been thinking if you were gonna drop this one or not

my boyyyyyyy!!!!! keep goin your gonna be a star my g

this that vibe to blast in your car and scream at the top of your lungs

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-Lyrics-

[Intro]

Fuck that
Fuck that

[Hook]

Am I on the dark side?
I'm tryna be a better person
Fuck that
Cause I just wanna be myself
I mean nothing to you
And I just really wanna change that
Fuck that - Fuck that
I'm never guna change that

[Verse]

Fuck That
 I'm never guna change that
It's too late for me
It's guna be alright
I've been trying hard 
But it is not enough
And you don't give a fuck

I'm trying to survive
On my own
It doesn't have to be fight
So why you're lying to me
So why you're lying to me
I'm asking myself 
(self)                        (self)

[Hook]

Am I on the dark side?
I'm tryna be a better person
Fuck that
Cause I just wanna be myself
I mean nothing to you
And I just really wanna change that
Fuck that - Fuck that
I'm never guna change that

[Outro]

Fuck that - Fuck that

Dark Side (aspect)

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-Lyrics-

[Intro]

(Slowed)

Forgive me!
All the shit that I've done to you
I know that I'm dumb for you
Told you that I don't care
It is kinda unfair
My heart is made of glass
And it's breaking into pieces
How I'm guna fix it?

[Hook]

Forgive me!
All the shit that I've done to you
I know that I'm dumb for you
Told you that I don't care
It is kinda unfair
My heart is made of glass
And it's breaking into pieces
How I'm guna fix it?

Forgive me!
All the shit that I've done to you
I know that I'm dumb for you
Told you that I don't care
It is kinda unfair
My heart is made of glass
And it's breaking into pieces
How I'm guna fix it?

[Verse]

I'm a minor :3
I'm only 17
I'm not trying to be mean
This person ain't really me!
Ima take the long way home
Calling on my phone
Don't wanna make you cry again
Tears are dropping on my chest

She said it's guna be alright
Nothing has changes for so long
I'm walking down the streets
On my own, for so long
-Nothing has changed I'm the same person I was 2 years ago-

[Hook]

Forgive me!
All the shit that I've done to you
I know that I'm dumb for you
Told you that I don't care
It is kinda unfair
My heart is made of glass
And it's breaking into pieces
How I'm guna fix it? 

Forgive me!
All the shit that I've done to you
I know that I'm dumb for you
Told you that I don't care
It is kinda unfair
My heart is made of glass
And it's breaking into pieces
How I'm guna fix it?

NYUK

Forgive Me

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-Lyrics-

[Hook]

Did I change the way, that you see things?
I think that's not the case, but it's Okay with me (It's okay witth me)
Got used to being the bad guy
I keep on lying to myself
That way it's easier for me
They say lifes colourful
So why it's pitch black for me?
It's like a mistery to me
That nobodys by my side
I should just stop competing with these lies 
They keep me awake (They keep me awake)

[Verse]

I don't deserve you
Why do you love me? (I just don't know)
Why I'm not worrthless to you?
I mean all to you
You tryna hold me back
Or am I the one?
I'm tryna keep it simple
It's just too complicated
remember all the time we had?
This time is priceless
And I feel lifeless
Because the time is gone

[Hook]

Did I change the way, that you see things?
I think that's not the case, but it's Okay with me (It's okay witth me)
Got used to being the bad guy
I keep on lying to myself
That way it's easier for me
They say lifes colourful
Why is it pitch black for me?
It's like a mistery to me
That nobodys by my side
I should just stop competing with these lies 
They keep me awake (They keep me awake)

Soft Memorys

Listen to the other memories songs, this song won't really make sense otherwise.
Also, this is the last song of the memories series, I hope you like it :)


I made the first beat using a loop by Solio (Thank you brother <3)...
Solio - https://soundcloud.com/user-179185588

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by me
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-Lyrics-


(Slow Part)

So is this really the end?
Of all my memories
Yeah it's guna be the last song
About my memories

You fucking idiots
You think that I can't spell it right
It was on purpose, but you never tried to help me out
Many ppl getting jealous at me
They just see me as a monster
But I am a rockstar

My mama told me that im special
I know
But they just see me as the devil
Oh no ;(
Maybe I should disappear, I'll never be back


[Intro]

8D              Memories
Glitched    Memories
True            Memories
Soft            Memories


Fuck all of these memories
I don't need them anyway
It's a chapter of my life
That I never wanna talk about again



[Hook]

All my memories are gone
That's the topic of this song
I was trying to explain, nobody had an ear for me
I could never hear you out
Even tho you youre screaming loud
Yeah I'm crying on my bed
That's why I'm always sad

All my memories are gone
That's the topic of this song
I was trying to explain, nobody had an ear for me
I could never hear you out
Even tho you youre screaming loud
Yeah I'm crying on my bed
That's why I'm always sad


[Verse]

Do you think that I need all those memories?
(You're wrong)
8D Memories
Taught me that I should move on
G-G-G-G-G- Glitched Memories
You said that I'm the only one for you (you-you-you)

True Memories
Yeah it's really hard to grow up
Soft Memories
All the time we had is priceless
Again I'm on my own
I had to deal with all these memories
This one guna be the last one
I'll never talk about my memories

A lot of ppl getting jelous at me
(Fuck you)
Simply because I'm getting better day by day
So there is only one more thing I wanna say
(I wanna say)
If I ever guna die, then bc of all my memories



[Hook]

All my memories are gone
That's the topic of this song
I was trying to explain, nobody had an ear for me
I could never hear you out
Even tho you youre screaming loud
Yeah I'm crying on my bed
That's why I'm always sad

All my memories are gone
That's the topic of this song
I was trying to explain, nobody had an ear for me
I could never hear you out
Even tho you youre screaming loud
Yeah I'm crying on my bed
That's why I'm always sad

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If you read this just know that I love you, even if you're one of those batcore kids that got mad at me :/

Final Memorys

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-Lyrics-

[Intro]

I stuck in my room
I don't know what I can do
It's always, the same shit

[Hook]

Yeah it's always the same shit
Over and over
Most of the time you're nice to me
But I can't really tell if you love me

-No-

What if you don't love me but hate me
I guess i'll never know
Until I try
I'm just too shy

Most songs just don't do well
Whats the point of all this shit
Whats the point?
If I'm not guna glow up (Yeah I need to blow up)

They say fake it till you make it 
But whats the point?
If I can't even do me
If I can'tt really do me 
                                                 NYUK you should do you!

Okay Ima do me
                                                 That's cool with me



[Verse]

Sometimes I just wana take a break
I know my voice is adorable                       
                                                  No no it's not
No no it's not


(Tbh)

I think, we should spent more time together
Whenever you're around
I fell so warm
Cause you and I, the same
I'm getting sick of all these hard songs

They heal the pain that's why I make them
I just gotta switch it up a little
I hope you don't mind me
In case you didn't notice


[Hook]

Yeah it's always the same shit
Over and over
Most of the time you're nice to me
But I can't really tell if you love me

-No-

What if you don't love me but hate me
I guess i'll never know
Until I try
I'm just too shy

Most songs just don't do well
Whats the point of all this shit
Whats the point?
If I'm not guna glow up (Yeah I need to blow up)

They say fake it till you make it 
But whats the point?
If I can't even do me
If I can'tt really do me 
                                                 NYUK you should do you!

Okay Ima do me
                                                 That's cool with me

"You Do You, NYUK"

strings [with vil] (ON EVERY PLATFORM NOW)

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-Lyrics-


[Hook]

I've been stressed out for a minute
So I
Gotta hold myself back
And I
Don't wanna lose you
That's why
I keep on playing that I'm cool

I've been stressed out for a minute
So I
Gotta hold myself back
And I
Don't wanna lose you
That's why
I keep on playing that I'm cool


I wanna heal the pain
That's why I make songs
One day Ima go insane
And it'll too late
It will be too, late
Begging for another chance (Begging for another chance)


[Verse]

-RAGE NYUK- (Trying to develope this character more :3)

Wasn't you the one that said that I'm guna be the one?
Gotta Control myself again
Why do I keep on lying to myself?
It's cause I can't accept the truth as it is


[Hook]

I've been stressed out for a minute
So I
Gotta hold myself back
And I
Don't wanna lose you
That's why
I keep on playing that I'm cool

I've been stressed out for a minute
So I
Gotta hold myself back
And I
Don't wanna lose you
That's why
I keep on playing that I'm cool

Stressed Out (feat. Rage NYUK)

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-Lyrics-

[Intro]

I need to stop stopping all my creativity
You and me, is something for eternity


[Hook]

Okay she got a pretty smile
And she got a pretty face
Wheneverr you're around me I don't need nobody else
I hope thhe devil never cross our lline
Stay together till 99

I'm thinkin bout you, when you're gone
Now I'm all alone
I'm drivin through the rain to you
Cause I think you're worth it
Baby you deserve it
Never guna reverse it
I need you to confirm it


Okay she got a pretty smile
And she got a pretty face
Wheneverr you're around me I don't need nobody else
I hope thhe devil never cross our lline
Stay together till 99

I'm thinkin bout you, when you're gone
Now I'm all alone
I'm drivin through the rain to you
Cause I think you're worth it
Baby you deserve it
Never guna reverse it
I need you to confirm it



[Verse]

Everything on you is perfect
Anything I do with you feels right
And everytime I wanna close my eyes
I don't think I can resist the thought of you

Hold my hand
look me in the eyes
On my bed...
It feels like we were meant for each other

And I'll never lose you
If I do I swear I'll die
If I do I swear I'll cry
I-I ain't lien

That you mean everything to me
And I don't wanna change that
And I won't explain that
Simply cause it's unexplainable


[Hook]

Okay she got a pretty smile
And she got a pretty face
Wheneverr you're around me I don't need nobody else
I hope thhe devil never cross our lline
Stay together till 99

I'm thinkin bout you, when you're gone
Now I'm all alone
I'm drivin through the rain to you
Cause I think you're worth it
Baby you deserve it
Never guna reverse it
I need you to confirm it


Okay she got a pretty smile
And she got a pretty face
Wheneverr you're around me I don't need nobody else
I hope thhe devil never cross our lline
Stay together till 99

I'm thinkin bout you, when you're gone
Now I'm all alone
I'm drivin through the rain to you
Cause I think you're worth it
Baby you deserve it
Never guna reverse it
I need you to confirm it

I Love miin pt. 2

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-Lyrics-


[Intro] 

It's okay to be alone


[Hook] 

It's okay to be alone 
I know that it really hurts tho...
I keep my expectations low tho
Tryna find a reason why my lifes so bad
I have really no idea

I don't know what's good and bad
Let me find a better place
I need somebody to help me out
Don't know who I am
I gotta figure me out


[Verse]

And I have nobody to talk to
I'm not okay
But I guess I will be fine
Eventually... Eventually... Eventually... Eventually...

You, said
That I mean nothing to you
I don't wanna be alone
But you said baby I will go
I don't even care no more
I told you so many times that it's okay


[Hook] 

It's okay to be alone 
I know that it really hurts tho...
I keep my expectations low tho
Tryna find a reason why my lifes so bad
I have really no idea

I don't know what's good and bad
Let me find a better place
I need somebody to help me out
Don't know who I am
I gotta figure me out


[outro]

It's okay to be alone

It's Okay To Be Alone

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-Lyrics-

[Intro/bridge]

I see it in your eyes
You need advice
You wonder why I don't care bout you

[Hook]

I locked myself in my room so I don't see you
You really don't have to be that rude
You don't make it easy for me girl
You never wanted me in the first place (no)

If I'm being honest yeah I'm pissed out (pissed out)
If this goes on ima cut my veins out
And you don't hagve to worry bout me
You're only makin it worse (makin it worse)

What's the purpose of life?
What's the purpose of lyin?
I need to controle myself, rather than
limiting my creativity

I wanna feel free
But I'm way too deep
Into that shit
lifes not fair,but I don't care

[Verse]

I try to share
My love with you
I guess my love
wasn't enough

I know sometimes I'm being rude to you
I know I'm killing the vibe
Is it on purpose?
no it's not (no it's not x6)

[Intro/bridge]


I see it in your eyes
You need advice
You wonder why I don't care bout you

[Hook]

I locked myself in my room so I don't see you
You really don't have to be that rude
You don't make it easy for me girl
You never wanted me in the first place (no)

If I'm being honest yeah I'm pissed out (pissed out)
If this goes on ima cut my veins out
And you don't hagve to worry bout me
You're only makin it worse (makin it worse)

What's the purpose of life?
What's the purpose of lyin?
I need to controle myself, rather than
limiting my creativity

I wanna feel free
But I'm way too deep
Into that shit
lifes not fair,but I don't care

Pissed Out

shoutout @t1gerstar for carrying me lol

on all platforms.
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Dark Side (aspect)

evolving (phase 2/5) aka Star

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