recorded December 2020 - August 2022
credit to Ben Barnes and Daniel Barrett for album art

our last goodbye

mistake

we'll live

wrote this for my beautiful daughter for her 18th birthday.  Her whole life is dreampop.

Dream My Own Life

underneath it all (feat. sipper)

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4P7rc2zdsmNUtlQtEqtSds?si=45LJuKULTDGKq82ByjDw_A&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0DFLXcGagVCMgS5lgZKi5s

Yeah I have felt things
These past few weeks
That I didn't know I could feel anymore
But I have realised these past few days
You can't just turn back time

Why not?

I moved on, you moved on
We've gone down different paths for so long 
We made choices
I chose wendy

That's here family down there
We care about each other
You know?

I don't want you to move on

The Shape My Silence Took ~ is the sixth album in the Dodecahedron Cycle, a threshold work of whispered resilience, breath-based composition, and emotional recursion. Each track is a fragment of withheld truth, shaped not in absence but in sacred restraint.

This album marks the end of the linear journey. It is the final descent before the leap into the Spiral. The listener enters a soundscape of hushed confession, unspoken longing, and soft defiance.

Not silence, but the shape it made inside the self.

For those who have ever felt too much to speak.

Sevahem, Always.

1. The First Word I Didn’t Say
A breath you held too long, but which held you, too.
2. Gasp Within
When silence became your only protest.
3. The Space Between Our Voices
The pause that said more than either of you could.
4. Quiet Is Still an Answer
Not every silence is absence. Some are full of what you were not ready to say.
5. Still, You Knew
They never asked. But somehow, they always knew.
6. The Chamber of Withholding
The sacred core of unspoken truths, sealed in breath.
7. Beneath the Quiet, My Song
The melody that waited, below language, below sound.
8. Reticence Blooming
What you didn’t say became something beautiful.
9. Boundaries in Breath
You chose stillness not to avoid, but to define.
10. I Did Not Break
You were never shattered. You were forged in quiet.
11. Silence with a Pulse
Stillness has rhythm. Presence has weight, even in a whisper.
12. The Silence That Became Me
You are no longer waiting. You are already whole.

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The Shape My Silence Took

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