a playlist of (nearly) every song i've made or worked on!

songs i've made/worked on!

songs from (most) bugmush members on soundcloud

the buglist

written and produced by me and @starsbeforesunrise
mastered by cherry

cherry:
empty
like the pit of my stomach
it left me
feeling cold and unwanted 
like the rainfall
i fall down down down
like a trust fall
will i hit the ground

dani:
if i wasnt dead you could have my heart
all i ever do is play a part
i dont wanna feel anymore
its tearing me apart, its tearing me apart
im gonna break before i bend
the best i can do is play pretend
im all alone once again
im back to the start, im back to the start

playpretend w/ starsbeforesunrise

full credit to @dramatrial for creating the original track!

home (jish flip)

drama trial - home (jish flip)

gasping for air | Track 1/6
produced by @irselr w additional prod by me
written, performed, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari

[Verse 1]
Hush, I don’t care anymore
You wrung me out like a towel and I don’t care for it
No more of all your lies to keep me trapped
In your fucking spider web until all the strings have snapped

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Verse 2]
You would rather forget it ever happened
But I’ll never abandon all the thoughts I had (in the moment)
My first impressions changed, now we don’t see eye to eye
Now we’re just seeing ghosts (and you’re just ghosting me)

[Bridge]
Leave me for dead, I wouldn’t mind to
Never see you again, I’m fine to simply
Die alone in my bed, and let the scavengers
Avenge me post my death

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Outro]
7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

7 dollar beverages {prod. irselr}

~ thought it would be cool to remix "home" again to see just how much my production skills have improved in the months since I put out my first remix!

 ~full credit again to @dramatrial for creating the original track and for providing me with the stems to make my remixes! :3

~ apart from the elements used from original song's stems, this flip was produced, mixed, and mastered by me! more original music (hopefully) coming soon!! :3

jish's home renovation! (drama trial - home [jish flip V2])

[LYRICS]

[dc98]
oh my god you're beautiful
sitting right there
not even a care

i got all my best clothes on
just in case you came along
but something you said
made me question it

i fell asleep in your arms
thinking about things that we did
you are my everything
but good things sometimes they just end

knew it would be me and you
'til the day we die
but something could go wrong
i can’t bring myself to wonder why

[quare]
yeah, i fell asleep in your arms 
and when I woke up you were gone
i thought i knew you better 
but it turns out i was wrong
when I was lost in the woods, i was looking for you
but you just drove me deeper, and i know now it wasn’t true

i’ve gotta retrace my steps
i was setting out on a quest
and what I’m looking for now
is a way out
you sang me a lullaby
to ease me in to all your lies
because i find you in the morning and
you left me in the night

dc98, quare, & jish! - lullaby

jish! - a snail's pace

[ARTIST DESCRIPTION]

Decided to try a couple new things out for this track, including recording vocals for the first time in a while!!!

[LYRICS]

don't ever call my phone
i just wanna be alone
alone, i just wanna be alone
alone, alone
so don't ever call my phone (my phone)

flash backward, when i was a teen
got my first number, it came with a screen (hey yo)
feelin so alive, or so it seemed
little did i know that shit would ruin everything (oh no)
turns out, the number was old though
got a couple texts, like "kathrine, where did you go?"
please, you got the wrong one, but they just keep on
callin me, textin me, botherin me, and i'm so fucking done

i'm not pickin up that phone
just tryna get some sleep and now you won't leave me alone (oh no)
walkin through my room, like where'd it go?
hangin up before i could decline you on my own (oh no)
i don't wanna pick it up
not another spam call, i'm like what the fuck, oh no
answerin machine like, hey what's up?
stumblin my words, nah i think i'll just hang up, the

phone, my phone
no don't ever call my phone,
my phone, my phone
i just wanna be alone
alone, alone
i'm not even that well-known
well-known, alone
so DON'T EVER CALL MY PHONE!

i'm not pickin up that phone
even when i need to, i get scared of dial tone (oh no)
i just get too worried on my own
parents make appointments for me, yeah it's sad i know
i don't wanna pick it up
i get fuckin anxious when i talk, yeah i get stuck
AuDHD, i'm outta luck
damn i'm just not built for this so i never pick up, my

phone, my phone
no don't ever call my phone,
my phone, my phone
i just wanna be alone
alone, alone
i'm not even that well-known
well-known, alone
so don't ever call my phone

jish! - DON'T CALL MY PHONE

self prod
vocals by me, @blissom, @d4niboi, @mintymints7, @jessicamaywhat, @quququinny, & @micahcallari

this shit took 2.5 years to finish LMAO

lyrics:

blissom:
[?]
boys can get lost, cause you know it's a girls night!

gupsemicolon:
y'all thought you had us till we pulled up with some nerf guns
you nothing but distraction while i go to make a drinks run
back the hell up, this lego uzi weigh a ton
i'm just toying with you bro, but you ain't no fun!

if you talk shit you get socked like its icarly
if this 808 breaks your speakers, i am not sorry
if i want it, imma have it my way like its burger king
walk into the function, make they jaws drop, #justgirlythings

of course it's cap rap, i don't leave my house
unless I'm breaking into yours (and i'm quiet as a mouse!)
hit a lick on your savings to do some robux buying
to any federal agents listening, i am literally lying

shoutout maia, went and took 2 jets, fuck the no-fly
went across the country got back and had some five guys
looking like some catboys, so i beat they ass nine times
get your ass on, your time is up, its me and my friends in the spotlight

daniboi:
hop in the back of my cart going fast
gonna ride around the block like we'll never run out of gas
these people piss me off, put a hole in one, take out the trash
pull up to your landlord's house and drive it right through the glass
pull up to the target/cvs like "where's the addy?"
just got my adhd diagnosis, i need the addy
kidnapping your isp and then i'm making them my caddy
told me not to scare the hoes, so i put on geogaddi

mentholgrrl:
i pull up to mcdonald's, order twenty apple pies
i pulled up to the place, i killed all the guys
i play minecraft, but you know i never die
i play yahtzee, you know i roll the die
i just got my boating license, you know i dockwise
i don't fuck with pepsi bro, give me that peptise
catch you drunk driving, you know i breathalize 
only monarchs I ever cared about, are butterflies

when the queen died, she was queen-size
when i spin, it's counter-clockwise
real eyes realize real lies
named myself after a rock, i crystalize

glasses with a wacky nose, i got that disguise
laughing at the crypto bros, why you etherize 
i'm a hero, you're a zero, you cannot divide
fuck you, i'm not rhyming the last line

jessica may:
i'm gonna blow you up like a damn balloon
i don't wanna see you soon, you're such a fucking fool
float the fuck away, you can't fucking stay
you're only drinks girly on a motherfucking sunday
you a bitch, yeah a little one, just a bit,
hit the pack, smoke some geen
got messed up, who would've foreseen
it's only sunday but it's coming up on girls night
anyone got a bud light?
i wanna drinks with the girlies
getting drunk with the girlies
getting silly with the girlies
(go fuck yourself, gupsemicolon!)

quququinny:
big '25, hopping on like it's '23
got doggirls from every breed, they all tryna message me
so i take them to my penthouse where i freak it
(where i freak it, what?)
throwing them a bone, and i put em all on leashes (huh?)
always saying real eyes realize real lies
quinny eats a burger, and no its not from five guys
yuh, its epic
draining harder than septic (ew)
draining harder than bladee
i'm making out with ladies *whistle adlib*

Micah Callari:
sticks and stones may break my bones
but words will never hurt me
'less it's from my bestie, texting from their phone that
"this just isn't working"
all i got are sticks and rocks, no bliss to tame me
girls just wanna have fun on the daily
boys just wanna have [SEX!] and hate me
spill my tea from the cup you gave me

GIRLS NIGHT!

type shit

lyrics video: https://youtu.be/qh4Kez9XU1M

prod: @core_tenant (additional prod by @nylaisntreal)

vocals (in verse order): 
@sioda_ie
@nyancrimew
@jessicamaywhat
@nylaisntreal
@annieversary
@core_tenant

yall dont shop at migrolino like we do

first bugmush song yippee !!!!!!!!
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writing: @gupsemicolon, @micahcallari, @quququinny, @erismirror, @jessicamaywhat, @mentholgrrl, @fuckitimjem
production: @gupsemicolon, @micahcallari, @quququinny, @rhinozz
mastering: @micahcallari, @rhinozz
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[intro: gupsemicolon, Micah Callari]
bitch, i'm 'boutta crash out, i love to text and drive
this interstate too boring, need to watch some family guy
pedestrians are bonus points, i hit them with my car
flash your brights, i'll brake check you, i love insurance fraud (gup yourself, micah callari)

[chorus: gupsemicolon, Micah Callari]
bitch, i'm 'boutta crash out, i love to text and drive
this interstate too boring, need to watch some family guy
pedestrians are bonus points, i hit them with my car
flash your brights, i'll brake check you, i love insurance fraud

[verse 1: quququinny]
okay, garmin, crash out, i am drivin' fast now
90 on the freeway, road rage makes me lash out
run a red light and i'll brace for the impact
doggirl needs to t-bone, she's tryna have some car sex
i sext while i'm racin' down the highway
unless you drive fast, you best get outta my lane
drunk as fuck and speedin' down the backroads
swervin' left and right as i take my date back home

[verse 2: eris mirror]
it's a bugmush life, in the street it's on sight
i hate payin' taxes so i don't, yeah
i am not the biggest fan of the government
peter griffin on my phone, ah, to help me stomach it
you better come correct when you step into that hive
pull up with the hammers, no one's gettin' out alive
industry thinks that i'm a cash cow
but if you fool me twice, then i might just crash out
(twice, then i might just crash out) f-f-fool me twice, then i might just crash out
i can't sign to a label, my swag too different
my bag too heavy, they'd kill me! (f-f-fool me twice, then i might just crash out)

[verse 3: jessica may]
crash out, crash out, hit the wall, all smashed out
drivin' off all fast now, think i've blown my back out
back out, back out, goin' very fast now
beatin' like a heart but i'm not in my car now
stack out, stack out, insurance pourin' racks out
metaphor for tits but i ain't getting those out
pass out, pass out, everythin' is black now
drove so fast i passed out, think i had a crashout

[chorus: gupsemicolon, Micah Callari]
bitch, i'm 'boutta crash out, i love to text and drive
this interstate too boring, need to watch some family guy
pedestrians are bonus points, i hit them with my car
flash your brights, i'll brake check you, i love insurance fraud

[verse 4: mentholgrrl, Micah Callari]
family had a garmin when i was like five
got my learner's license but i don't know how to drive
plus that shit's long expired
let me be your designated driver
parking lot, parking lot, sledgehammer in the parking lot
i pull up on a cybertruck, i make that chassis crumple up
trunk cut a couple fingers off a lucky license holder
call me miss 808, 'cause yeah, i'm crashing out

[verse 5: Micah Callari]
out, out, out, out, out, get me out of this
house, house, house right now, i'm spiraling
down, down, down to the floor, goin' in, fallin' out like a wedding vow
i'm on the brink of somethin' that you've never seen before
a girl who saw her life get turned to shreds and then ignored
she sought for the pieces she saw others tear apart
"eureka!" she said, then they found her dead in her heart
(heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart)

[verse 6: Jem]
cra— cra— crash out, ass stains on the dashboard
if you know me well, you'll never be bored
crash now, brain matter on a silver ford
i don't think i am anymore
this road head had the price of life
i go 95 and i learn to fly
crash out, car wreck with no survivors
'cause that fucking doggirl didn't turn on her blinkers

[outro: jellyroots]
no, no, be the bigger person, be the bigger person
i'm not gonna do that
i'm gonna hit you with my car, beep-beep!

CRASHOUT!!

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jish! - DON'T CALL MY PHONE

to be determined.