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end up the same w/ ✰RSQ✰ (prod. oc)

Sometimes we don’t text for hours… (teddyboi x jang0)

- xo.jalen:
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lyrics

I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
But I don’t feel nothing
Less I’m drawin blood man
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something

Swear this world so crazy
So I stay faded
N I’m smokin, smokin, smokin’
Just to get me to the day end
Jimmys w the ray banz
Constantly jaded
If you wanna meet my team
This is God, and I’m Jalen
Man this world so crazy
So I stay faded
Forgive me if I forget
I can’t remember the day, shit
But god now it’s all painless
Wash me away in
Pools of the liquor
And a towel made of blades, man

Wish that I could stop
I really really cant
I really really wish that I could be a fucking man
Thats that shit they ain’t never fucking understand
My whole life man I was stepped on, so now nobody can

Now nobody can
I’m an animal without a den
Every day Im in my car
Doin laps around the land
Lookin’ for a play, man I’m lookin’ for some fuckin’ bands
If you speak my name, then I’m lookin’ for your fuckin head

I wanna feel something
I’m not talkin’ drugs man
But I don’t feel nothing
Less I’m drawin blood man
I wanna feel something
I’m always on drugs man
But I don’t feel nothing
Less I’m drawin blood man

I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
But I don’t feel nothing
Less I’m drawin blood man
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something

Swear this world so crazy
So I stay faded
N I’m smokin, smokin, smokin’
Just to get me to the day end
Jimmys w the ray banz
Constantly jaded
If you wanna meet my team
This is God, and I’m Jalen
Man this world so crazy
So I stay faded
Forgive me if I forget
I can’t remember the day, shit
But god now it’s all painless
Wash me away in
Pools of the liquor
And a towel made of blades, man

I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
But I don’t feel nothing
Less I’m drawin blood man
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something

PAINLESS p. bagman boog

Plastic Love

downpour II

leaves

a track idea that stemmed from a conversation I had with a girl about taking things slow and finding comfort in that slowness. Then it became a more "Hallmark"-Esque idea mixed with the thought process of that as well as having a feature from Yami that adds to the "i like how slow this is going i'm happy with however this goes" But throwing in that little anxiety that occurs in the back of your head

Taking It Slow Cause We've Both Been Broken (Ft.Yami)

Lyrics

Ever feel sick at night you can’t breathe
Like you ain’t last before the morning
Like when she says it’s over like nothing then expecting me to get sleep
It’s crazy how 2 words stir 2 different feelings inside me
One wishes you luck and the other wonders if you gave a fuck about me

I gotta pave a new path for me 
For one enough looking pitifully down at me
Keeping me grounded nah you keeping the ground to me
claiming I don’t make sense while you changing around money

Fuck I think it’s better to go
Cause You turned into a person that I’m certain that I don’t even know
Won’t lie it’s hurting my soul 
But it’s alright if I die tonight cause im ready to go

even after this I’ll manage to manage
Talking myself into getting reset n up n  distracted  it’s eminent  
If I don’t it’ll end up with action and in the end
Dice roll one of us in a casket with evidence 
Of the other that had control of what did or what didn’t happen just a second cause I couldn’t imagine our end
All of our messages sent
Every second we spent
I’m locking them deep inside but I won’t lie its in hopes I forget
 
Double the dose
Cause you’re trapped inside my mind I don’t know where to go
They say time heals all and I ain’t saying that’s wrong
But I need the peace and quiet cause I’m running real low
on patience to go
that’s the sedatives role
to cure me at least at ease the feelings I hold
But fuck that I ain’t lasting that long 
my breaths going cold 
and my energy’s depleted and gone

Not Going To Lie, You’re Mentally Draining (prod. hans)

DGAF

Lyrics :

Half these dudes tryna get to me so they using you 
Anything to try and push my buttons maybe loosen screws 
They don’t know it’s none to push up on em jus a flight or two 
Shoulda never let me grab a mic n get my vibe n tune 
My baby mama keep trippin she got my vibe outta line 
The way she keeps on tryna walk in and out of my life 
I’ve never met a person who prioritizes my life 
So I got used to keeping my darkest thoughts tucked inside 
When people die they’re often missed in the strangest ways 
I don’t gotta stress that I’m never getting replaced 
If I leave then I left you only stand in my place 
 Shorty tryna forget me but then admits it’s a phase 
If you asked my opinion she treating this like a game 
It’s a shame you thinking bout me whether asleep or awake 
Me I sleep fine I ain’t had a bad dream in days 
The shit I hallucinate these days don’t contain yo face
How many times can I keep dying on the inside 
And reaching out for help from the people to my side 
Beggin with em pleading with emto help me revive 
I still remember every time that you left me to die 
How many more funerals in this life can i attend 
How many bridges can I walk across  or try to mend 
I couldn’t even  find god at this point if I tried to repent 
Doing all these drugs can’t really be how my life gets spent 
If you really loved me then you wouldn’t always leave 
You wouldn’t turn around as soon as you get within reach 
You’d listen to the same type of shit that you always preach 
I just had to see you want problems and never peace

Solitude Freestyle (prod. Dae Wylder)

Fuck it I don’t wanna think about this anymore
All you care about is money and the wealth thinking bout yourself sleeping on the floor
Cause you got to drunk when you at the club feeling people up dancing like a whore
Not even surprised all the fucking lies that you told me night after night after night I’m done

your insane bitch ass mistake number one
You think I’ll play your game bitch I just won
Your type they just take and they take and you acting so fake I swear I hate the look on your face so much I could throw up

But I guess that’s how it never went
No no no everything’s went different 
Thinking up the best excuses in your head
Messages never sent
Better yet
Never even deleted them
Or when I walked in 
To another dude sleeping in my bed
Yeah Remember that

But I guess not
I guess your memory shredded from how hard you taking back shots
Or maybe all the alcohol mixed with greed that’s in your system
But it’s prolly cause you never gave a shit and don’t wanna listen
Too busy getting dick from a group of six damn you make me sick glad I ended it cause I’m
So done with you

Confused n Conflicted (prod. justdan)

produced by matego
engineered by matego 
written and performed by matego

Greed

Im a 20 year old artist that enjoys writing music that is relatable as well as connects with others based off of my own personal experiences, I am trying to explore all genres eventually but as of now I have a very nice lofi hip hop sound that is very simillair to shiloh, XXXTentacion, sadboyprolific, powfu,rxseboy, Snøw, and laeland, i hope that you guys find messages in my music to help get through hard times 🖤

Taking It Slow Cause We've Both Been Broken (Ft.Yami)

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