prod me :)

my favorite song i've ever made...

lyrics

i saw things in my dreams
things i can't believe
things you can't deceive
wasted all my time
on shit that don't matter
falls and it clatters (on the floor)
and so I think sometimes I pray (i pray)
for better days cause I know nothing's coming (coming)

i take a breath
i'm wasting steps
i cover my eyes
don't wanna die

stand up talk to me
hands up choose wisely
hell bent on dying
cause you can't revive me

so it's been hard
these last few years
nobody ever gives a damn
cause not even a necromancer
can get me out my dreams
this never ending nightmare
is always what it seems
i wanna leave

cast a spell from outside
bounce off and hit my eye
and it entered my brain
now i'm wasting away
saw it all
going down

i keep on changing
time a wasting
mental breaking

i take a breath
i'm wasting steps
i cover my eyes
don't wanna die

stand up talk to me
hands up choose wisely
hell bent on dying
cause you can't revive me

strobe lights as I'm leaving
thought you would die at a reason
i lose my mind every season
that's why dark magic don't work
i try to hide it, but it hurts
ah, losing you
ah, losing you
ah, losing you
(you, you)

necromancer

:3

ig:
@mykamabandos
@xanstro

prod. by wander
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEX4_OHj5rg

[verse 1: myka]
everyday feels like another dollar that i just wasted
got a dream, but i don't know if i have the guts to face it
i got friends who tell me, "aye you and i, we're gonna make it"
but despite all the encouragement, i don't wanna trace it back
i'm not ready for the failures that ima endure
got me 1, 2 stepping my way out through the door
if you got me, then i got you
if you make it, ima argue
nobody deserves it more than me

[chorus: myka & xanstro]
pull up, hop out 
can’t feel unseen
bitch you know we hot as fuck
we light it up like kerosene
and i bring the mood up
yo bitch happy, call me sertraline
yeah you know we fresh as fuck
we shine it up like mr. clean
(x2)

[verse 2: xanstro]
off the rip you know i’m smoking off the zip
you can call me takumi
cuz i’m whipping that 86
fuck up off my shoulder
i just call that shit a chip
i aint changing anything
i’m just flipping the script
when i’m whipping in that shit call that tokyo drift
feel like uzumaki the way that im making it twist
call me zabuza because i’m coming from the mist
i’m bringing the pain
bitch you will cease to exist

[chorus: myka & xanstro]
pull up, hop out 
can’t feel unseen
bitch you know we hot as fuck
we light it up like kerosene
and i bring the mood up
yo bitch happy, call me sertraline
yeah you know we fresh as fuck
we shine it up like mr. clean
(x2)

[outro: myka & xanstro]
yeah, i know im the best
you can't fuck with me, the wicked gets no fucking rest
bet i make her kitty purr
she a flo rida
got the boots on with the fur
im a fast riser
she gon let me hit cuz i just be a little guy
ima hit it so good, she gon feel like she flying
i won't ever say im worthless
that's a fucking lie
cuz ima do what i want
don't need no reason why

lyrics & melody written by myka & xanstro

colon three (ft. xanstro) [prod. by wander]

Mirrors

samples used:
demi lovato - heart attack
ericdoa - dancinwithsomebawdy
calvin harris - i need your love (feat. ellie goulding)
daniel caesar - get you (feat. kali uchis)

[LYRICS]
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show

So I'm putting my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that,
I think I'd have a heart atta-

think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-

think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart attack

Dancin' with somebody, please never remind me
That one point in my life I ever wanted you by me
She pretty, but she conniving, giant waste of my timin'
Always leaving me crying, some reason I like it
Dancin' with somebody, please never remind me
That one point in my life I ever wanted you by me
She pretty, but she conniving, giant waste of my timin'
Always leaving me crying, some reason I like it

Ooh, who would've thought I'd get you?
You make me glow
Ooh, who would've thought I'd get you?
You make me glow

think I'd have a
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-

think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart attack

think I'd have a heart attack
think I'd have a

leumas - deadwithoutlove

silkscarf's flip of Love Is A Many Razor Bladed Thing by DOOPEES

[LYRICS]
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE (x∞)

silkscarf - Love Is A Many Razor Bladed Thing (Flip)

the invadervie rant but chopped to be unlistenable but somewhat decipherable

njdevilsfan2004 - do we really need anyone else?

[LYRICS]

love yourself
love yourself
love your
love your
love yourself
it was like 3:37 in the morning or something
i thought about how you hurt yourself and act like it’s nothing
but it hurts me too
it hurts me more than you’d ever think
you’re blinded by emotions baby you’re crying ink
aye aye
i think you should love yourself
or maybe get some fucking help
i think it’s hard for me to judge
but why don’t you want me there and such
i’m not asking for much
not even physical touch
maybe i’m disappointed a little tiny bit
but you get what you get don’t pitch a fit
so please just love yourself
so please just love yourself
and maybe just get some fucking help
and maybe just get some fucking help
you can’t deny it feels great
so please drop the self hate
i’m tired of dealing with your dealing
call me the man tied to your ceiling
watching you rot away from above
i can’t be the only one you love
love yourself
love yourself

briared - luv urself

(i'm literally just trying to have a good time)
(can you leave us alone?)

do you want to confuse me?
cause if you're trying it's working  

so many self contradictions
you didn't think i was listening

all your words are so careless
your foundation is cracking

if i was all yours
would i have to watch my back then?

(i'm a monster)
(oh my god aaah!)

all this sneaking around 
has got my heart racing
(heart racing, my heart racing)
is it in my head?
or can you feel your heart racing 
(heart racing, heart racing)

i never want this to end
inside my head, i'm pacing
(but it feels amazing)
how far can i bend
when i can feel my heart racing
(heart racing haaaaaa)

(i'm not crazy)
(monster)

do you wanna confuse me?
because you are
confusing me

(i'm not crazy)
(well, maybe i'm a little bit crazy)

nothingtoseeherelolxo

tides (prod grayskies)

shoutout to yandere/kamidere for the song
JB (somebody to love) lol

this track was just a fun mash up idea, not to be taken serious

for you i'd write a symphony (bbyfruit mashup)

up Tempo (drac drac)

online music community (following (most) members)

silkscarf - Love Is A Many Razor Bladed Thing (Flip)

to be determined.