Dont have no friends cause im nothing to want

Maybe I should take my nerves and lock them all away, get a job a drink the pain away oh wait
Nothing ever worked if it worked and I've seen so much for 21 youd think my lifes a movie
Know I'm here for you when it gets bad and need a shoulder you can cry on
'Cause I'm warm and if I said I didn't care then I'd be lying
I just want to listen to you make you feel alright
Dont worry when I'm gone just remember you're a star too

Feel what I feel, I dont know- I dont know what to do
Feel me

Maybe I should take my nerves and lock them all away, get a job and drink the pain away oh wait
Nothing ever works when it was given to me, I've seen so much you'd think my life was a movie
And if I decide to die I want you to know its not your fault and I love you
You helped me when its hard more than you could know, that's why I gotta go <3

Nerves Of Steel (rinne)

lyrics~

I've been in my head
Wishing I was fucking dead
How many ways can this be said?
I won’t regret the shit I’ve bled
Or all the secrets I have kept
I know imma fucking mess
And I will be until my final breath 

How in the fuck do I cope?
Inhaling more smoke as I choke
I love blood, imma cut throat 
All of the pain that I hold
Does anyone care to know?
Or will I remain alone?
I’m trying to find a home
But I don’t know where to go

Every day I stay alive
Makes me feel more hurt inside
They all left, I wonder why
But know, I am a waste of time
Is something wrong with my mind?
Pausing the present to press rewind
Who I am, I’m trying to find
Am I too dumb to realize?

In the end, I'm all I got
Don't have no friends, cuz I’m nothing to want
I dont think they’ll miss me when I’m gone
But I know, I will forever evolve
I cried for help and everyone watched
Maybe that’s why I seem mentally off
They say don’t fall on your way to the top
I said “shut the fuck up, don’t worry, I’m not”

I've been in my head
Wishing I was fucking dead
How many ways can this be said?
I won’t regret the shit I’ve bled
Or all the secrets I have kept
I know imma fucking mess
And I will be until my final breath 

What is real and what is fake?
I’m just getting started so I can’t cave 
I’m going for great, so no, I won’t break
I’ll give it my all, my soul you can take
I’m fucked up in my damn brain
I don’t think that I can be saved

Musics my only note, I can’t be burning
It’s where I go, when something hurts me
I can’t stay clean, cuz I’m always done dirty
Why don’t they think, my existence is worthy?
Cant fucking cry, I don’t show or need mercy
Seems all I try, isn’t fucking working
Each day I live, I’ll continue this journey 
Increasing my sin, till I’m in my grave turning

Dweller (prod. EGGACION)

there was once a robot no one knew that she could feel
they all moved on because her skin was made of steel
she promised she was real and prayed that they would see
treated different but expected to belie- e- e- ieve
they want to believe in the same things in the same way
its not the same though it cant be

i grew up in a ghost house feeling all alone
as i got out everything i did was wrong
i didnt understand all i wanted was friend
but i couldnt find a reason to believe or give them any trust
everythings is just to much, i wanna be alone til back off on my own
i understand your reservations ima let you know now
im fucked up too if you wanna go im so down

there was once a robot no one knew that she could feel
they all moved on because her skin was made of steel
she promised she was real and prayed that they would see
they want to believe in the same things in the same way
its not the same though it cant be

plagued by own personality
ive come a long way im so proud of me
sit with pscilocybin and i bend my reality
i see i wasnt at 100% would i do it all differently

there was once a robot no one knew that she could feel
they all moved on because her skin was made of steel
she promised she was real and prayed that they would see
treated different but expected to believe

I Believe In Robots (iof x polar)

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out


i lost myself trying to be a better person
it was never worth it

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind

i'm too close to my mic i cant hear a thing whatd you say? (huh)
i might lose my fucking mind if i dont try to save a life
i mean i guess i know inside its fucked up i cant let you in my head
i used to paint these pictures now i scream them all instead
pretty reds i'll show you how i bled

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out

i lost myself trying to be a better person

Smile! (splashgvng)

you will always.

fauna.

Lyrics: 
How it feels when you
Really miss someone
But I'm not that sure
that I was that one
How it feels when you
Cannot get to sleep
When the thoughts in you
Make you feel like this?
Every time that I 
Try not to text you
I can't stop to cry
Because I miss you
Because I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

Leave my head
The same way you left my bed
Now my chest
Is drained of the strength I had

How it feels when you
See me crawl to you
Guess I've been a fool
I still fall for you
Every time that I
See your pretty smile
Knowing that's not mine
Makes me die inside
Because I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

Leave my head
The same way you left my bed
Now my chest
Is drained of the strength I had

Leave My Head

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Too Long

Too Long [Prod. Saylobeats]

Lyrics:
You're so far away 
Wish you could have stayed
But why should I blame
You did what makes you smile
Makes me cry
But I will fight 
For my whole life
Nothing is changing
I'm always the same
Friends are like strangers
So I'm doing okay

I saw the heaven
You were in it
Alarm set at seven    
It was just a dream
I saw the heaven
But it was far
I'm poisoned I'm venomed
I'm falling apart 


Wake me up
Last night I drank too much
I'm throwing up
The same routine I'm stuck
I can't express 
My emotions very well
I feel so stressed
You're my only blessing  
And now I sing
Everything I feel
Every time I sit 
And think
About when

I saw the heaven
You were in it
Alarm set at seven    
It was just a dream
I saw the heaven
But it was far
I'm poisoned I'm venomed
I'm falling apart

Heaven w/JAMES PENLEY

Hate You Again (Prod Splashgvng & Kazba)
Key D# major
Bpm 162

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Hate You Again

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