. . . fall.

Mixed and Mastered by @xo_jalen
Produced by SnowBlood

Chase (Prod. SnowBlood)

I Wanna Know

had lots of fun working with sxdtune on this one!

SPOTIFY

The Night That We Met (ft. sxdtune)

i get no sleep
i'm chasing dreams while i'm in agony
my face is numb 
my head is bruised for something sensory
lay down defences 
fall fatigued only a moment away
all i need is for you to stay

agony w/ lyrah & splashgvng

- Official song is out on Promoting Sounds

@TheMarkerFlipper x @Rxseboy - heart is bleeding (prod. heroe & the bootleg boy)

thank you to soku and dysphoric for hopping on this yall did amazing<3
thank you to mist3r and POLAROID for producing these amazing beats<3
hope yall enjoy!

losing myself w/ soku

Today, I realized I've been letting myself down.

Jan 17 (Excuses)

Perspective (prod. moon)

written by Lxst Boy, Cavasoul, and soku
produced by Riddiman and oldboyy
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by futoh
out on all platforms

-lyrics-
(Hook: Lxst Boy)
finish up my homework then I write another song
why does everybody hate me I swear that I did nothing wrong
got like 20 messages everytime I check my phone
but i will never answer them, I hate this feeling its getting old

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
try to tell me that im not ok
but cant you see the smile thats plastered on my face
like come over sometime and find me dead at my place
im sipping on this coffee praying that this pain would go away
the solitude is nice but I'm sick of being alone
walked a million miles on a path they call the lonely road
pondering my consciences, the deepest part of my soul
but hey im just a kid so what do i really know

(Hook)

(Verse 2: Cavasoul)
i hate this feeling, feeling horrible
is getting old
im losing meaning, meaning everything is seeming horrible
I'm conceited, seated at a table undesirable
I know that she could ruin me because shes so adorable
I fall asleep and I see images of violence
I see a side of me incite a riot
swear my head is never quiet
I'm craving death, it tries to overtake my fear of dying
I'll just go to bed so hopefully I can stop fucking crying
i hate this feeling that I feel whenever I open up my eyes
and now my lungs have started hurting as result from getting high
it gets tiring when you always just feel like you could die
now I'm breaking down again, just for today is the third time

(Hook)

(Verse 3: soku)
it's getting old, I'm growing old and I don't know if i could stay
every time you look my way I just turn and look away
I don't know if I could stay in this place
with this feeling that I hate and it won't go away yeah
yeah my voice is sounding stupid and my grades are going down
everybody else around hating me I feel the frown
on my face yeah I'm a waste yeah
telling everyone I might just take a break yeah
I finish up my homework then I go and cry alone
everybody hating me  and so I walk the lonely road
got like 20 messages every time i check my phone 
but that's not quite reality I hate this feeling it's getting old

(Hook)

@cavasoul
@soku_music
@prodriddiman

S T R E A M

i hate this feeling w/ Cavasoul & soku (riddiman x oldboyy)

Written by: Thomas Reid & Fog Lake
Produced by: boyfifty

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=-O1Ii6RgTaKCD8_BdvoQvQ&dl_branch=1
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/thomasreidmusic

Lyrics:
we were always miserable together
riled up and underneath the weather

i been running away for so long
got everybody asking me where i’m from
i couldn’t even tell you
tell you
i got nowhere to go now

and i been running away from myself
got everybody saying that i need help
i couldn’t even tell you
tell you
cause i know you’d just run out

and i got no one
no one
nobody left to talk to
it’s no fun
i wonder where highway
might lead
if i just started driving

and i got no one
no one
nobody ever calls now
they moved on
i wonder if i’m breathing
maybe not
if no one can see me
no one can see me

we were always miserable together
(together, together forever)
riled up and underneath the weather

i been running away for so long
my lungs are curled up and i’m slowing down
i wish that i could tell you
tell you
i’m too tired to move now

and i been running away from the past
the finish line’s empty when you’re in last
i wish that i could tell you
tell you
but i know i’d just run out

and i got no one
no one
nobody ever calls now
they moved on
i wonder if i’m breathing
maybe not
if no one can see me
no one can see me

running down your face and on your sweater
something I've been thinking for forever

no one can see me (prod. boyfifty)

i don't want to die, im just tired of livin