lyrics:

Lay me down I can take the pain
Beds of nails honestly I wait
Turn me on abuse me while I say
Baby I love u I would never stray
When hope is gone will will lead the way
Ive been fucked over and I pray
You dont take advantage of my state
When im gone ill protect u from the grave
Weekends I would spend stuck on you I regret
Still Id save for the death of me I feel u in my chest
Id give u my breath and
I would carry u on my back
But I settle for the worst fate yet
Alright
No matter my path I swear im alright
Right over my head she’s burning all ties
Thank me when im dead when I expire

Watch her Mutalate My open eyes
She Evisercates The last of us
Our human brains Could not comprehend the reasoning
But I await her reckoning
Request the help and ill spit in ur face
This does not feel how its suppose to feel
I feel lonely right now good time to break the seal
So I drink till im big numb
Its the only time I could say something with confidence
After that call I cant help but wonder how the morning went
Dont say sorry cause I know u’d cave and do it again
Id rather be alone than to make amends At this cross roads

Check the time Im sorry that im not sober tho
I put big bucks in this bottle so imma put that down my throat
Im tryna dodge this ash that’s falling I cant let it hit my clothes
Im not tryna fuck im just tryna get lit then go home
 I fell I left planet earth
I need to think with my feelings first
Part the crowd up cause I walk thru turnt
Take me on my word I cannot be burnt out right now
Cause I do not care if u were feeling me right now
Im in that zone u dont glue to me right now
Im thinking about the shit they put me thru before right now
Let me be the proof they will never choose for me right now

Watch her Mutalate My open eyes
She Evisercates The last of us
Our human brains Could not comprehend the reasoning
But I await her reckoning
Request the help and ill spit in ur face
This does not feel how its suppose to feel
I feel lonely right now good time to break the seal
So I drink till im big numb
Its the only time I could say something with confidence
After that call I cant help but wonder how the morning went
Dont say sorry cause I know u’d cave and do it again
Id rather be alone than to make amends At this cross roads

mutilate (branwen)

big blue

just a vent, very drunk rn 
shoutout my brother @jolst on the production



tell me baby does he write you songs? 
blood all on my pillow when i wake up shit is wrong
i been takin 30’s got me itchin i can’t stop 
every time i think i got a hit it start to flop
i wish that i never saw those numbers from the start 
try not to let it bug me but i can’t lie it hurt my heart
i spill my soul on the mic n go smoke a dart 
shoutout to big veins we just alike in that regard 

everybody write bout doin drugs, it’s ok
but u ain’t ever threw up in ur sleep it burn ur lungs
i been sippin lean for 4 days babe im havin fun, ay
feel my heart beatin in my chest i’m dying young
and words are powerful theyll kill u like a gun 
watch the shit u speak cus ur whole life it becomes
people love to talk their shit but watch em when i run
when i fly to USA im landin with a punch 

i got G.E.R.D
regurgitation ): 
might pop a 40
and float away and
can’t stand you phonies
so go away yea
got good friends round me
but they won’t stay, yea 
and i’m used to that 
always been the same 
since a small boy i been
always filled with hate 
but i love my momma 
and i love my dad :)
and i’m thankful daily
for the shit i have 

maybe life is okay
maybe it’s not that bad 
i got someone who loves me
can’t argue with that <3 
i still get so fucked up
til i can’t call a cab 
i been tryna love myself 
but i don’t love me back 
i still wake everyday 
with shit on my shoulders i’m a heavyweight
get away
from all the negative things i always say 
fill the page
with shit i would think but i would never say
care+ in my drink 
but i been tryna get in better shape 

i can’t even think yea 
baby i’m just sitting here recording with a drink yea 
shoutout to the gang 
that’s double L all on my krink yeah 
shoutout to the goat jolst 
can’t wait till we link yeah <3 (love u bro) 

n i still wear a hoodie 
even when it’s hot
pull it over my face
so u can’t see me rot
baby take your hood down
girl i’m self conscious
everybody talkin money $$$
don’t know what a job is 

i guess this is what they call 
a r- release 
i just love you all so much 
that i can’t even speak
i feel fuckin worthless
but you’re all helping me
this one for the soundcloud
ima go to sleep … 

(love u all bro i get a lil soppy when i am drunk sorry )

maybe its not that bad (jolst)

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/5qPelNPKmJU 

HELLBREAKER EP COMING SOON

Written & Performed By teddybear
Produced, Recorded, Mixed & Mastered By bleachh
Art By Zack Gucci Lazar
ig: tddybrr
ig: ih8bleachh

HELL (UNBROKEN)

VIDEO

HELL (UNBROKEN) (PROD. BLEACHH) [+VIDEO]

[thank you for riding with SEMTEX, mr cook. 
we hope you enjoy your time with us. 
in the event of an emergency please try to remain calm. we will do everything we can to resolve the issue and keep you safe.

approaching depth of 1000 metres.]

its been, it’s been
it’s been a rough few months since i was sober
i had everything i wanted now it’s over 
these metal walls keep me safe 
from the slaughter
“home” is what i call her 
i got the guts to run away now i’m cornered

so i finally packed my bags like i told her
now i’m inside this iron lung in this water 
and im sinkin in this ship with my trauma
close my eyes and i ignore her 
at this entrance of this cave i think i saw her 

ima show everybody back home
that i’m not a waste of flesh blood and bones 
ima get some pictures get out n go home
finally safe from the sight of her name on my phone
in this dark blue wasteland cold and alone 
nobody but myself and a radio 
i’ll probably never surface here yeah i know
maybe i shouldn’t have got in this 3x3 coffin

[approaching depth of 3000 metres]

it’s been a rough few months since i was sober
i had everything i wanted now it’s over 
these metal walls keep me safe 
from the slaughter
“home” is what i call her 
i got the guts to run away now i’m cornered

so i finally packed my bags like i told her
now i’m inside this iron lung in this water 
and im sinkin in this ship with my trauma
close my eyes and i ignore her 
at this entrance of this cave i think i saw her 

[approaching depth of 5000 metres]

it’s a long way down (jolst)

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Serotonin Ceasefire (ft. hamilton)

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vocals and vocal mixing by harvest & @softhert
production, art, mixing and mastering by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/34VhUvDzq44inyDbw05Qig?si=D6dT9OxpTVCiQhocVHbVTA
instagram: www.instagram.com/harvest

lyrics:
(harvest)
oh well it's whatever
keep my head in the clouds
i have been so tethered
no chance of me coming down 
it is just something
hope it won't stick around
thoughts are getting hazy
can you come punch me down

i know my heart is trapped in space
tried to get it back in different ways
an exercise in showing restraint
but here i am stuck in the same place 
x2

stuck in the same place

(softheart) [i'm just guessing these lyrics]
yeah
my heads hanging off 
right before it falls 
it was down the hall
just december cold
but im not gonna chase you if you have to go
you never come on easy
it never comes when i need it
i sound more suss when i mean it
choke on my tongue when im speaking
and im such a second guesser
internally debate on if its worth the effort
and its just an act you cant keep up forever
im just trying my best to keep my self together
and you could give me an answer
but i rather u dont say
and im such a second glancer overthinking things
yeah and im tryna be a friend you would wanna have for me 
and the second im in my head you're just chucking me away
you're just chucking me away

(harvest)
i know my heart is trapped in space
tried to get it back in different ways
an exercise in showing restraint
but here i am stuck in the same place

spotify

same place (feat. softheart)

it’s a lot


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