeat all the tasks til the end of the day
I’m an outline of a man
x2

spotify

write my wrongs (ft. sepha.)

☆☆☆☆

produced by @rooseveltnoise
featuring @iii_scar

[lyrics]
you tell me stay but I’m knowing that I really gotta go
to a place I can hideaway and finally be alone 
Some would say I’m a loner I’m a spirit im a ghost 
but nothing matters in the end I gotta do this on my own 
What do I know 
At the end of the day 
When everything is collapsing 
Where’d the time go 
I don’t know say and now I’m overreacting 

Does it pay to play pretend 
Cause I won’t 
No I got more common sense 
When I wake it’ll be the end 
So hold on 
I cant make any promises 

All these words left
Unspoken 
I wonder if you notice 
How i lose all
My focus 
get caught up in the moment 
(X2)


Does it pay to play pretend 
Cause I won’t 
No I got more common sense 
When I wake it’ll be the end 
So hold on 
I cant make any promises 

Look me in my eyes baby can you see the pain
Cover it with lies don’t want you to feel the same
Try to stay alive but really i don’t feel a thing
Tell me if i die would you come visit my grave

Cuz  I don’t wanna live girl
Carving in my wrists 
Why the fuck do i exist
Is there meaning to all this
Yeah  i tried suicide
Couple times yet I’m breathing
I guess that i’m a fighter
My body ain’t receding 

My brain always deceive me
And Nobody believes me
All love that I’m receiving
I still don’t wanna be here
I can’t explain the feeling
I just want you to be here
But once that i achieve this
I’m waiting till you leaving

Maybe i was meant to be alone
Maybe i was meant to die slow
Maybe i ain’t meant to grow old
Maybe i should put away my phone

All these words left
Unspoken 
I wonder if you notice 
How i lose all
My focus 
get caught up in the moment 
(X2)

I don’t wanna give you false hope
No no

stream

promises (ft. iii scar)

love is conditional when its from you

featuring @heartbreakp
produced by lil chick

[lyrics]
Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You playing the victim because you have to
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms 
But you know me better
I know that nothings forever 
These days I’m stuck in my head like I been changing the weather
See emotions cut off and severed
I don’t wanna change for whoever
Bring it back I need to recenter
Sometimes I won’t lie

I’m sick of fighting so I quit 
I took the drugs I gave you back so I can trip
Pain inside I smile I can’t let you know I slipped
I can’t give the satisfaction poison dripping from my lips 
Conversation left me damaged after all the trust I give 
Maybe it’s been a while 
I’m good with my only child 
My son here my love i’m happy watching him he runs around 
Learn to keep the family close, not my family you bugging out 
You became my only home, can’t be here if you not around


Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You play the victim because you have to 
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms

unconditional

unconditional (ft. heartbreakP)

song by #caspr x #lumi prod. #skylarallen + #sorrowbringer

caspr x lumi bad 4 me (prod. skylarallen + sorrowbringer) *stupidppl edit* 毎日新しい音楽を

official lyric video out now on idleglance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qidl766dYnA

produced by @user-603551501 (raiden killah)

skylarallenmusic.com
☆☆☆☆

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wrong place wrong time⌚ (prod. raiden killah)

scroll amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YGQgtUdJW9k

featuring @mvkotsunami
produced by @penachobeats

☆☆☆☆

lyrics:

[skylarallen]
I can’t see myself through all this rain feel like I’m losing it 
Going in 
Go-going in
Pop out and I lose my grip

I’m lacing up just getting started
Ready to tear some shit up
I turn your face into a target
Then I roll me a dutch 
Until my picture say most wanted 
I can never do enough 
Taking all my problems to the grave 
I’m calling out everybody’s bluff 
I’m screaming rain rain go away 
Still I been feeling the growing pains
Looking for some peace of mind I find it in my own mistakes 
Duck and run for cover 
Taking out everybody in my way 
Still I be waking up every morning 
Feel like I got no time to waste

Rain, rain, pouring 
They sleeping on me, snoring
Clouding up my mind But I never lost sight of what’s important
Making a perfect storm but I never took note of any warning 
And I swear it froze me to the core waking up every single morning okay

[mvko]
Loose cannon bitch ill drink until I cant remember shit,
Put the rap game on my plate grab the knife and dismember it,
Sick of all the interventions talking bout my temperament, 
One day ima lose it Pull the glock out on my therapist,
Cuz I cant find a fuck to give,
This is the way I like to live,
Pull up on an opp and bust the shit,
Then I'll tell the judge I plead the 5th,
All of you was sleepin while I steadily made my rise,
Now you wanna show me love everytime you hit my line, huh
Its like im talking to brick walls i feel like that im wasting my time,
Take time out of your day to critique the way im living life,
Mother fuck your input you can shove it up your ass,
Bitch I'll stomp your teeth out barefoot hop in the whip and hit the gas,
I'll walk through the winds of a hurricane,
Wearing a straight jacket draggin a ball and chain,
Just to flex bout the shit that I overcame,
I am the tsunami I am the tidal wave, bitch
Fuck a ouija board you are talkin to the devil now,
here to address the trash before I go and take it out

[skylarallen]
Rain, rain, pouring 
They sleeping on me, snoring
Clouding up my mind But I never lost sight of what’s important
Making a perfect storm but I never took note of any warning 
And I swear it froze me to the core waking up every single morning okay

I can’t see myself through all this rain feel like I’m losing it 
Going in 
Go-going in
Pop out and I lose my grip
I can’t see myself through all this rain feel like I’m losing it 
Going in 
Go-going in
Pop out and I lose my grip

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RAIN RAIN GO AWAY (FT. MVKO)

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Self produced / Sad  

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