slight tribute to Robert miles , he was one of few who inspired me to grab my computer and first try making music at a very young age, rest in peace .

Odyssey

Sample: https://soundcloud.com/vinxis/sidetracked-day

i liked the song and i remixed it

picture by @y0run0si

broken apart

inspired by
Lzie - ツンデレ理論
( https://soundcloud.com/user-689895273/rfbl2amzncho )
Lzie - me222351lot
( https://soundcloud.com/lzieeeeeeee/me222351lot )
愛崎 えみる - raspberry cube (Nightcore Edit) 
( https://soundcloud.com/user-733442839/raspberry-cube-nightcore-edit )
shuffleアニメ版、完走できておらず……

Time Has Come

my pain

i have a ton of these i might drop more ngl

BANDCAMP: https://djsquidgyblack.bandcamp.com/album/pokedex-vol-2-hash-region

🐦‍⬛♣️- BANETTE -♣️🐦‍⬛

exile do something

Greatness comes with a heavy cost...
Again and again, I am paying the price to have a glimpse.
Sometimes I hate myself, sometimes I wave my pride.
Most of the time, I can't see the "great" thing, at anything.
I sank, let all go. I disintegrate, fail altogether.
I thrive, have burnout, and am seen as a disaster.
It's sad to see that it's all in my mind, and nobody actually cares.
But everyone judges the reason why I should be praised.

It is said that in the end, I didn't change; I can't change.
As I realize how pointless all the change is, just to become someone else,
I just lose the passion, I just can't answer who I am.
But it is not about that someone either, I wanted it for myself.
Hurt myself just to escape from pain. That's the irony.

Whatever I do, whoever I become,
Inside of me always craves for that greatness,
To achieve such goals, he needs to suffer.
Killing that just makes me miserable.
To not reach my dreams, not be the one I want to be.
Because of that, I am tired of harming myself.
I am tired of fixing myself.
I am tired of everything.
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Essentially a remake of my previous piece, The Lost.
The Lost was about, the lost. It overflows with sadness and acceptance.
However, this is not about the temporary moments and individuals. This is about the curse of ambition. Trying to be the number one, searching the greatness, making ultimate sacrifices, hurting people and myself.
I was always a perfectionist. Sometimes, I try to take a pacifist approach, living life for moments, friends, fun and so on. However, I become a shell of myself. If I give up all my ambition, I just turn into a husk of a distant memory...

I am searching for a way to achieve perfection without damaging any more people, or myself.

I am tired

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dreamrender

New content everyday

Support Artist : @traumatizednb

Forthcoming the 28th of November on : @user-293526150

Traumatize - Run [Premiere]

emotion roulette

A Composer with big dreams

Right now, I am studying in Hannover (HMTMH) as an Erasmus Student. I haven't uploaded any music for a while, but don't worry - I will be back stronger than before.

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Bio: I was born in Istanbul in 2004. Started music education with piano at the age of 7, went to Eskişehir Conservatory for piano education in middle and high school, and started composition studies at Bilkent University in 2022. 

The composition journey began with constant improvisations on the piano. I composed my first finished piece during the COVID-19 lockdown, and since then, I have continued to write. Throughout my journey, I have experimented with various music genres, styles, and disciplines, and I continue to do so.

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My Website
https://cosmiccats.neocities.org/

GO SUPPORT @KiveXewo !!! (my brother)

I am tired

Alperen Demirkaya (The Cosmic Cat)