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How do you know that you made traces? Is it necessary to have made an big impact in life? Or is life just as valuable if your tracks are gone as soon as you leave?

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Somos su Iglesia

« Some people choose to see the ugliness in this world, the disarray. I choose to see the Beauty.  To believe there is an order to our days.  A purpose. »  —  Dolores Abernathy

Through Your Side

Good times gone (alt version)

🔻 Song Insight
PRESSED is a visceral, seductive dive into the psychology of desire, dominance, and emotional surrender. Wrapped in a late-night, neon-drenched aesthetic, the track dances between control and vulnerability — between power play and emotional need. It's not just about lust; it’s about the unspoken contracts we make in intimacy, the thrill of giving in, and the quiet ache of needing someone enough to lose yourself. The pulsing synths and vocoder whispers turn this into an experience — not just a song — where every line presses against the boundary of consent, craving, and catharsis. For those who have ever fallen for the wrong person just right, PRESSED hits deep.

🔻 Lyrics
Intro:
There is no escape... only control

Verse 1:
In the shadows, where we go to meet
A secret place where go in heat
We are desire; your eyes on me

Voice Interlude:
There is no escape... only control

Drop:
On your knees

Voice Interlude:
Time doesn't wait for anyone.

Verse 2:
Our minds are high, bodies divine
Come on boy, you can't deny

Voice Interlude:
One step ahead... always.

Pre-Bridge:
This is what you want
This is what I need
Deep inside, our bodies pressed
Feel my rising

Voice Interlude:
You play... or you get played.

Bridge:
Come on, boy, you know what I crave
Let me see you misbehaving
I won’t take it slow
Boy, is this what you want?
Good– because that's what I need

Voice Interlude:
The city never sleeps... and neither do we.

Chorus:
This is what I do for you
Deep inside, this part will thrive
You start to sweat; I calm it down
Back you off but I don't let go

Voice Interlude:
Fear is a tool. Use it well.

Pre-Bridge (2):
Changing the rhythm, you start to squeeze
Don't back out; let it slow
Watch out it's about to grow
That's my boy, he got that flow

Voice Interlude:
Some men just want to watch

Bridge (2):
I can tell you want a ride; don't be shy
Yeah, just like that, you start to drive
Good boy, take control. Never letting go
Don’t look back, own the car
Ride this track, drive, drive, drive

Voice Interlude:
Don't you see? It's all about control.

Outro / Chorus:
Come on, boy, you know what I crave
No time for me to pull out, let's be brave
I can see your glow
Past that point
Can’t let go
About to explode

Voice Interlude:
You've chosen... but there's no turning back.

🔻 Personal Reflection
There are songs you write to feel something — and songs you write because you’re already feeling too much. PRESSED came from a place I don’t visit often in the daylight. It’s the part of me that remembers the power struggles in intimacy, the blurred lines between control and comfort. There were nights where I didn’t know if I was trying to connect or just trying not to fall apart. This track carries that tension.
Every distorted vocal line in here — “You play, or you get played,” — that was my reality at one point. The person I wanted most was also the person who made me question everything. I wasn't writing a club song. I was writing about the echo in my chest after I let someone in who only knew how to take.
But I also realized something: desire doesn’t make you weak. Admitting you want someone — really want them — can be the strongest thing you do. Especially when it’s on your own terms.
This track is for every queer person who’s navigated attraction, danger, and identity all in the same night.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
PRESSED is a perfect snapshot of what 4Me2BeFree stands for — turning raw emotion into cinematic storytelling. It’s not about polish; it’s about power. Every track is a confession, a mirror, a moment. We don’t just write songs — we build emotional universes. From whispered fears to bold declarations, the goal is always the same: tell the truth, no matter how messy it is.
This track expands our palette into darker, more provocative territory while still staying true to what matters: emotional authenticity.

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PRESSED

Sê vir my, dat ek op jou sal groei.
Sê vir my, dat jy vir my sal bloei.
Lieg vir my, sê jy’s lief vir my —
Twis die staal saggies en trek dit uit my sy

Jy’t gesê ek’s te min, te sag, te stil,
maar ek het gebly toe jy nie wou wil nie.
En deur dit als, het ek niks terug gevra nie —
ek was altyd daar vir jou, maar nie om jou kruis te dra nie.

Wyk jy van my? Kan jy jou skaduwee vermy?
alles wat jy vermy, gaan jy in die einde kry, 
Ek was afgeskeep, maar ek hou dit nie teen jou nie —
maar deur dit als, was ek dan nie goed vir jou nie?

Jy’t gesê ek’s te min, te sag, te stil,
maar ek het gebly toe jy nie wou wil nie.
En deur dit als, het ek niks terug gevra nie —
ek was altyd daar vir jou, nie om jou kruis te dra nie.

Kyk na jouself voordat jy jou bek oopmaak.
Die balk raak groter van die nonsens wat jy praat.
Kyk na jouself voordat jy jouself 'n gek ook maak —
Die balk raak groter van die nonsens wat jy praat.

Jy’t gesê ek’s te min, te sag, te stil,
maar ek het gebly toe jy nie wou wil nie.
En deur dit als, het ek niks terug gevra nie —
ek was altyd daar vir jou, maar nie om jou kruis te dra nie.

Geen Kruisdraer

Soon I'll disappear
Then there's no one here
There's no one left but you
Alone without a clue
I let my poison brew
I sip until I'm blue
I thought my soul done grew
But I still feel the same
Depression all in my brain
Nothing to gain, nothing to follow, no goals
No need to call on me
So set aside your worries, I don't want to see you follow me

Just another day that I gotta get through
It's just another day that I don't wanna wake up to
It's just another day
God I feel afraid
There's darkness in my brain
Nobodies crying but I can't say the same

Bud

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