i watched a man die last night
shoveled pills but they couldn’t even keep him alive
and when i saw my reflection in those empty eyes
i bit my tongue

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

if i see your face again i think i'll fall apart
conflated, left in idle stress, you found your way in to my art
floating down the lake bed, tears piled in my arms
cos it all leads down to something less, we feel so small amongst the stars

if i die here wondering, "was i ever enough?"
deflated, lost the confidence to bottle it up
falling through the mattress, fear boils and erupts
no lifeline can save me drowning, i'm giving up

so i looked to myself
and asked “who the hell am i?
was the death of who i was a noble sacrifice?”
shoveled pills and then drank the liquid suicide
i’ll let fate carry me tonight

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

PERMADEATH

smoke a bitch like an elf bar

The public becomes disillusioned by the recent behavior of a once beloved celebrity.

fragile creatures

Lorem ipsum - Fame itself ✼

paranoia (self prod)

Met with nothing but hate from the world she knows, she seeks out a new comfort. 
-
The first single to expathmia's upcoming concept album!

The Occurrence

samples used:
demi lovato - heart attack
ericdoa - dancinwithsomebawdy
calvin harris - i need your love (feat. ellie goulding)
daniel caesar - get you (feat. kali uchis)

[LYRICS]
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show

So I'm putting my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that,
I think I'd have a heart atta-

think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-

think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart attack

Dancin' with somebody, please never remind me
That one point in my life I ever wanted you by me
She pretty, but she conniving, giant waste of my timin'
Always leaving me crying, some reason I like it
Dancin' with somebody, please never remind me
That one point in my life I ever wanted you by me
She pretty, but she conniving, giant waste of my timin'
Always leaving me crying, some reason I like it

Ooh, who would've thought I'd get you?
You make me glow
Ooh, who would've thought I'd get you?
You make me glow

think I'd have a
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-

think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart attack

think I'd have a heart attack
think I'd have a

leumas - deadwithoutlove

uhh jish loop

[LYRICS]

[ intro ]

in my psyche ur overzealous and its more than likely, love u wanna fight me

she wanna try me, going in my head she's trifling

u dont wanna go, don't wanna conversate

all these feelings in my head u cant accommodate

oh no, she wanna pick my brain apart it goes like numb

thought ud love me like nobody else

what happened to trust u made me overwhelmed
i'm going insane in my head, some things i wish you never said

so i fall in the dark

i wont fall too far

fall apart

[ chorus ]

wanna be my counterpart u aint allat
stop hitting my line don't call back
try running my line, gonna crawl back
not a single time that i thought that i would fall back

cuz i dont love u no more
i'm focused on the bands now, run it up run it up

do u wanna say more i don't wanna say so i don't wanna say nun u gon bring the payload

wanna be my counterpart u aint allat
stop hitting my line don't call back
try running my line, gonna crawlback
not a single time that i thought that i would fall back

yeah i dont wanna fall in love again, got money in my mind got a couple checks
check boy u dont wanna go, think i lost my love for u so u dont wanna know

[ bridge ]

said im falling apart
ooo
she fell from the stars
now im running for more
she tried to knock on the door
no im gone
no im gone

[ chorus ]

wanna be my counterpart u aint allat
stop hittin my line dont call back
try running my line, gonna crawlback
not a single time that i thought that i would fall back

cuz i dont love u no more
im focused on the bands now, run it up run it up

do u wanna say more i dont wanna say so i dont wanna say nun u gon bring the payload

wanna be my counterpart u aint allat
stop hittin my line dont call back
try running my line, gonna crawlback
not a single time that i thought that i would fall back

yeah i dont wanna fall in love again, got money in my mind got a couple checks
check boy u dont wanna go, think i lost my love for u so u dont wanna know

qlein & lightt - fall in the dark

jish! - city stroll 1989

[LYRICS]

Did you like my cupcake? I got it special made,
I got it- got it special made, did you like my cupcake?
I got it made for you, I hope you swallow me too,
I hope you swallow me too, special made for you.

Uh, all alone on the closing shift,
gotta get done and get home,
it's colder in here without all of the people,
and I really wish that I wasn't so alone.
Walk over to my locker, there's a note,
laying on my backpack by my coat, try this cupcake I made for you.
Who left this here, well i guess i have to

Do you taste the opium? I laced- It's laced with opium,
We're gonna have a lot of fun, its special made- with opium,
Feel your body start to tingle, feel your body letting go,
We're gonna have a lot of fun, I hope you swallow me whole.

sparklecringe - cupcake

wake up

Close my Eyes (ellis)

online music community (following (most) members)

qlein & lightt - fall in the dark

to be determined.