Fuck. I love this on a personal level. Although im still struggling, i look forward to having that same kind of love again.

reminds me a little bit of lilpeep, loving this so much right now..

Midnight Reverie

awake

when i'm breathing in your innocence
and drowning in your bed
i can't help but be immersed
in every word i haven't said

when i'm drinking to forget your face
or crying out your name
i try so hard to remember
you're the one who takes the blame

if you show up now with arms
i know i would collapse
'cause i can't survive without you now
i promise that's a fact

you're the barrel of a loaded gun
you're falling chunks of hail
but, my dear, i swear to god
that without you i'd derail

innocence

12:54 am

passed out in some garage
someone broke my guitar
spilled beer on your friend's couch
but i'm not fucking sorry
i'll see you tomorrow
i've gotta sleep some more
and when i leave your house
you'll hear me slam the door

i woke up in the eve-
ning with you in my bed
i wondered what was going on
i wondered what we said
both of us high as hell
surprised that we could speak
said something fucking stupid
and then you said to me

i don't know where i'm goin'
and i don't know what i feel
and i don't know who i am
or what is real

got a gig tonight
don't think i have a ride
supposed to start at 6
i'll be there at 9
what the hell's my name?
i don't remember it
and who plays in my band?
oh, i don't give a shit

i might hit the town
like where's the party at?
and stuff my fucking face
until i have a heart attack
i'm probably better off
a memory or dream
but for now i'm here
at least that's how it seems but

https://rapperatlas.bandcamp.com/album/im-happy

i'm happy

all night long

organs

you & i cover w/ atlas

this is an album about the fears and tremors that come with love, and the crisis of not knowing your own identity as yours.

enjoy.

fog & obscure

download

apathy

feelin' gross & morose

lyrics:
don't love an artist
if you don't love yourself
'cause they'll paint all your flaws
and they'll make them look beautiful as hell

and don't love an artist
if you like what they make
'cause you'll be immortalized in thousands of notebook lines
and splotches of paint

and when they leave
you'll be stuck with a hole in your chest
with the scent of their skin
and the feel of their bed where they rest
and you can't forget
'cause you live in their works
and when you see those pieces
they just make you feel worse

'cause they knew who you are
oh, they knew very well
but the truth is that now
what you're left with is only a shell

so don't love an artist
'cause they'll take who you were
and they'll hide you in acronyms
bury you deep in the shapes of their words

and when they leave
you'll be stuck with a hole in your chest
with the scent of their skin
and the feel of their bed where they rest
and you can't forget
'cause you live in their works
and when you see those pieces
they just make you feel worse

they just make you feel worse

dont love an artist

don't love an artist

hey, thanks for 50k <3

additional rock stuff at the end by me :~)

lyrics:
thank you for every moment shared
for every hug and kiss when i was stepping over there
to visit you... some might not think it's fair
but all the time i got to spend as yours and all the care
was more than i could ever ask for
you treated me respectfully and that's more
than anyone else... but now i'm sat sore
caught up in my panic like a task force is breaking down my back door

and i hope to see you thrive, to see you thrive

'cause i'm lying in my bed
with my pillow held over my head
wishing that the weight of all this stress
could hold it down and stop my breath

we must go our seperate ways
i know that is the truth
i wish that i could travel back
to the moments spent with you

and freeze time and space in a silent place
to appreciate your smile for a little bit longer

i'll try to be stronger than i am

a wistful remembrance

stronger than i am (prod. mt marcy)

thanks a million
cover photo shot by alex aka soupisnasty

you were a savior to me
a break in my aching routine
you picked me up, put me back on feet
and now that you've left, i'm breaking

i'm glad that you're doing well
it's a sight for sore eyes, can't you tell?
nothing makes me feel my missions complete
like knowing you smile where you dwell

chameleon boy
chameleon boy
you're blending in
just like everyone else
in the wreckage
of all i destroyed

chameleon boy

tea

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