Amazing!!! If I may ask, what are the guitar Chords? 

Bro first song I heard from you and i already love your songs 😭

You always bring joy and peace in my heart for me Mr. Reid. Thank you for the months even years of helping me. Thank you 🤝

I can't explain the feeling I had when I heard your song

The Upload

Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

i’ve had people do me wrong and i have wronged people
i can always forgive but i see myself as evil
i don’t know who i can trust
over time i’m losing fucks i can give but my attitude remains peaceful
why do people trust me i don’t even get it
in the end i always know that they gonna regret it
self-destructive but i’m trying to get it together
it’s been a minute since i’ve given this level of effort
i’m really trying my best but i’m a people pleaser
i look out for others more than me but i don’t get it either
sparing feelings never happened for me
but it was for the better cause i had to get it now the mix is cleaner
done relying on people they always disappoint
having expectations never helps and that’s what i avoid
felt like giving up when i was down began to get annoyed
now they finally listen but before they didn’t feel the boy 
i was losing my mind
i even left the place i live because i wanted to die
i had a couple people with me then i found out they lied
i had a couple things i didn’t need to see with my eyes
it had me wondering why

i’ve had people do me wrong and i have wronged people
i can always forgive but i see myself as evil
i don’t know who i can trust
over time i’m losing fucks i can give but my attitude remains peaceful

i don’t know how much more i can take
i got 10,000 hours invested
maybe not
but this is something that i do every day
so i can talk about my pain and leave it all on a page
because my brain is filling up i got a lot i could say
it’s overactive uncontrolled and something i can’t contain 
i think about the past then i slowly drift into space
i see reflections of an older me i’m hating my face
i’m learning over time how to live only in the moment
working at a dream plenty emotion that i’m holding
i got more of every aspect that i haven’t been showing
i’ve still never been so open
i been growing and i’m hoping that you notice 
imma do it for myself
yeah it’s sweeter that they doubted
now i get it for myself because the fires ignited
i love to prove people wrong it’s what inspires my writing
i’m mixing that with love for art with all my thinking in private

i’ve had people do me wrong and i have wronged people
i can always forgive but i see myself as evil
i don’t know who i can trust
over time i’m losing fucks i can give but my attitude remains peaceful
x2

do me wrong (prod. 4lexf)

I don’t wanna do this anymore 
leave me dead here on the floor 
I don’t wanna sleep in bed 
Since you left me all alone 
I feel your presence everywhere 
your voice is in the air 
I wish you didn’t think that I just never fucking cared 

I’m falling apart again 
I get no rest at night 
heart beating, I’m alive, I’m never getting high 
cause I’m broken from the feeling that you left inside 
my heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies 

there’s no excuse for my shitty behavior 
maybe you just fuckin did yourself a favor 
I’m a fuck up and I don’t deserve you 
5 years of every memory I’ll never forget you 

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone 
Cause I know, you’re better off without me 

I’m going days without eating again 
I’m broke and I’m barely getting out of my bed 
I’m getting fucked up every chance that I get 
cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest 
In my head it’s always gonna be my fault 
I’m closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about 
it’s so hard for me to say it out loud 
But I am not okay and I don’t see a way out

i don't wanna do this anymore... (prod. Afterlife x Pekarot)

deadboy (prod.thersx)

maybe i need saving...

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Lyrics:

I could, be the one you hold on to
And not just the spare change, you keep in your coat

I don’t wanna see you
No, you’re not same now
Wonder where you went to
I’ve been falling down
Ever since u left my life I’ve been astray

Thrown away like spare change
Maybe I need saving
And if we ever cross paths
Will u walk on by
Last time I met your eyes they just looked away

All the nights that we would hide away
All the life we built now in the grave
Hoping that it wasn’t all for nothing

I could, be the one you hold on to
And not just the spare change, you keep in your coat

I could, love you like no one else would
At least that’s what I’d say as I watch you go

Don’t know where I’m going
No one there to guide me
Fine with being lost  
I feel like a lost cause
All I say is sorry
Still so far away

Everything I could say
Never had the words to
Wishin I had spoke up
Playing through my head
Wonder where we’d be now
If I called your name

All the times I held you while you cried
All the words words we whispered late at night
Hoping that it all meant something

I could, be the one you hold on to
And not just the spare change, you keep in your coat

I could, love you like no one else would
At least that’s what I’d say as I watch you go

Music video

Spare Change

Lyrics:
ion really care what your boyfriend say
runnin thru my mind its like every single day
anything you want cause i just got paid
you dont want it now so ill be on my way

i just had to block you i been done
lock up on my heart cause i been stung
smoke up in the room now its in my lungs
if im gonna die ima make it fun

why you always lookin, to start some trouble cookin
up schemes for words you snook in, you break my heart you took it

why cant you just leave me alone

IDCWYBS

lxst boy
[hook]
i said that im fine but i promised that i lied yeah
tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night yeah
stuck here writing songs in my room its rainy weather
my shadows my only friend now we're miserable together x2

[verse]
we're 2 different people i get that
but why didnt you tell me to step back
i was staying up waiting for a text back
and instead i got sad and i relapsed
yeah i tried and i tried, i fall down then i cry
pick myself up trip and fall then i die
you said its fine but really its not
you act clueless and watch as i rot
i check the time, its 4 or 5
then check my phone, cant see the light
i check my pulse, im half-alive
you picked my rose and watched it die
these castle walls aint fortified
i hear the lies and theyre not mine
cant feel nothing, my nerves are fried
spending every waking moment feeling dry

cavasoul
[verse]
i feel faint
lacking iron or protein
or maybe dying
been abandoned by my guide
cause i never see the signs
its over gimme one more time
you move on i fall behind
i always fake it don’t admit the fact
that i’m never feeling fine
i’m a mess most of the time
give my best i’m never right
i struggle with anxiety that makes me wanna die
no one listens
no one cares
really need to wash my hair
but i hardly leave my bed i’m miserable and losing air
suppressing my light make it snow in the summer
i wasted my time even thought that i loved her
i feel like i’m fading i’m losing my colour
i was losing my mind she was under another
another one that i can add to the list
i try to forget all the things that you did
when i think about him it be making me sick
you were wanting a high that i just couldn’t give
the time that you took from me never returned
when you give up your trust and it breaks then it burns
i’m tired i wish that the tables would turn
one day i’ll see you get what you deserve
i thought i could i save you but i was mistaken
concerned with the path you taking
you lied to my face now you can’t even face it
you leaving me here while i’m broken and shaking

miserable together w/ lxst boy (prod. boyfifty)

@sorrow - upside down (prod. boyfifty)

too used to being sad...

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Written by: Thomas Reid
Produced by: boyfifty

Lyrics:
i’m not good at being happy
i’m too used to being sad
now i’m the joke and no one’s laughing
always cancel all my plans

cause i can’t take these conversations
when i’m afraid of what they mean
i’d rather check out all my friend’s lives
cause life looks better from a screen

i’ll make my home my castle,
my bed my prison
now my neck’s bent over,
my soul needs living

cause i’m locked inside
not inside my room
but inside my head
i hope i’ll break out soon

now i’m starving to death
i need dopamine
someone to pull to me out
someone to make me see

look outside myself
look outside a screen
or outside my room
it wasn’t meant to be

i’m not good at being happy
i’m too used to being sad
now i’m the joke and no one’s laughing
always cancel all my plans

cause i can’t take these conversations
i’m too afraid of what they mean
i’d rather check out all my friend’s lives
cause life looks better from a screen

im not good at being happy (prod. boyfifty)

cet album est pour toi

my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you
my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you

i've got problems in my brain, you,
help me ease the pain, 
help me numb it out when i been cryin in the rain cause
i've got these demons that i can't shake

show me what i face, show me what you love, promise not to break my heart </3

you deserve better

you deserve better (p. ocean)

...u left.

Produced by Zeeky
https://www.youtube.com/user/TheGeckow

Listen on Spotify!

please don't leave me (prod. Zeeky)

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

Spotify

Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

my first official release as an artist. So happy to of been able to collab with two amazing artists @rxseboy & @powfu 
Hope you guys enjoyed it, please support on Spotify aswell :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/50HURWGNsCiJw4qFDQu40X?si=i47qp5K_TQ-hJpRretA2pQ

Spotify 💜

the bootleg boy & Rxseboy - the day i died (ft. Powfu)

Much love to the fam @rxseboy and @ivrii for creating this with me <33

Lyrics:

Ivri:
I want your eyes
on a silver plate
And your lungs
Don't hesitate to breathe
I will absorb you
Watch the bugs as they swarm you
I only adore you
I will absorb you

Despise me
Despise me
Despise me
Despise me
Just a tip from the dead sequioa tree
I'm sorry
I think so violently

Thomas Reid:
Our lips met and it felt like a snake bite
I wonder if you miss me late alone in the nighttime
The earth rotates and your love runs past me
You threw my heart away, I’ll pick it up if you ask me

Now I’m falling falling
But I’m never calling
Even though I want to
You were my home to run to
But this home is broken
God, wish I could focus
Memories we share now embers burned above us in the air

Rxseboy:
Turned to a mockery
What do you want from me?
Body on top of me
Can you get off of me
Hate your reflection like I hate myself
And I hate my reflection I was I was somebody else
You look at me like I'm something you need
I think that you're into making me bleed
I see bones, I see daggers all pointed at me
Fell the pain while you torturing
Gouge out my dreams

I don't get intimate
Vibe getting sinister
I run away like a cold-hearted criminal
All these subliminals go to my conscience
I'm falling deeper is this what you wanted?
(Yes)
Is this what you wanted?
Memories haunt me
That's why I'm cautious
I let my gaurd down
You took advantage
Evil inside you I don't understand it.

Despise Me

Thomas Reid x Rxseboy x Ivri - Despise Me

if we were ghosts would u love me on the other side :,(

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the other side (feat. iriasona) (prod. yusei)

music heals </3
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Spare Change

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