She died 3 years ago. Another last year. Another 2 weeks ago. When am I? Maybe next month..

fuck you fentanyl, why you take something so beautiful just to set it on fire. I miss the way she smiled at me about the prettiest flowers she would pick on our walks just to show me. I miss the pictures she took of the skies.

Damn bruh I’m tryna put down these drugs, they taking my life day by day n ion even enjoy it no more, takin percs n throwing up when I eat. Codiene barely ever comes around it eats me alive I just wanna be sober

Makes me think hard things that got me far from reality

this is the type of song to cry yourself asleep to..

Good

love, joshua w/ vedh

https://www.olliemusicofficial.com

Apple Music - https://music.apple.com/us/artist/ollie/1325387508

Produced by Yog$ & Chris Stiliadis
Guitar by Evan Cronkwright
Mixed & Mastered by Chris Stiliadis

- Ollie -
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Ollie - Selfish

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Apple Music - https://music.apple.com/us/artist/ollie/1325387508

Produced by Chris Stiliadis
Piano & Guitar by Jimmy Nguyen
Mixed & Mastered by Chris Stiliadis

- Ollie -
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@olly-raps
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Ollie - Perfect (ft. Annamarie Rosanio)

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Apple Music - https://music.apple.com/us/artist/ollie/1325387508

Produced by XVN
Mixed & Mastered by Chris Stiliadis

- Ollie -
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Ollie - Affection

Powfu: @powfu
 Prod: @jeff-kaale
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Look In Your Eyes ft. Powfu (prod. Jef)

powfu
https://soundcloud.com/powfu
8rokeboy
https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy
art
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/542472717595046174/

feel that again feat. Powfu (Prod. 8ROKEBOY)

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

i'm so sorry </3

ft. @powfu @mishaal

produced by con

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy x @powfu x @mishaal - when we were 16 (prod. con)

Produced by: M.E

Kam Michael:
Twitter: www.twitter.com/kammichael_
YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCf69XIrEYLrqnHr8keB7bRw
Instagram: www.instagram.com/imkammichael
Snapchat: kamlewinsk

Lyrics:

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
You know I hate it when you don't call back
now just tell me what you call that. Yeah
I'm not good, till I fall back, sippin on the hard black hit me like a heart attack, yeah
And I tried but I failed, couldn't stop you from leaving,
When you said you loved me that shit was misleading 
You play with emotions, I can't stop the bleeding
It's hot where I'm from but you're changing the seasons, yeah
And I don't ever wanna fight, nah
I don't wanna be alone when it's night time
I just wanna be in touch with the right mind
My god, used to be in love now you ain't mine
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
I just roll up a blunt and get high off the meds
I don't got no one else, I just chill with my stress, yeah
Long nights and the day's cold,
Smoke all in my lungs but I'm still low
Steady waiting for the day where I'm not alone
Sad boy hours everyday, how my life goes
Now I'm missing them days we would text till the morning,
we talked about music, now my world is pouring
I'm stuck in a circle, it's you I'm adoring.
a hole in my chest and there is no restoring

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, 
And I don't ever wanna restart.
I could never re-track cuz you break hearts
Lost love,
It was found in the cold dark 
See we could never be in touch, cuz you're too far
You've been wasting my time 
I'm wasted and chasing something hard to find 
You broke me so much now it's hard to confide
I don't wanna make up I just want piece of mind
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
You would never understand all the feelings I've kept
But you still are the reason my life is a mess
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse

Kam Michael - Why did you leave me?

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

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Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

• Ollie -
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Produced by Raspo & Chris Stiliadis

Ollie - Love Is Poison

Jomie - Whats The Point

Apple/Amazon Music - https://orcd.co/mtwsth

• Ollie -
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@olly-raps
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Produced by Chris Stiliadis
Keys by jimmy Nguyen

Maybe This Was Supposed To Happen

April 17th 2020

Ollie - Real Love

@sadboyprolific
@le_play

lyrics:

SadBoyProlific:

i hate when im left on my own again
im just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold em quick
lost in emotions and potions this 
is me reaching and you cant even notice it 
you took my heart and then froze it quick
locked up the door and my chest and regret that i opened it 
vision is slow and cant focus i feel like my head is exploding 
shits getting old and my time is approaching 
this is a mindset i think that my minds fuckin broken 
just look at the way that im coping 
ounce nothing less what im smoking
this is the life that ive chosen 
and ive had regrets every step of the way 
puffed up my chest as i left through the flame 
left you for dead and in my head im insane
dead for a red as i bled out in pain

Le Play:
what do you want from me 
this is just honesty cuz honestly ill fall asleep
before it gets hard to breathe 
ill constantly just fall to piece 
you know its hard for me but still you pry so modernly
this is a tragedy or more just like a comedy
keep playing the victim i know all of the lies your tryna sell
im stuck in this room thats full of these mirros all i got is myself
you know i live for the pain 
you know im stuck in the rain 
i do it again and again and again 
and everythings broken and always in vein

boots (Le play X SadBoyProlific)

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Snøw & Skinny Atlas - I Guess Im The Reason Why

music heals </3
thank you for caring.
biz: thomasreidbiz@gmail.com

Make my own music. Inspired by NF mainly but Gremling andsik world aswell. 

Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

Thomas Reid

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