GHOSTLY KISSES- DONT KNOW WHY.

hold me close becuase 
I ain't loved in a while 
and you're the reason I don't smile 
been alone for a while now 
could it be so simple 
couldn't ever be so simple yea 
girl your hearts a shattered window mines more like a torn up rubber band 
i wish things had ended different 
you don't know what you had till it's gone 
i wish things had ended different
sad thing is nothing would be different if I did it all again
keeping my head up cuz there's no other way 
running from love cuz there's no other way 
high up above smoking my lungs away
thinking of us the distance is miles away
push came to shove showed u my love today 
idgaf I wish that I could today 
it's been hella rough 
but im calling it bluff that don't think of us 2 
intuition keep telling me that u thinking bout me and what had we gone thru 
double up just to double down 
life's a gamble without u I'm running out 
if could I would best believe it 
loving u deeply by me leaving 
I've been hurt all fucking season 
I'm no good for u I mean it
I meant it 
when u die look for me in heaven 
I'll be there awaiting ur presence
maybe then we can start what was forever destined yea

If you're still listening (Prod. Dan Darmawan)

NOTHING PREPARED

Download here: cloudellyn.bandcamp.com/album/stillness-reigns

Ocean and silence
And a space within it all
Over reliance
On a temporary wall

A glass room inside a sea in the mind
A great view if you don't need to breathe

Would I need it, if I knew you?
Could I really know you, in some time?
Give me time

Glass Room

Adam Green & Binki Shapiro - Here I Am

Good Good Blood - I'm So Ugly

Damien Rice - Orchard

to make it through the day

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shaky hands

https://cloudellyn.bandcamp.com/album/you-are-not-the-only-light

here’s a pressure in my head
Or a looming sense of dread
Haven’t checked my phone all day
Every thought is delayed

Rose in terror from my bed
Read a text that only said,
“You are not the only light,
You are one in a long line”

Sorry I haven’t answered back
Words move slowly through the feedback
I hope you are doing well today, I’m ok

I still need you
To tell me that its light that we move through,
Though I know it
Hung in the room,
The current is a specter of the bloom
That we flow in

Each little move
Reverberates across dependent moods
Without warning
I am consumed
By echos of the silence I exhume
Every morning

You Are Not the Only Light

Luminaire (+)

how far you went

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the smallest one

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