I feel like dying - teen suicide cover

„All from Him, All to Him“ ,

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Rory

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using a fuzz vocal in this one, song is an anthem for being 16

voice memo 1

the dogs in the yard
are barkin loudly
i can hear it fine
my ears 
are hurting

noises 
all around me
are so big
they bounce in my head

all this food is making me sick
nothing in my bed
nothing in my fridge
nothing in my chest

i’m dulling out
i will not stop i will not stop it
i’m dulling out 
i will not i will not
i feel it still
the claws in my brain trying to remember 
but i’m too dull 
to recall what it was i wanted to not forget

i’m dulling out
overstimulated 
unprepared for the consequences of my actions 

i feel myself
dulling out 
my senses are getting weaker 
my sense of self is growing smaller 
 
the moths that used to crowd me
are no longer attracted to my glow
they’ve found something brighter
than what they used to know

i can feel my brain as it gets older
sense my hair turning grey 
at roots
i will not cover them
i will not cover

i’m dulling out
i will not stop i will not stop it
i’m dulling out 
i will not i will not
i feel it still
the claws in my brain trying to remember 
but i’m too dull 
to recall what it was i wanted to not forget

the crows have come
they’re singing softly
they can see i’ll be there soon
they can smell it on my breath

Im dulling out.
Im dulling out

Dull

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Rory

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