Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

Lyrics

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless

If I fall will you catch me?
Wanna call but I know you hate you met me
I'm addicted, your love's deadly
I would drop it all for you, you won't let me

I'm so fucked, I can't hold on
No love, not from no one
If they do I won't fucking let 'em
What to do? I don't know I ain't fucking better

Shut the fuck up, I don't wanna hear that
I don't like the pain but I do when I feel that
I don't wanna stay with you and you fear that
But it ain't my problem

All of yours I can't solve 'em
Numbers in my phone I don't call 'em
All of my emotions, I wall 'em
If it break I'ma snap, I don't really give a fuck

Gave her everything and lost her, I am not enough
I feel every pain I felt when I was growing up
Did wrong every single time
That I opened up or tried

I'd cut out my eyes
Just to never see the light
I can't hide inside forever
I'm not ken, I'm fucking detmer

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless (x2)

no one. | Produced by kubsy

Lyrics

Went to Hell but I got colder
Got the Devil on my shoulder
All I ever wanted was to be older
Now I wish I never even got much older

Than 14 that's when I changed
Lost my dream and found my pain
Prayed to God to try and change
What I felt inside my veins

My dad died but he left me a sister
I don't know why God didn't let him kiss her
Even now sometimes, I look a picture
God I really fucking wish that we could take a picture

You were really great and you taught me a lot
Man I seen you in a dream and it was nice that we could talk
I won't ever let her not know how great you were
You were not my dad but I swear that you were

I remember when you sat me down
Said "Reizy, you cannot just keep on moping around"
Told me to let go, told me to forgive
And you let me know that it is what it is

If you out there somewhere, I want you to know
That my life went somewhere, did it on my own
I won't end up nowhere, I won't be a clone
And again I thank you for all of the things that you have shown

To me, to my mother
I believe you were like no other
I'm on this side, you is on the other
We still go see where yo body covered

Hope I can see you again
You were one of my best friends
I remember when we played
Your life brought mine so much change

I wrote this to let you know
I let all of that pain go
I moved on and learned to grow
You'll always be in our souls

a message. | Produced by krush

prod. sorrow bringer & 80root

Lyrics~
Overflowing I want to feel the 
Emotions in me cuz they feel numb
Oceans of demons from my spilled blood
Motions make it feel like they still cut 

I’ve been going through changes
I know I can’t cave in
My hearts used to breaking
Only I can save me

Can you see through all my scars
They cut deeper than the marks
I know imma make it far 
I’ll show the world my Fucking heart 

Alone, I bled for so long 
I know it’s all my fault
My pain continued to go on
Love is why I held on

I thought i deserved it all
That ledge, I almost jumped off
Iced rain numbed my bad thoughts n
Burnt blades paused what wouldn’t stop
Cuz
I only felt alive when I’d want to die
Screamed to the sky and wondered why
Everything tried can’t get me by
I just want to live my fucking life

Can you see through all my scars
They cut deeper than the marks
I know imma make it far 
I’ll show the world my Fucking heart
X2

Overflowing I want to feel the 
Emotions in me cuz they feel numb
Oceans of demons from my spilled blood
Motions make it feel like they still cut 

I’ve been going through changes
I know I can’t cave in
My hearts used to breaking
Only I can save me

changes

@xweepings

Produced by flower x luffy

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Fucked up how we ended but I'm grateful that it happened with you
I ain't ever felt the feelings that I'm having with you
I ain't ever felt as happy than when laughing with you
I can't tell you the truth, unless I'm in the booth

We're connected, if you hurtin' then I'm feelin' it too
Can't connect with all these other fucking versions of you
You the only fucking human on this planet
I would ever even take a moment just to make a plan with

I was so upset the day you left, ain't understand it
Dealing with a broken heart you left, I couldn't stand it
I would lay in bed all day, thinking about those days
When I ain't think that we would ever meet the end of it

Us apart? Can't deal with it, tryna find some new I'm finished with
I wake up just wishing it was all a dream this living shit
I can't do this no more, honestly my soul sore
Don't look in that closed door, why the fuck you think it's closed for?

I keep all my skeletons in there with this feeling that I'm in
I thought I was better than when I was in my past
I can't ever get over this wall, it'd be better to jump off and fall
Your life's better when I'm not involved, if you're not in mine I don't have one at all

Fucked up how we ended but I'm grateful that it happened with you
I ain't ever felt the feelings that I'm having with you
I ain't ever felt as happy than when laughing with you
I can't tell you the truth, unless I'm in the booth

We're connected, if you hurtin' then I'm feelin' it too
Can't connect with all these other fucking versions of you
You the only fucking human on this planet
I would ever even take a moment just to make a plan with

| weepings |

You were so perfect so how could this be anything but my fault?
Claim that I'm fine but behind the curtains I wake up on asphalt
I need you now more than ever; I still got your lipstick stains on top my sweater

Only one I want is you I don't want anybody else
Words they cut and actions bruise, I'm just her puppet on the shelf
Hate I'm caught up in her spell, I can't function by myself
Just a shadow of who I once was in this self created hell

Time keeps moving and I keep on proving that I'm stuck inside the past
Girl you still run through my head at times, I'm 6 deep in these cans
In this pain I'm fluent, girl I miss you and I wanna feel your hand
But you took a fucking torch and scorched up all our fucking plans

Only one I want is you I don't want anybody else
Words they cut and actions bruise, I'm just her puppet on the shelf
Hate I'm caught up in her spell, I can't function by myself
Just a shadow of who I once was in this self created hell

weepings & unknxwn. - disaster.

curse.

Baby why you do that?
Tell me what I did bad
I don't wanna move on
I want you to come back

I'll tell you my secrets
Only if you keep it
I been on the deep end
You're my only reason

I don't choose to let go
Sink into the darkness
I don't need no help
No one could ever solve this

Problem that I got inside
My stupid noggin
Don't know how to cope
Throw my fist at where the wall is

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

You were all I lived for
Wish we coulda been more
Ever since the day you left
I can only feel sore

I thought you said you loved me
Why you treat me like I'm nothing?

Do you think it's funny to come back into my life when
I finally get you out of my head and stop inviting?
You think I don't know where you live and who you lie with?
Play with my heart ever again, that's who you'll die with

You think I went too far?
But I ain't took a step yet
You think I'm a lover boy
There's a void inside of my chest

It won't be filled till she fills a fucking casket
I won't be healed while she lives, I'm getting drastic
I thought I told you, I'm not angel
But I know how I can make you see a halo

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

loverboy.

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

Think I'm losing my hope, think I'm losing my faith
Wish you could see my soul but you just see my face
Heart cold, I'ma fold, my life only a waste
And you can't change my mind girl, I don't care what you say

No I don't care what you say, yeah I don't care what you do
Cause my life ain't much if I can't live it with you
If I can't live it with you then I won't live it at all
Look what you made me do, could of avoided this all

If you had cared at all, we wouldn't be on this path
If you had cared for me then I wouldn't be this bad
Now I'm more than bad, now I'm more than sad
Now I'm more than evil, you gonna feel my wrath

Want back what I had
I don't care what's next cause I still miss my past
And I don't wanna move on, no I don't wanna do that
I wish I could go home but I don't know know where it's at

Girl, I don't know where you at and you won't call me back
I just need one sign and you won't give me that
You just wanna forget, you don't want me back
I can't let you go, I miss what we had

Got a heart so cold, who's gonna get through to that?
Oh you think this a joke? When I die will you laugh?
I don't like where I'm going, I just wanna go back
They think this shit a song but this is all that I am

i want you to see my soul but you just see my face.

Produced by coupdotcom

Lyrics

I wish I knew what she wanted cause I'm not what she wanted
I wish I knew what she wanted cause she's all that I wanted
I wish I knew what she wanted cause she's all that I need
I wish I knew what she wanted cause that girl don't need me

i wish i knew what she wanted.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Look into my eyes, you can see the pain
You can feel my vibe but you can't feel my rage
Baby we ain't gotta talk, I can hear your thoughts
You could never fool me, I can see your heart

Baby you ain't gotta hide, I see what's inside
I can see those demons, come into the light
I know you think I'm alone, you could never know
What I got beside me, what I'm keeping close

Put some metal in my head, bitch I feel like I'm magneto
I heard what they said but it don't matter to me though
All they worried bout is bread but they don't even like wheat though
Why you tryna eat the fruit that you ain't even plant a seed for?

Okay, I see what you are, you just tryna feed
You ain't tryna give but you tryna receive
Niggah I know we allowed but I can't allow
I can't be around you, I see what surrounds you

M, 13-44.

Produced by flower x 5head
Art by Leighton Autrey

Lyrics

Might be older, still not over all the chips that were on my shoulder
Everyday I grow colder but it all goes away when I hold her
Baby, you're all I need, Baby, you're all I wanted
I think I got a disease, I say I'm off but I'm on it

Why would you tell me you want this when you believe that I'm worthless?
Don't even ask how I wrote this, I just spoke up if I'm honest
Something is on my conscious, everyday I feel haunted
This is always what I run to when I feel like I'm out of options

Everything I touch, I kill
Waited for years and this feeling is still eating inside of me
Fucking anxiety, can't get away from it, why would you lie to me?
Why would you tell me you care but you don't?
Why would you tell me you'll call but you won't?
I'm fucking lonely, I feel so alone
I just wish you would tell me that you're coming home
But you won't cause your home is with him
And I thought this was real, you were playing pretend
Ain't no amount on how much you could hurt me
That would change the fact I would trust you again
So lie to me however much you please, however much you need
I'll accept anything keeping us tethered
'Cause I didn't lie when I said that I would never leave

"A lot of the things that I say aren't really what I'm trying to say, and as deep as you can relate to the things that I do say, I want you know that they're still fucking a thousand miles away from what I actually mean, so, do with that what you will."

Might be older, still not over all the chips that were on my shoulder
Everyday I grow colder but it all goes away when I hold her
Baby, you're all I need, Baby, you're all I wanted
I think I got a disease, I say I'm off but I'm on it

Why would you tell me you want this when you believe that I'm worthless?
Don't even ask how I wrote this, I just spoke up if I'm honest
Something is on my conscious, everyday I feel haunted
This is always what I run to when I feel like I'm out of options

changes

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