Prod. JpBeatz 

Lyrics~

All my emotions got me in a vortex
Drowning in oceans, deep in my dark depths
Nobody know me or what I’ve bled 
Baby just hold me I feel so exhausted 

I regret some of the shit that I’ve said 
But They were fake so that’s why I left
Only need me for what is up next 
Imma create until my last breath

Its sad to see
Everyone fuckin leave
With my trust deceived 
Like that shits fine to me
Nothing is what it seems
Lying right through their teeth
Quiet but wanna scream
But I can’t fuckin breathe

Silently suffering 
Burns hidden underneath
Of whats been done to me
Meaning so fucking deep

Is life a game
I feel so damn  insane
how much more can I take 
Before I break from pain

Life’s fucking got me stuck in its cyclone
My mind is racing as I see time go
Faster than ever, I feel like I’ll die slow
Hell is too hot so that is what I froze

They all left me alone
What do I call a home
In this realm imma roam
Until I feel comfortable 

Or until I fucking cave
Cuz I know I can’t be saved
A mistake you can’t erase
Mom this never was a phase

That’s why they all ran away
Cuz my words they couldn’t take
All those games I don’t play
That’s why I pushed em’ away

I got no friends 
N I don’t regret
Anything that I said
Cuz I Wont forget
All the shit That they did
They can all suck my dick
Then go drive off a cliff
I’m so sick of this shit

Someone lit the fuse, I’m about to blow 
Where am I going? I wonder when I’ll know
Lost in the dark but the lights my hope
But I’ll keep on searching cuz imma lost soul

lonely thoughts

Explicit