please just make me your priority, i need you


lyrics: 
baby let me be your center of attention
please jsut tell me about the guy u didnt mention
i dont wanna hurt u, i dont want redemption
but when i needed u the most yea u were absent
yk that its hard for me to make it work out
and every single time u speak u make me crash out
idk whats wrong w me, ig we´ll find out
please just dont make me regret this
i wont hide now

baby let me be your hideout
yea u always make me wanna die now
i can nvr fix it, keep it quiet now
and now baby im thinking im the worst
im in desperse
gotta keep myself together even tho im hurt
i can nvr fix it yea u caught me at my worst
and idk why i stayed cuz i slowly lost myself

(silenthill 2 quote hihi)

baby let me be your center of attention
please jsut tell me about the guy u didnt mention
i dont wanna hurt u, i dont want redemption
but when i needed u the most yea u were absent
yk that its hard for me to make it work out
and every single time u speak u make me crash out
idk whats wrong w me, ig we´ll find out
please just dont make me regret this
i wont hide now
2x

center of attention (warheart)

how the fuck do i say this
i barely bin waiting for u to come back to me
come back to me yuh
i cant trust you no more
cause everytime i do im crying on the floor
on the floor the floor the floor the floor
can u just pick up 
my phone my phone my phone 
my phone my phone
wait huh stop n stare 
bands i threw them in the air
money all on me but i dont think you even care
girls are all on me but all i see is your hair 
she sitting next to u but she cant even compare
they cant even compare

stopnstare (flojy yashio)

0:00 - dear diary
1:11 - warm night
2:36 - spring morning
4: 00 - summer rain

july 2025 diary clips (  '^ - ^ )

i dont know how much time i have left

self prod

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

[https://soundcloud.com/ritsuzuki]

(intro)
my heart is hurting i cant think alot
i think im bleeding
i dont wanna see you go,
i dont wanna see you turn,
i think that im broken, im defective, im awful
go ahead and hurt me all your pain is my doctor

(pre-chorus)
i hate my voice and i hate the way i sound
i dont even feel im loved cause nobody else around
now im looking up and down
i feel shitty all around
now im crying all alone
and im sorry to the people that i let down

(chorus)
you wanna hurt me, thats alright
i really wanna die
i dont even wanna try
ima fly high up in the sky
pick me up again
ill fall into your hands
i-i-i dont want this shit to end!

my heart is hurting i cant think alot
i think im bleeding
i dont wanna see you go,
i dont wanna see you turn,
i think that im broken, im defective, im awful
go ahead and hurt me all your pain is my doctor

(post-chorus)
write my will on a fucking song
they'll jus think im fucking singing
when im crying out for help
its the beauty of it all
you dont get me at all
i always give it my all
im fucking sorry for living at all

(break, then chorus loops twice)

((you're too late im already fucking dead))

im sorry (me)

nature

Instrumental by @yashio20k

I guess that you’re sick of me
You’ve been acting differently
If I’m being honest
You were all I ever wanted
I know that you don’t think of me
I remember you so vividly
An Aphrodite incarnate
But I didn’t mind your sharpness

Oh my tongue’s no good
And my mind ain’t too
Can’t convince you
So what am I to do
I’m in love with you
But your love’s untrue
No matter how long I pursue
The truth won’t be less cruel

It’s so hard for me to open up
You took me in, and dropped me off like you don’t give a fuck
Ah, ah... what a way to mess me up
I think about you every day
You've probably already forgot

But it’s cool though
This ain’t nothing new, no
Chew me up and spit me out
Make me feel like a fool, oh
I’m not someone you should worry about
I know that you don’t, there is no doubt
Nobody wants me around
But I guess it doesn’t matter now

I could scream and I could shout
I’ve lost all I’ve ever found
But I won’t make the faintest sound
’Cause it’ll get drowned out...

aphrodite (yashio)

prod me + @yashio20k <3

@coldspades
i knew this day would come, but not today
i'm looking out my window, got me feeling some way
can we start again, baby is it too late?
this feeling in my chest i just can’t explain

when the wind blows through your hair
baby do you think of me at all?
i just can’t tell if you care
i just wanna give you my all

right there
if you need me i can be right there
i can't forget your face or your hair
does it matter to you if i stare?

but you probably have someone
someone that makes you smile
and i know that isn’t me
but baby can you stay for a while?

pop a pill just to feel alright
baby without you i just don't feel right
can you stay with me? stay tonight
cause i don't wanna have to say goodbye

coldspades - when the wind blows (me + yashio)

last summer night

misunderstanding

overthinking

https://t.me/everlastinganxiety
:3
discord: dissoc1ated

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆  ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

im like rlly unknown 💔

Discord: vexumm
(feel free to dm for anything!!)

@pastmemory
@lunacystar

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@pastmemory
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email: xenedoesstuff@gmail.com

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