stay cover + victxrw & kid sora (prod. toshi)

BetterTogether + mitsu, datealyfe, mental, blxty, shinjin, yugen

ommlllllll bru ts did so bad

@0arid
@wasterr
I’ll move on I guess
Smoking pack again 
It takes away the stress 
I’m always fucking up 
I always make a mess 
Sometimes I look back
My minds full with regret 
I always did you wrong 
So I’ll move on I guess 

Idk why ur upset 
Bc u said it was for the best 
Nothing last forever I know that everything ends 
You loved to bring me down 
Always felt like I was less 
And when I am not around 
I hope you turn into a mess
arid
i tried it over and over
these feelings i kept in
they’re growing older and older
this seems like i cant win
i already told u yeah i know the rest
yeah i miss the old u layin on my chest
i dont wanna go on put me down to rest
every second spent i just wanted to forget

moving on

moving on (wasterr)

@srrygate @whyhaze @kidarjuna @zixdown @zakaryamesrar

(srrygate)
You were the one 
Oh my god but you took from me 
Steal what you want 
You can run you can’t hide from me 
I been sippin' on some dro
I been feelin slow 
I just popped a pill now took it to my dome 
She said that she love me 
I don’t think that I condone 
And I just popped a pilly 
I’m not feeling anymore 
And she all in her feelings
She not feeling anymore 
And you should catch up 
You're on one and I popped four 
I’m sipping ketchup I just poured another four
I think I messed up 
Now I’m knocking at your door 
When life kicks you 
You should stay down on the floor 
You thought you loved me 
I can’t take it anymore

(whyhaze)
You got me going off the rails and I do it too much
I get some of your love then I can't get enough 
Addicted
I’ll fuck it up, predict it
I don't know what I'm thinking I’ve been off like 2 prescriptions 
I’ve been off it something in my brain sparks off when we’re talking 
I think that I'm insane I still hear your name calling 
For me
Don't know if its true love
Or if its the pills I'm snorting 
I feel horrid
I cant take it anymore, I feel it in my core
You say that you love me I think that you're just bored
I think that you don't care
I think that it’ll be just like last time
Something to pass time

(arjuna)
Punched me in my gut, I took it to the core
I thought I wanted more but now I’m crying in Dior
Floorboard to the face, stuff my organs in a case
I bet my heart’s misplaced so can you cop one at the store
Too much chemicals in my cup now I see tie-dye, think im stuck
I need a rabbit’s foot for luck
’01 year of snakes around me, I think that im fucked
Copped a flight on Sunday but I learned its overbooks 
What the fuck is up with that
Blessings on you sleeve
Let me kiss it please
Bandaid with my teeth
I love when you bleed
Acid rain I sneeze
I love the way you see me with your golden green

srrygate x whyhaze x arjuna // CONDONE (zixdown x zak)

all decayed @222quiet prod @ouniiixd n @pw4prez 

@zixdown

i know i fucked up
n it’s my fault
i’ve been giving up,
on waiting for ur call
wake up jst to talk to u
n tell u good morning
but i can’t get a txt bck
i’m not important

girl yk it hurts 🤕
left me on the street
i wish tht u knew,
the pain u caused to me,,
ive been so dam lost 😞
ivbeen so confused /:
remember all our talks..,
can’t function the same ,,
without you

go on n push me aside
tell me u hate me
tell me u want me
u drive me crazy 😵‍💫
iv been off 2much drugs
it makes me lazy
i said "im fine now"
i’m just pretending

take these drugs
i take way more drugs
i’m losing ya
i can’t feel ur touch
“how do u feel?”
no i can’t feel nthn, /x
i kno it’s dumb <.<
but i’m going numb’

bridge

@222quiet

when you say that u want me
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
dont say you're not enough
cause i cant leave
i cant leave
like wet leaves i decay,
if i cant have you around me all day
tell me you're gonna stay,
im going numb overthinking all day

going numb, with my gang going dumb
why'd u say you're not enough,
when you're everything i want ya
i can never front i never take it back,
everything i am yea you made me that

and i wanna know yea where you are yea in your heart
and everything i do is to keep us from apart
i dont wanna give up wanna go back to the start
i just wanna be right next to you under the stars

spotify

numb w/ 222quiet [prod. ouni + sochi]

prod me

@domerrz

art - https://www.instagram.com/5555555555/

all these racks up on the table
dig my grave a cradle
yeahh u call me the worst
blood is seepin thru my shirt
and i cant pinpoint where it hurts
i like ya company
but what u want from me
what do i got that u want
these problems weighin a ton
but they dissolve on my tongue
i do what i can to cope
until im comatose
until im crippled over
im goin coast 2 coast
see u in da layover 👋
say that u know me
theres no us
girl, idk ya. . .
late nights; paranoia
i cant be there for ya
put it on the line
for one last time
i got a flight
so make up ur mindd

comatose ft dom

@ihateukidu ^^ 

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2


fuck it all i guess its over
one look at you fucked up to sober
im looking at these pictures on my phone
tears runnin down my cheek 
i cant stand the thought of me being alone
its really damaging

(ohhh, just forget ab it
yea ill just forget ab it
ohhh, these thoughts r makin me go violent
ohhh, just forget ab it
i cannot forget ab it
all dese fuckn memories r rushin back makin me go violent)

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2

song inspo by @whyhaze and @mental

get it back (kidu)

@kurse11
@breakupbreakdown

Lyrics : 
money down
its gon get up 
but do we do it better?
red dot look like henna
bullets gon take that boys head off- o- uhh

i knew it but i aint say shit 
if the plug a doc, im the patient 
since i took my words n i ate them
like i knew it but i aint say shit
ha
i dunno y ur hating 
is it too hard 2 move on when u couldnt find a replacement 

im a downer
i ikeep it pinned on my browser
stand on my money i tower 
still nothing for an hour
imma downer
n theres hella things i cant tell u
if i say it out loud then it sound worse 
but everything u said i doubted 
i dont trust u
they said she gon play u
n u take that shit 4 granted 
everything i never gave u 

n i still love the old u
but i cant love u now
n u can take the air from me, its ok ill drown
u been telling lies on me
whats that all abt?
keep on saying its my best interest 
thats sum shit i down

and u like 2 run ur mouth
well i can run it 2 
kiss n telling shit abt me 
but we dont talk bout u
i was tripping over hoes
i almost said that i do
i hope ill find someone better, thats anyone but u 



forget about it
ik that ur scared about it
no reason 2 be afraid
i try but i cant refrain
try to fix 2
cuz imy
wats the issue
n i wish that
was the last time
that i kissed u
bag that
give a fuck about
wats the price tag
my way
know i love it when u do it like that
i fell in love w tha fraud
i jus bin stackin my dough to the wall 
i start the car but i stall
everytime i come around her im a downer

Downer w/kurse11  (Breakupbreakdown)

sorry for the long waittttt 
remedy is back in action! ##remedy <3
@k4rson
@owtiss
@1mint
@yashio20k
@neohnq

lyrics:
karson
give it back
what we had
its not my fault
its not my bad
not at all
so why u mad
i lost it all
and you laughed
why are you not with me
you said you missed me
you dont miss me
you wont kiss me
you dont love me
dont you miss me
you could trust me
girl im listening
baby just talk to me again
something that time could never mend
just tell me how to fix this
bc girl i really miss this
remember all the time we used to spend
you promised that this would never end
i cant deal w all the distrust
but girl i really miss us

owtiss
i gave my all to her
all she did take it
was that all my love was worth
just another 1-stop shop for broken hearts
u pissed me off
im giving up!
so many times
i cant do this alone
u dont want me talk
ok i'll shut up :)
i said so many times
ive just had enough..
when i look into ur eyes
i think of what we lost (edited)

mint
u can hold my hand n we can run away
i bottled up your love for another day
and when its over tell me will you fade away
trusting that i put my heart in the right place
you take it all
give it back like it was never gone
us forever baby tell me is this what you want
knew that you were the one for me like all along
stole my heart again so i had to tell her to (give it back)

give it back - karson + owtiss + 1mint (yashio + neohn)

"downhill from here" produced by @neohnq

Performed/Written by @counterxo & @s0lemn

downhill from here w/ s0lemn (neohn)

ft Berruu prod me 

the moon hits the sky, it’s the same world, but, something’s different. it’s always different.
it’s the same faces, it’s different faces, are you who i know?
i remember you. i don’t remember this.
do i remember who you are or is this just what i want to see?
i mask myself does it make you happy? am i who you want me to be?
everyone has there own perceptions and you are a different person in everyone’s head, can you except that?

everything you know and love can change in the blink of an eye.

i started making this project about two months ago but i didn’t decide to make it an album until near half way through development, i started to let myself become myself and i made music about my feelings and thoughts. i don’t like doing that.

a part about getting older is you discover yourself and more about you, if you don’t like what you see then that’s when u reflect.

i hope you enjoy this project as much as i have making it, i put as much effort into this as i could at the time and put all my knowledge into it as well, this album was recorded on my old mic (blue yeti) and is now no longer the quality im happy with. most if not all songs after this album will be made using my new mic (rode nt1a).

all of my vocals are mixed by me. all songs mastered by me and  5/10 songs are produced by me.

i will continue to make music like this but i plan to further develop my sound and quality, i do this for me, i will make you proud, i will make me proud.

BetterTogether + mitsu, datealyfe, mental, blxty, shinjin, yugen

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