this is where it all ends

there is a hole
inside my soul
i dont mind
whether or not im dead or alive

its not fair its not fair
that you're gone and im here
all alone
im all alone

lifes so tough i cant get off the couch
only time i do is when im still in the house
i am wasting my time
i really fucked up my life

havent felt like this in so long
i cant stand it
whats the problem
oh my god im fucking lost
my life is gone

my life is gone

real rockaholism

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lyrics:

i don’t get outside much
waste away, with my bad luck 
i’m so goddamn needy 
i want someone who needs me

i don’t want your pity
just somebody to like me 
id take just a damn hug
some kind of physical touch 

i don’t get outside much
waste away, because life sucks
i’m so goddamn angry 
need anyone to love me

rotting in my room

Fried By Fluoride cover

ear piercing treble and shitty vocals and mixing i dont care

Blackpill Beach

its about oyasumi punpun, chill on me

You show me your scars
bled on the backseat of the car
midnight drive committing crimes
both of us know its our time
dont like where u cut urself
only I should see u bleed
your dad hates it when i talk to you
he doesnt know about ur thigh tattoo

stick a needle in my eye
i'll never tire of your cries
you say i'll get cut if i leave
empty words dont mean a thing

hold a knife to my neck
i get cut if i misbehave
when you're gone i'll go right back
to where the cops had a wellness check
small disputes drive me insane
a noose is ready, its all in vain
when i die, im in isolation
flames burn dim compared to my separation

Abuse is a form of love

all work and no play

I'll Be Standing Here

Thrown the beer cans and all the junk that's piled up
To start a new life in the autumn days that passed

Remember all that seemed real, well not much
There'll come a time you said
For now the mind is dead again

What you said cut much too real
Was no big deal to you
Will there come a time instead
When all the love's not dead again

Dirt

You make me wanna dance when I feel embarrassed
You take me by the hand and then I am careless
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You make me feel okay when i start to freak out
You know just what to say to get me to calm down
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

You make me smile even when I am crying
You help me feel alright without even trying
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You got me thinking maybe I can still make friends
You make me wanna try to be a better person
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

aaa ooo (hard christ/kitten crisis cover)

Collab with Penguinband. It was supposed to go on his accounts, but he's stepping down from music.

nose to the grindstone (ft. penguinband)

"Lotus grow only in wetlands and thus symbolize the idea of ​​rising from ugliness and unrest." "The lotus is considered a symbol of purity and transcendence, as well as spiritual purification and liberation".

I'll Be Standing Here

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